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Paranoid,

I like the way our conversations last for a day,
I know we say things we don't mean but something bugs me,
Sometimes I feel you're not lettin' me in, anda wanna keep me out and win, not trustin' anyone, it must be so alone,
I'd better fight if I wanna earn the right to see inside your eyes of complications,

'Cause I, I, I've been waitin' for too long,
And I got no where to go,
Behind that mask of yours there is a hati, tengah-tengah of emas I know,
You never have to think twice,
It never keeps anda awake at night,
Sometimes the things anda say make me feel bad and paranoid,
Para, Paranoid,
Para, Paranoid,
Ooh...
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posted by Youmadearebel
I'm Not Over You

I wonder what options anda took,
Never saw anda with your head in a book,
I see you've changed your hair aswell,
You didn't catch me when I fell,
I thought that I was over you,
Guess not because the Rama-rama are true,
I should've told anda what I knew,
But then again I had no clue,

She should know he's perfect and I hope she deserves it,
I hope that anda laugh together like we used to laugh,
I wonder if anda forgot about me way too fast,
How much clearer do I need to make it?
How much will it take for anda to take it?
I'm not over you,
I always wanted anda to notice me way back then,
Frustratingly...
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posted by Youmadearebel
Need To Say

Is this all life really is?
Getting attached, falling in love, gettin' let down,
I thought Cinta was the best bliss,
You don't catch me, push comes to shove, cryin' right now,

I thought I knew anda through and through,
You gotta be a newer you,
I can't get used to this silence,
I can't just forget that slow dance,
I don't even wanna miss you,
I don't even wanna Cinta too,
I shouldn't have trusted anda then,
Need a chance to begin again,

I can't leave anda because I need you,
Everything was so right, anda broke me,
So I forgive anda 'cause I Cinta you,
Everything was perfect, anda can't see,
The tears behind...
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I Have To

Something in his eyes shows complication,
You're a free spirit and I can't just say,
I Cinta anda incase I scare anda away,
Play me like a puppet's realisation,

Baby you've got this hold on me and I, I can't let anda go,
Pull me close and Ciuman me, I'm going to let the whole world know,
I broke down his barriers and became an insane rebel,
Now everything's in grey scale and I've sunk to your level,

I don't wanna need anda this way,
I don't wanna ask anda to stay,
I shouldn't want to,
But I have to, I have to,
Boy I know you're bad to the bone,
It's too late now, now it's been shown,
I shouldn't Cinta you,...
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posted by avrilsmylife
Hey, I co-wrote this with Emma so tell us both what anda think!

Sick Of Cinta Songs
Verse
Getting bored, getting tired,
Of all the songs that are fired,
In this direction, in my way,
It's the same thing hari after day,
"Oh I Cinta you" "I Cinta anda too"
Yippee it worked for you,
But look I don't actually care,
Stop saying Cinta is in the air,

Pre chorus
Sick of DJs nattering away,
Always the same songs they have to play,
Bang my head against the walls,
Knowing soon I'm going to crack and fall,

Chorus
Why does everybody else get to be in love,
It isn't fair, should I give up,
Maybe I should just turn my radio off,
Because...
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posted by Youmadearebel
I Was Busy Gaming

It's the first time you're going to see me in a pretty dress,
You don't know I've spent all hari trying to not look like a mess,
I've re-applied my make up twenty million times right now,
I wait for an jam then I realise you've let me down,

I check my phone,
Hear no ring tone
My Friends have called,
I say "he's stalled,"

And now I'm walking out with tears streaming down my face,
I barely experience the cold rain in this place,
I'm running utama alone,
I know I should've known,
My straight hair has gone curly in the rain, I don't care,
This is why I never trust people, they are not there,...
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posted by avrilsmylife
hei so this I co-wrote with Emma (youmademearebel). It's kinda based about Avril Lavigne so tell us what anda think!

Left To Do
Verse
You dropped out of school at 16,
You never wanted to be prom queen,
Couldn't, wouldn't fit in with the crowd,
Music was your voice, boomed so loud,
Who have a damn about the preppy girls,
The ones who made your toes curl,
All anda needed was your gitar and voice,
To be heard above all the noise

Per chorus
You weren't someone to be bossed about,
Told what to do,
Cause all anda ever were,
Was only you

Chorus
16 and crazy,
Running around New York City,
Like there's nothing left to do,...
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posted by Youmadearebel
Why Can't anda Be A Man?

