I usually got to the theatre over Christmas.But this tahun it doesn't look like that will be possible.Is there anything anda were looking ke hadapan to doing but won't be able to ?

Tbh, I'm disappointed I can't go through downtown to see the lights and carriage rides this year. But at least everything else will be the same :)

I'll miss going to the Krismas markets and taking foto-foto of the lights and decorated trees around town.

Ugh, this hits me hard... Well, I didn't have much special plans, but I really hope that the whole corona thing will be away, at least sejak seterusnya spring/summer.
I just really need to socialize finally, I have been living in this isolation mode, for pretty much my whole life, not only these last months, so this just kills all my chances to get my freedom any sooner...
It's just very hard for me to talk about it. I believe, sejak now, my mental health is already in the point of no turning back. It's getting worse, both physically and mentally. I need people, lots of people, events, adventures, peace, freedom. I believe in this mode of living, sejak spring I'll already be completely destroyed.

But on a lebih neutral note, I would really want to attend Tarja Krismas tunjuk this December, for the first time in Latvia, anda know... But 1) I'm sure it'll be cancelled due to corona mess 2) it's in Riga - almost 100 kilometres away and nobody will take me there.
It would be a nice beginning to get out in public for me though. anda know the peaceful and x-masy vibe those shows have. So different from the loud, crowded concerst she usually has (however I wouldn't mind attending one like that too, someday when I slowly get rid of my social anxiety)
Anyway, I still can watch video of sebelumnya years shows in Moscow and stuff...This one is so cute and heartwarming, and the little Naomi... <3 But it's not the tunjuk itself, it's the event and getting out of home, being among people, doing Something!

I usually enjoyed the Krismas parade at my hometown, but I'm sure that will be cancelled.