QofD 29: What is your biggest fear?

Getting stabbed with a dirty needle in public

Escalators. Fuck that shit almsot killed me when I was a kid.

Automatic flush toilets. I'm also a bit trypophobic (sp?); those little holes hurt my brain...like I get a headache...

I’m not necessarily a very scared person. I don’t really have an phobias other than needles. Idk it seems like most people have quite a few th8ngs tha5 scare them atau at least freak them out? Whereas I’m intensely scared of maybe 2 th8ngs. Less spread out.

Also I guess it’s just that
I’m not scared of many things. I just have a lot of fear, if that makes sense.

I'm afraid of bad storms (Particularly tornados and thunderstorms), rollercoasters/really fast rides, and needles/shots.

Cockroaches going into orifices like my mouth/ears atau touching me period.The future at times.

I'm terrified of spiders, I don't care how big they are atau if they are lebih afraid of me. I'm also afraid to call people on the phone. My hati, tengah-tengah starts beating really fast and I get really nervous so I refuse to call people unless I really, really know the person.

Storms, spiders, very crowded areas and the heaviest one is my loved ones dying/being left alone.

Heights

Failing in Life, I suppose. Doing all this effort only to see that it didn't really matter at all in the end and there was no point. Losing the people close to me and anything else I hold dear. Filled with regrets. Just being helpless in the end !!!!