My hati, tengah-tengah rate increased, causing my hati, tengah-tengah monitor to start beeping erratically. Not at the sight of Cameron, but at the sight of Mercury.
Cameron must've noticed because he ran up to me and said, "Vanessa, calm down."
I kept my eyes on Mercury. "What's she doing here?"
"You should be greatful that I came to see you", Mercury said.
"Mercury..." Cameron turned to face me. "She drove me here."
"After he hit you, the police too his car away", Mercury said, grabbing my Televisyen vision remote and changing the channel.
"Hey!"
"Don't worry about the television, Vanessa." Cameron sat down on the sofa, kerusi panjang chair closest to my bed. "Let's get started on what anda missed." He placed the buku on the night meja, jadual and grabbed the one on top. "In Geometry...." As he explained to me everything I missed, I couldn't help but feel as though he and I were the only one in the room.
"Cameron, babe, could anda get me some water", Mercury said. Her voice slicing right through my trance.
"It's on the meja, jadual beside you." He gestured to the merah jambu pitcher of water.
"That's gross hospital water! Get me some from the vending machine down the hall, please?" She looked at him with pleading eyes.
He looked at me. "Fine." He closed the book, put it on the sofa, kerusi panjang chair cushion he was sitting on, got up, and left the room.
Mercury got up from the sofa, kerusi panjang chair opposite of me. She closed the room door. "I know what you're trying to do", she berkata walking towards me.
I grabbed the nurse button for protection. "What are anda talking about?"
"Trying to take Cameron from me."
Is she serious? "Are anda serious?" Then it came to me. "You think I did this to myself?"
"Of course not. Cameron helped you."
"Huh?"
"Don't play dumb. anda saw his car that night on the road. And anda jumped in front of his car."
"You're being serious? Why would I do that?"
"Because anda were looking for attention. The fact that Cameron was spending so much time with me was killing you. So anda pull this stunt."
"You seriously think that I would purposely run in front of Cameron's car just to get attention?"
She nodded.
"Unbelievable."
Cameron came back into the room with a bottle of water. "What's going on?"
"Just fluffing V's pillow!" She pretended to fluff my pillow. "There." She patted my head like I was a dog. Then she took her kerusi, tempat duduk back on the sofa, kerusi panjang chair she was sitting in, and watched television.
Cameron closed the door behind him. He went over to Mercury to give her the bottle of water.
"Thanks babe." She grabbed him sejak the baju and kissed him. For 5 whole minutes.
Bitch.
Once she broke the embrace, Cameron cleared his throat and came back to sit beside me. "Now back to the lesson.."
Cameron must've noticed because he ran up to me and said, "Vanessa, calm down."
I kept my eyes on Mercury. "What's she doing here?"
"You should be greatful that I came to see you", Mercury said.
"Mercury..." Cameron turned to face me. "She drove me here."
"After he hit you, the police too his car away", Mercury said, grabbing my Televisyen vision remote and changing the channel.
"Hey!"
"Don't worry about the television, Vanessa." Cameron sat down on the sofa, kerusi panjang chair closest to my bed. "Let's get started on what anda missed." He placed the buku on the night meja, jadual and grabbed the one on top. "In Geometry...." As he explained to me everything I missed, I couldn't help but feel as though he and I were the only one in the room.
"Cameron, babe, could anda get me some water", Mercury said. Her voice slicing right through my trance.
"It's on the meja, jadual beside you." He gestured to the merah jambu pitcher of water.
"That's gross hospital water! Get me some from the vending machine down the hall, please?" She looked at him with pleading eyes.
He looked at me. "Fine." He closed the book, put it on the sofa, kerusi panjang chair cushion he was sitting on, got up, and left the room.
Mercury got up from the sofa, kerusi panjang chair opposite of me. She closed the room door. "I know what you're trying to do", she berkata walking towards me.
I grabbed the nurse button for protection. "What are anda talking about?"
"Trying to take Cameron from me."
Is she serious? "Are anda serious?" Then it came to me. "You think I did this to myself?"
"Of course not. Cameron helped you."
"Huh?"
"Don't play dumb. anda saw his car that night on the road. And anda jumped in front of his car."
"You're being serious? Why would I do that?"
"Because anda were looking for attention. The fact that Cameron was spending so much time with me was killing you. So anda pull this stunt."
"You seriously think that I would purposely run in front of Cameron's car just to get attention?"
She nodded.
"Unbelievable."
Cameron came back into the room with a bottle of water. "What's going on?"
"Just fluffing V's pillow!" She pretended to fluff my pillow. "There." She patted my head like I was a dog. Then she took her kerusi, tempat duduk back on the sofa, kerusi panjang chair she was sitting in, and watched television.
Cameron closed the door behind him. He went over to Mercury to give her the bottle of water.
"Thanks babe." She grabbed him sejak the baju and kissed him. For 5 whole minutes.
Bitch.
Once she broke the embrace, Cameron cleared his throat and came back to sit beside me. "Now back to the lesson.."
This is writen in the point of view of Kara
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments lalu someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing gaun and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments lalu someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing gaun and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need lebih and lebih and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me atau to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need lebih and lebih and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me atau to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
