My hati, tengah-tengah rate increased, causing my hati, tengah-tengah monitor to start beeping erratically. Not at the sight of Cameron, but at the sight of Mercury.
Cameron must've noticed because he ran up to me and said, "Vanessa, calm down."
I kept my eyes on Mercury. "What's she doing here?"
"You should be greatful that I came to see you", Mercury said.
"Mercury..." Cameron turned to face me. "She drove me here."
"After he hit you, the police too his car away", Mercury said, grabbing my Televisyen vision remote and changing the channel.
"Hey!"
"Don't worry about the television, Vanessa." Cameron sat down on the sofa, kerusi panjang chair closest to my bed. "Let's get started on what anda missed." He placed the buku on the night meja, jadual and grabbed the one on top. "In Geometry...." As he explained to me everything I missed, I couldn't help but feel as though he and I were the only one in the room.
"Cameron, babe, could anda get me some water", Mercury said. Her voice slicing right through my trance.
"It's on the meja, jadual beside you." He gestured to the merah jambu pitcher of water.
"That's gross hospital water! Get me some from the vending machine down the hall, please?" She looked at him with pleading eyes.
He looked at me. "Fine." He closed the book, put it on the sofa, kerusi panjang chair cushion he was sitting on, got up, and left the room.
Mercury got up from the sofa, kerusi panjang chair opposite of me. She closed the room door. "I know what you're trying to do", she berkata walking towards me.
I grabbed the nurse button for protection. "What are anda talking about?"
"Trying to take Cameron from me."
Is she serious? "Are anda serious?" Then it came to me. "You think I did this to myself?"
"Of course not. Cameron helped you."
"Huh?"
"Don't play dumb. anda saw his car that night on the road. And anda jumped in front of his car."
"You're being serious? Why would I do that?"
"Because anda were looking for attention. The fact that Cameron was spending so much time with me was killing you. So anda pull this stunt."
"You seriously think that I would purposely run in front of Cameron's car just to get attention?"
She nodded.
"Unbelievable."
Cameron came back into the room with a bottle of water. "What's going on?"
"Just fluffing V's pillow!" She pretended to fluff my pillow. "There." She patted my head like I was a dog. Then she took her kerusi, tempat duduk back on the sofa, kerusi panjang chair she was sitting in, and watched television.
Cameron closed the door behind him. He went over to Mercury to give her the bottle of water.
"Thanks babe." She grabbed him sejak the baju and kissed him. For 5 whole minutes.
Bitch.
Once she broke the embrace, Cameron cleared his throat and came back to sit beside me. "Now back to the lesson.."
Cameron must've noticed because he ran up to me and said, "Vanessa, calm down."
I kept my eyes on Mercury. "What's she doing here?"
"You should be greatful that I came to see you", Mercury said.
"Mercury..." Cameron turned to face me. "She drove me here."
"After he hit you, the police too his car away", Mercury said, grabbing my Televisyen vision remote and changing the channel.
"Hey!"
"Don't worry about the television, Vanessa." Cameron sat down on the sofa, kerusi panjang chair closest to my bed. "Let's get started on what anda missed." He placed the buku on the night meja, jadual and grabbed the one on top. "In Geometry...." As he explained to me everything I missed, I couldn't help but feel as though he and I were the only one in the room.
"Cameron, babe, could anda get me some water", Mercury said. Her voice slicing right through my trance.
"It's on the meja, jadual beside you." He gestured to the merah jambu pitcher of water.
"That's gross hospital water! Get me some from the vending machine down the hall, please?" She looked at him with pleading eyes.
He looked at me. "Fine." He closed the book, put it on the sofa, kerusi panjang chair cushion he was sitting on, got up, and left the room.
Mercury got up from the sofa, kerusi panjang chair opposite of me. She closed the room door. "I know what you're trying to do", she berkata walking towards me.
I grabbed the nurse button for protection. "What are anda talking about?"
"Trying to take Cameron from me."
Is she serious? "Are anda serious?" Then it came to me. "You think I did this to myself?"
"Of course not. Cameron helped you."
"Huh?"
"Don't play dumb. anda saw his car that night on the road. And anda jumped in front of his car."
"You're being serious? Why would I do that?"
"Because anda were looking for attention. The fact that Cameron was spending so much time with me was killing you. So anda pull this stunt."
"You seriously think that I would purposely run in front of Cameron's car just to get attention?"
She nodded.
"Unbelievable."
Cameron came back into the room with a bottle of water. "What's going on?"
"Just fluffing V's pillow!" She pretended to fluff my pillow. "There." She patted my head like I was a dog. Then she took her kerusi, tempat duduk back on the sofa, kerusi panjang chair she was sitting in, and watched television.
Cameron closed the door behind him. He went over to Mercury to give her the bottle of water.
"Thanks babe." She grabbed him sejak the baju and kissed him. For 5 whole minutes.
Bitch.
Once she broke the embrace, Cameron cleared his throat and came back to sit beside me. "Now back to the lesson.."
I thought it would be a good idea to try and write goodbye
but i was stuck when I realized there were too many lovely things to write about.
and not enough words invented yet to say them aloud.
and i know there are a number of things wrong with this,
but i really don't want to fix it right now.
i don't feel like doing anything but sitting upside down
but trust me, when it comes down
to having the choice of being right..
atau protecting you, I'll be wrong every single time.
Because it's just who I am...
but i was stuck when I realized there were too many lovely things to write about.
and not enough words invented yet to say them aloud.
and i know there are a number of things wrong with this,
but i really don't want to fix it right now.
i don't feel like doing anything but sitting upside down
but trust me, when it comes down
to having the choice of being right..
atau protecting you, I'll be wrong every single time.
Because it's just who I am...
OK so i was walking down the street...all alone...in the rain...not happy but not sad ether...when suddenly I ran into a magnolia tree!I don't know how I didn't see it...or why it was in the middle of the road-but it was there and when I looked at it I saw it was the biggest magnolia I had ever seen;it was absolutely GINORMOUS!it to be at least as tall as a skyscraper. I couldn't even see the top.Now what is the easiest way to get past a tree? Go around it of course! but when i looked there was a wall!Two walls!on ether side of the pokok that prevented me from passing(again,how didn't I see this before?)It was not an ordinary
dinding ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a magnolia and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do anda think I did?What would anda have done?
dinding ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a magnolia and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do anda think I did?What would anda have done?
I look at the old photographs. It kills me to see him smile. I've only heard about him. I hear he would have loved me. I hear he was nice. I hear that he was a good dad. I hear he was an okay husband. I hear that he would have made a good grandfather. It's not fair. It kills me when my dad talks about him. My dad berkata one of his last words to him were "Dont miss me when I'm gone." Those words run through my head. hari and night and keep me up thinking of him. Why did he have to go? I pray he's okay and fine in heaven. I pretend he's still here. If only he were ... I miss him....
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss anda ... even if I never met anda =,[
seterusnya journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss anda ... even if I never met anda =,[
seterusnya journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!