WHEN THERE IS JUST ENDLESS DARKNESS OF THE NIGHT SURROUNDING ME,IT'S THE BEST TIME FOR ME TO ACTUALLY THINK OF WHO I AM.I SHUT MY EYES,TAKE A DEEP BREATH,SMILE AND TRY TO CONCENTRATE ON MY FRESH THOUGHTS.THIS IS THE THRILLING BEGINNING OF MY NEW LIFE.SURELY,THE FIRST LITTLE WHISPER THAT MAKES ITS WAY OUT OF MY MOUTH,THROUGH THE angkasa BETWEEN MY SLIGHTLY PARTED LIPS IS,"AH!I Cinta IT WHEN THE COOL BREEZE RACES FROM ONE SIDE TO ANOTHER,BUMPING INTO ME AND GENTLY BRUSHING AGAINST MY COOL BODY AND MAKING ME FEEL LIGHTER THAN A MOTH'S WING".THEN I EXHALE SHARPLY,SHUT MY MOUTH AND KEEP SMILING,GETTING Lost IN DEEP THOUGHT,DROWNING IN THE BEAUTY OF THE DARK...
THE NIGHT.I WONDER IF THERE'S ANY OTHER PART OF THE hari THAT'S AS BEAUTIFUL AS THE NIGHT.THERE'S DARKNESS ALL AROUND,UP IN THE PITCH BLACK SKY,THE LADY MOON SHOWERS HER BRIGHT BEAM ON THE EARTH,WASHING EVERYTHING IN ITS WAY AND MAKING THEM GLOW AND SPARKLE.I GIVE MYSLEF AWAY TO THE WILDNESS OF NATURE AS THE MOONLIGHT DRAINS AWAY ALL THE SANITY IN ME.A SUDDEN SCREECH,A SNAP,A CRUNCH ON TH GROUND.I TOUCH THE DRY LEAVES WITH MY BARE FEET.SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY FROM THE CITY WALLS,BEYOND THE BLACK VALLEYS,THE HOOTING OF AN OWL,ECHOES ITS WAY,PAST MOUNTAINS AND RIVERS TOWARDS ME.THE TREES ARE BLACK AS COAL AND THE RIVER SEEMS TO BE MADE OF MELTED SILVER.I STEP INSIDE THE WATER ,FEEL EACH SPLASH ON MY FEET AND ENJOY THE CHILL THAT RUNS DOWN MY SPINE...
THEY SAY THAT BLACK IS THE COLOR OF DEATH.BUT I DON'T CARE.I PLAY WITH DARKNESS BECAUSE I'M NOT AFRAID OF GETTING KILLED sejak IT.IT ENCOURAGES ME TO TAKE, NOT GIVE.ANOTHER COLOR IS RED.THE COLOR OF FURY,VIOLENCE,LUST,INTENSITY...THE COLOR OF BLOOD.PAIN FOR BLOOD,BLOOD FROM PAIN.I HAVE ALREADY DEALT WITH TOO MUCH PAIN SO NOW IT'S JUST A MATTER OF IGNORANCE AND JOKE FOR ME.I KNOW WHAT PAIN IS BETTER THAN MANY OTHERS...
SO I LEAN AGAINST A TREE,TOUCH THE GROUND AND STARE RIGHT AHEAD,RELAXING IN REFRESHMENT.I ONLY SEE MILES AND MILES OF DARKNESS.I BLINK ONCE,TWICE,THRICE.SOMETHING CRAWLS AND PASSES OVER MY LEGS,SPRAWLED FLAT ON THE GROUND.I HEAR THE RATTLING,LOOK UP AT THE MOON AND FLASH A EVIL GRIN AS I SEE A FLIGHT OF NOCTURNAL BATS SWEEPING ACROSS THE SKY.THEIR SCREECHING REFLECTS THE WHOLE ATMOSPHERE LIKE THOUSANDS OF AAROWS SHOOTING AT EVERY INCH OF THE GROUND AND PINNING ME TO IT.THERE'S A PERFECT CONSTELLATION OF STARS THAT SMILE DOWN AT ME FROM HIGH ABOVE THE SKY.THEN I REALIZE THAT MY WAIT IS OVER...
MY WAIT IS OVER AND SHE IS HERE.I SMILE AND WINK AT HER,STROKING AWAY THE HAIR FROM HER NECK.I BRUSH MY HANDS ON HER THROAT.THEN AS THE NIGHT HITS ITS DARKEST HOUR,I BEND DOWN AND PREPARE TO SINK MY CANINES THROUGH HER SKIN SLOWLY...