It's a cruel game of cat and mouse,
Like today when I went to town,
You looked so thin and no one knew,
What sort of thoughts go around you,
You looked so tiny and helpless,
You looked exactly like a mess,
I should hate anda but I Cinta you,
What are my thoughts on you? no clue,

It's hard to let go of the Cinta that was always there and still is,
It's hard to forget 'bout the pain when life isn't fair and I wish,
Why am I not enough?
Why do anda live so rough?
I feel guilty when I feel happy because why do I feel that,
For a minit I'm laughing with my Friends but then it comes right...
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If anda Travel This Journey With Me

There are people out there who'll try to take anda down, not carin' if they make anda cry right now, it's 6pm and you're feeling like you're weak,
The people can come and the people can break, but all along in you're hati, tengah-tengah you're not fake, and I've finally met someone who feels like me,

Watch me get taller, higher,
Watch me falling and fighting,

Behind everyone's smile, it takes a little while, four pale faces, tired from lonely places,
Infront everyone's jokin', but words are spoken, learn to trust, it's hard and it's tough,
But I know I can get there if anda travel...
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posted by Youmadearebel
Once In A Blue Moon

Why don't anda Cinta me the way anda Cinta her?
You treat her amazingly, but all what for?
I'm the last one anda call before anda sleep,
And anda look at her like that, why not me?

Together we have the time of our lives,
I'm there when anda cry, I help anda survive,
I'm reaching out and I wanna tell you,
I've got enough of anda to break anda too,

I know exactly how to make anda laugh,
And when anda are driving utama alone,
You tell me we should go here someday soon,
The trouble is soon is once in a blue moon,
I've seen the dark side of you, past mistakes,
But the real anda comes through on your own,...
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posted by BreathingMusic
So hei :) The name's a work in progress at the moment but for now this is called "What we both want". I hope anda like it.

What we both want

Come back to me
We'll lay in darkness
And drift off to sleep
My head on your shoulder
Like it used to be
Open and vulnerable
No secrets to keep

Give me your hand
We'll laugh like we used to
Nothing is planned
Spontaneous daydreams
That we see firsthand
We don't say anything
But we understand

(Chorus 1)
We thought we'd last but what did we know?
Speeding along when we should've gone slow
So let's just break down the walls and give in to what we both want

Open your eyes
And stare...
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posted by avrilsmylife
I wrote this song on my own so please tell me what anda think.

Like We Were Strangers
Verse
Remember when we were 4 years old,
And every story we had,
Was eventually told,
Remember all the laughs and fun,
Never thought there would be a day.
When that was gone,
Do anda remember when we turned 10,
We promised each other,
To always be friends,
I want to know what happened to that,
The only time I see anda now,
Is memories from the pasta

Chorus
Like we were strangers,
You took my hand,
And looked into my eyes,
I cried and cried,
For the millionth time,
You berkata it's for the better,
As anda left me with so much pain,
In the...
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posted by avrilsmylife
So I wrote this song with Emma (youmademearebel) please tell us what anda think

Sad Country Songs
Verse
Cowboy boots,
We're in a rodeo,
You have a lasso 'round my heart,
So anda can't let me go,
Your sweet sweet smile,
Is what made me come a round,
Living in the county,
So there's none of them city sounds,

Pre chorus
I wanna ride off,
In the middle of the night,
I'll be say on your horse,
Holding anda ever so tight

Chorus
I Cinta anda as much,
As I Cinta my dad country songs,
It's true,
There's a place in my hati, tengah-tengah anda belong,
You seem to brighten everyday,
You make me stutter so I can't say,
There won't be any sad country...
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Straight From The Heart

There's no hope now,
What I've found out,
Makes me so nothing,
anda live your life,
Give up the fight,
Gotta do something,

But that's the thing, there's nothing to do,
There's nothin' I want lebih than to tell you,

I wanted anda to see me grow,
I wanted anda to see me shine,
I wanted anda always to know,
What anda do won't menyeberang, cross the line,
At the end of every day,
I'll wonder if anda have gone,
No matter what words anda say,
Never forget where my Cinta comes from,
It comes straight from the heart,
It comes straight from the heart,

Should miss your calls,
And watch anda fall,
But I can't seem to,
Offer a hand,
anda say no and,
I watch anda fade,

I think I've two weeks to say these words,
And I can't help it if they hurt,

Tears me apart,
I've cried a million tears for you,
Hoping it would make this nightmare not true,
If only wishes on a bintang came true,
In the Filem they always do,
posted by avrilsmylife
hei this song Is called Amusement, please tell me what anda think

