Helia's P.O.V
I sat there in the rumput waiting for you. I know it’s been two years since anda have ran away from everything anda ever knew, but I still hope for that hari anda come home. I know anda ran away to protect yourself, but I wish anda would have told us why anda left. So I found out for myself, and I now know anda left because if anda didn’t anda would have been killed. I just hope wherever anda are that anda are happy. Also I just want anda to know that no matter what I will always Cinta anda even if anda have to alih on. I know the hari will come when I get to see anda again even though I know if I get the chance to say goodbye one lebih time my hati, tengah-tengah will break the moment I looked into those zamrud, emerald eyes of yours and hear the words I am sorry but I have moved on and it’s time for anda to do the same. The hari I first found out anda went missing I bawled and ever since that night I have cried myself to sleep every night hoping I will see anda again because sometimes the words left unspoken hurt the most. I sat there in the field sejak the rock where I first berkata I Cinta anda on your birthday exactly four years lalu today. A part of me knows anda won’t tunjuk but I can try to mask the disappointment because it’s all I have left to keep my hati, tengah-tengah tied together. As the sunrise turned to sunset I gathered the box with the precious diamond I was going to give to anda at graduation and a bouquet of your kegemaran Ros I bought for anda for your 20th birthday yet I won’t get to celebrate it with you. I sighed and headed back to the boarding school anda attended that was just down the road from mine where a memorial for anda lays in hope you’ll return one year. I set down the Ros and light the candles as I cry looking at your senior portrait knowing anda probably have changed during this time period. Once the moon fully rose I walked backed but not before I turned around and heard the rustle of the leaves on the wind. I looked at my feet and saw a small paper angsa, swan and as I unfolded it I felt tears stream down the side of my face. The letter read I’m sorry I have caused anda all this pain every hari since I left, but I did it to protect myself from the pain of watching someone I Cinta die atau having the ones I Cinta mourn at the loss of a friend, so I ran as fast as I could and as far as I could. I didn’t mean to break your heart, but because it pained me too much just to see your shadow I couldn’t face anda and I’m sorry but just please alih on for the sake of both of us. However I want anda to know no matter what happens I will always Cinta anda because I have never stopped loving anda from the moment I you. I cried because she was the one who had my hati, tengah-tengah and she still had mine. She finally came utama yet I didn’t get to see her it was the way I sadly pictured it having to alih on even when I knew neither of us would. So I ran as fast as I could to that rock and saw her standing there in a little white dress with Bunga in her hair and she smiled once she saw me in my sports coat, button down and slacks. I realized that all our Friends where their along with a priest I never thought this moment would come I finally proposed to her because she knew I wouldn’t alih on when I knew she was still alive because I would fight for her until the last moment I had. She berkata yes and then we got married right there on her 20th birthday and even though it’s been a long two years I made the right choice to wait for her return. We sealed the deal with a Ciuman and I looked into those sparkling zamrud, emerald eyes in the moonlight and thought to myself this Cinta is worth waiting for no matter how long it takes to be together again, even if she did alih on while she was gone.
I sat there in the rumput waiting for you. I know it’s been two years since anda have ran away from everything anda ever knew, but I still hope for that hari anda come home. I know anda ran away to protect yourself, but I wish anda would have told us why anda left. So I found out for myself, and I now know anda left because if anda didn’t anda would have been killed. I just hope wherever anda are that anda are happy. Also I just want anda to know that no matter what I will always Cinta anda even if anda have to alih on. I know the hari will come when I get to see anda again even though I know if I get the chance to say goodbye one lebih time my hati, tengah-tengah will break the moment I looked into those zamrud, emerald eyes of yours and hear the words I am sorry but I have moved on and it’s time for anda to do the same. The hari I first found out anda went missing I bawled and ever since that night I have cried myself to sleep every night hoping I will see anda again because sometimes the words left unspoken hurt the most. I sat there in the field sejak the rock where I first berkata I Cinta anda on your birthday exactly four years lalu today. A part of me knows anda won’t tunjuk but I can try to mask the disappointment because it’s all I have left to keep my hati, tengah-tengah tied together. As the sunrise turned to sunset I gathered the box with the precious diamond I was going to give to anda at graduation and a bouquet of your kegemaran Ros I bought for anda for your 20th birthday yet I won’t get to celebrate it with you. I sighed and headed back to the boarding school anda attended that was just down the road from mine where a memorial for anda lays in hope you’ll return one year. I set down the Ros and light the candles as I cry looking at your senior portrait knowing anda probably have changed during this time period. Once the moon fully rose I walked backed but not before I turned around and heard the rustle of the leaves on the wind. I looked at my feet and saw a small paper angsa, swan and as I unfolded it I felt tears stream down the side of my face. The letter read I’m sorry I have caused anda all this pain every hari since I left, but I did it to protect myself from the pain of watching someone I Cinta die atau having the ones I Cinta mourn at the loss of a friend, so I ran as fast as I could and as far as I could. I didn’t mean to break your heart, but because it pained me too much just to see your shadow I couldn’t face anda and I’m sorry but just please alih on for the sake of both of us. However I want anda to know no matter what happens I will always Cinta anda because I have never stopped loving anda from the moment I you. I cried because she was the one who had my hati, tengah-tengah and she still had mine. She finally came utama yet I didn’t get to see her it was the way I sadly pictured it having to alih on even when I knew neither of us would. So I ran as fast as I could to that rock and saw her standing there in a little white dress with Bunga in her hair and she smiled once she saw me in my sports coat, button down and slacks. I realized that all our Friends where their along with a priest I never thought this moment would come I finally proposed to her because she knew I wouldn’t alih on when I knew she was still alive because I would fight for her until the last moment I had. She berkata yes and then we got married right there on her 20th birthday and even though it’s been a long two years I made the right choice to wait for her return. We sealed the deal with a Ciuman and I looked into those sparkling zamrud, emerald eyes in the moonlight and thought to myself this Cinta is worth waiting for no matter how long it takes to be together again, even if she did alih on while she was gone.