WHEN THERE IS JUST ENDLESS DARKNESS OF THE NIGHT SURROUNDING ME,IT'S THE BEST TIME FOR ME TO ACTUALLY THINK OF WHO I AM.I SHUT MY EYES,TAKE A DEEP BREATH,SMILE AND TRY TO CONCENTRATE ON MY FRESH THOUGHTS.THIS IS THE THRILLING BEGINNING OF MY NEW LIFE.SURELY,THE FIRST LITTLE WHISPER THAT MAKES ITS WAY OUT OF MY MOUTH,THROUGH THE angkasa BETWEEN MY SLIGHTLY PARTED LIPS IS,"AH!I Cinta IT WHEN THE COOL BREEZE RACES FROM ONE SIDE TO ANOTHER,BUMPING INTO ME AND GENTLY BRUSHING AGAINST MY COOL BODY AND MAKING ME FEEL LIGHTER THAN A MOTH'S WING".THEN I EXHALE SHARPLY,SHUT MY MOUTH AND KEEP SMILING,GETTING Lost IN DEEP THOUGHT,DROWNING IN THE BEAUTY OF THE DARK...
THE NIGHT.I WONDER IF THERE'S ANY OTHER PART OF THE hari THAT'S AS BEAUTIFUL AS THE NIGHT.THERE'S DARKNESS ALL AROUND,UP IN THE PITCH BLACK SKY,THE LADY MOON SHOWERS HER BRIGHT BEAM ON THE EARTH,WASHING EVERYTHING IN ITS WAY AND MAKING THEM GLOW AND SPARKLE.I GIVE MYSLEF AWAY TO THE WILDNESS OF NATURE AS THE MOONLIGHT DRAINS AWAY ALL THE SANITY IN ME.A SUDDEN SCREECH,A SNAP,A CRUNCH ON TH GROUND.I TOUCH THE DRY LEAVES WITH MY BARE FEET.SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY FROM THE CITY WALLS,BEYOND THE BLACK VALLEYS,THE HOOTING OF AN OWL,ECHOES ITS WAY,PAST MOUNTAINS AND RIVERS TOWARDS ME.THE TREES ARE BLACK AS COAL AND THE RIVER SEEMS TO BE MADE OF MELTED SILVER.I STEP INSIDE THE WATER ,FEEL EACH SPLASH ON MY FEET AND ENJOY THE CHILL THAT RUNS DOWN MY SPINE...
THEY SAY THAT BLACK IS THE COLOR OF DEATH.BUT I DON'T CARE.I PLAY WITH DARKNESS BECAUSE I'M NOT AFRAID OF GETTING KILLED sejak IT.IT ENCOURAGES ME TO TAKE, NOT GIVE.ANOTHER COLOR IS RED.THE COLOR OF FURY,VIOLENCE,LUST,INTENSITY...THE COLOR OF BLOOD.PAIN FOR BLOOD,BLOOD FROM PAIN.I HAVE ALREADY DEALT WITH TOO MUCH PAIN SO NOW IT'S JUST A MATTER OF IGNORANCE AND JOKE FOR ME.I KNOW WHAT PAIN IS BETTER THAN MANY OTHERS...
SO I LEAN AGAINST A TREE,TOUCH THE GROUND AND STARE RIGHT AHEAD,RELAXING IN REFRESHMENT.I ONLY SEE MILES AND MILES OF DARKNESS.I BLINK ONCE,TWICE,THRICE.SOMETHING CRAWLS AND PASSES OVER MY LEGS,SPRAWLED FLAT ON THE GROUND.I HEAR THE RATTLING,LOOK UP AT THE MOON AND FLASH A EVIL GRIN AS I SEE A FLIGHT OF NOCTURNAL BATS SWEEPING ACROSS THE SKY.THEIR SCREECHING REFLECTS THE WHOLE ATMOSPHERE LIKE THOUSANDS OF AAROWS SHOOTING AT EVERY INCH OF THE GROUND AND PINNING ME TO IT.THERE'S A PERFECT CONSTELLATION OF STARS THAT SMILE DOWN AT ME FROM HIGH ABOVE THE SKY.THEN I REALIZE THAT MY WAIT IS OVER...
MY WAIT IS OVER AND SHE IS HERE.I SMILE AND WINK AT HER,STROKING AWAY THE HAIR FROM HER NECK.I BRUSH MY HANDS ON HER THROAT.THEN AS THE NIGHT HITS ITS DARKEST HOUR,I BEND DOWN AND PREPARE TO SINK MY CANINES THROUGH HER SKIN SLOWLY...