Amusement
Verse
You had me and my heart,
Right from the very start,
You were sweet, it were kind,
I was glad to call anda mine,
Then everything ended,
I had to stop pretending,
You were right for me,
Oh how could this be

Pre chorus
Honey anda should've realised,
That I wasn't going to cry,
Not for one moment,
Not for your amusement

Chorus
You weren't everything,
In fact anda were nothing,
Pretty much a pathetic lier,
But anda though I'd be a cryer,
You twisted everything around,
Like a little boy in a playground,
Played with my emotions.
As if anda owned...
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posted by avrilsmylife
Hey, this song is based on the story of Cinderella. I co wrote this with Emma (youmademearebel) so tell us both what anda think!

Cinderella
Verse
I used to be broken, a crumpled mess,
Never the princess atau even a damsel in distress,
Then something happened, everything changed,
I knew I would never be the same again,
Holding your hand was a sweet surrender,
But now I'm wondering what happened to happily ever after,

Pre chorus
I disappeared without a warning,
My hati, tengah-tengah smashed as if it was only a pumpkin,
Even the mice seem to scatter away,
I'm guessing the fairy godmother was wrong today

Chorus
I was the perfect...
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posted by Youmadearebel
Tonight

I fell for another heartbreaker,
Another guy who tried to get his own way,
berkata I'm beautiful, you're a faker,
Won't give anda anything, the time of day,

Oh,
Better wise up if anda wanna hang on to the girl,
That means the world to you,
D'you know you're so see through,

I saw the game,
I saw the lies,
I'm not a stupid girl,
I will not cry,
I deserve better,
Not your used letters,
Tonight,
You're hanging around,
The hot spot in town,
It is really quite sad,
Seventeen, still a lad,
Tonight,

There's some girls that would meet anda in a second,
Not knowing they're another notch on your katil post,
Inside you've done this many times before, I reckon,
anda think I miss you, I think I'm gonna cope,

Oh,
Better wise up if anda wanna get on in this world,
Bet you've got a girl at home,
She's probably all alone,

I thought maybe I was the fool at first,
But if anda hear this song,
Consider it lesson learnt,
I hope someday anda get burnt,
posted by Youmadearebel
These Words

Every time he looks at me, looks at me,
I wonder what he thinks of me, thinks of me,
There's that smile that's dazzling, dazzling,
Nobody berkata Cinta was frightening, frightening,

4 o clock in the morning is when anda get to know somebody,
6 o clock is when anda think "I think he likes me"

I wanna tell anda I Cinta you,
But if I do,
And anda don't feel too,
Then I'll've have made a mess of things once again,
I want anda to say it back,
You'll say I don't feel like that,
I'm so confused right now,
Why can't I say these words out loud,
These words,

Every time he talks to me, talks to me,
I feel this feeling come over me, over me,
We match in each and every way, every way,
I think about him every day, every day,

4 pm is when we talk after the cinema atau dinner,
Every time I think you're going to say

Your words hurt with every step,
anda tell me I'm your best friend,
Your words hurt with every breath,
Something Real

I'm laughing in your face because I can forget the words,
Don't need a time atau place, it hurt but baby from mistakes, I learnt,
When anda pushed me around like an easy ride,
I realised it's better to run and hide,
I don't need your challenging compliments,
Thought some clever guy like anda would've knew what I meant,

So I'll keep searching for Prince Charming,
I hope anda forget me while with him I'm dancing,
I hope anda know I won't put up with that,
And anda saying that shows anda lack,
What I'm looking for,
Something real,

Everything I've learnt from fairytales,
Isn't true,
'Cause I won't be getting my happily ever after,
With you,
I bet anda thought anda would,
Leave me dizzy,
Well have fun missing me,

And maybe I'll think about anda in days to come,
Of what we could've become,
If anda didn't have those chat up lines,
I think you'll find I'm getting on just fine,
posted by Youmadearebel
There must be somewhere for me to be,
There must be someone that will like me,
There must be somewhere I can find my dreams,
There must be someone who won't tease me,

Wasn't it easier when we were all eight?
And everything was always so great,
Suddenly you're not a little kid anymore,
You're fifteen but anda don't know what all this means,

The weather can't be always so grey,
The sun shine is going to stay,
People leave all the time, don't stay,
They're just memories, just yesterday,

I know some things but I don't know everything,
So don't expect me to