this is the the darling edward-lover456, to who she has berkata some very kind things, i thank you.

*beep beep*, Damm alarm clock! it was early 4.00 am, and anytime now Tanna was bounded to be hungry, AKA. crying the house down. and jacob really needs sleep., i sliped of out katil trying not to wake up jacob, only to stand on my clothes from yesterday, that jacob that taken off me that night.
i tugged them on my bare body. i heard a rustle. a movement. a intake of breath.
"Who's there" i whispered, with tremors in my voice,
if ther was someone, which ther proberly want , all just in my head, i would...

I couldnt look at jacob, atau Tanna in the back seat, i jsut sat adn stared out the passenger window, staring at the green outside, of la push. Jacob had finally finished his rabbit. My truck now sits in the garage, jacob insists that he do some upgrades, and wants to put in a dash bourd, from where .......'s steoro was installed.
I jsut couldnt look at jacob, not after Carlisle,
there was a pregnant silence the whole ride home.
He knew, jacob always knew. And when he knew, i just felt guilty, which seem to be all the time.
There are moments when i think to myself, that maybe it was better that...

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"where is she?, i wanna see her, where's jacob" i felt over joyed. she was alive, and well. my baby.
Tanna.
"He's with her in the waiting room." he replied in the same velvet voice that i oh longinly wanted to hear for so long ago. But it wasn't the right voice.
This was one big fix of them, that i think i might die of a overdose.
"Carlisle." i panted. i dont know how long i havent berkata that name only for my own good.
"Yes bella" he sighed, he diddnt look at me, as though he thought was either better that way , considering he knew what moment we were coming in to atau that he just...

i woke, to the sounds of beeps.
beep, beep, beep
ta. ta.ta.
ive heard this Muzik before,... in phoenix.
i fluttered my eyes open, to see a the familar, white walls. merah jambu flowers, tall machines that make the contand beeps.
i looked around me , i alone. where was jacob?, one moment he was beside me, there seterusnya he is gone.
i dont even know how i got here, like a blackout,.
like trying to remember what happened the night before when anda have your hangover.
all i remember was my little girl.
Tanna. Tanna. oh god.
"Hello!" i yelled, the pants refueling.it echoed down the halls.
i could footsteps...

These last few hours had been the worst of my life. Nothing was normal, and it wouldn’t be until this was sorted out.
Alice’s vision had horrified all of us. She had seen thousands of clips of me sitting in a dark room, screaming and withering in pain, and then she had seen me dead and tortured. She had also seen me in hospital, and in Jacobs’s arms. The meanings of this had been discussed over and over in the following hours but we had only come to one conclusion, it was Nahul who would put me in this situation.
Everyone was on full guard, all except Alice and Edward who sat on the sofa...

That was when a wave of sickness traveled through my body and my head ached. I fell to the cold, wooden floor as i started to become unconsious.
"nessie,nessie,shit, wake up, wake up c'mon nessie!" jake cried as be moved his hot hand across my cheek. "jake..." I murmured softly. "oh ness!" he shouted happily. "ouch my head hurts" i moaned. "it's ok honey" jake reasured me.Thats when i spotted the bottle of small white tablets on the ground. jake turned to see what i was looking at and saw them to and quickly swiped his hand to get them but only caught thin air as i had got there first. I took...

capter one!!!


i flicked off the light, and prayed that when i shut the door that it wouldnt wake her up. i steped out of the room, taking one lebih glance at my addition to my complete life.
she was soo little, so young and yet so innocent to the world around her, so unaware to the creaters that surivive just outside her room, and i tend to keep it like that until the time is right.like of her father.
of only 5 weeks of age. and already made her perfect smile, and wow she looked like her dad.
the brown soft, russet colour tone, and the brown eyes,. the spitting image.
i smiled once lebih and...

    3. BEGINNING

    I AND ANGELA’S CHAT GOT TOO FAR. WE TALKED ABOUT MANY DIFFERENT THINGS here in Forks including those which are out-of-the-world. Our conversation ended before the sunset. At last, the rain stopped. I stopped to chill, too. Angelia brought me utama so I am selamat, peti deposit keselamatan that night. She really is a good friend.

    “Thank anda Bella for your time” she mumbled
    “I should be the one to say that” I berkata with a crooked smile. “You did many things for me today so thank you. I really enjoy this day....

Bella's POV:
You know, life at the Cullen's wasn't so bad after all. Yah sure, I was only here because there was no where else to go, I couldn't leave. I didn't want to be a ravenous vampire. But I didn't want to be here watching Edward sulk all the time because I divorced him. My life has changed when I changed. We aren't married anymore. I didn't know what my humanself was thinking.
Edward's POV:
I was up in my room sulking-again. I just didn't understand. She was in Cinta with me when I changed her, and then three days later....she DIVORCED me. She threw my ring and berkata go away! If I didn't...