lmao I hate hockey lol my gym class is all omg hockey game lets watch me and 5 guys are like no gym workout lol so we played badmanton and i got a huge badminton racket mark on my arm that hurts like a bitch(that is why i hate badmonton)
I was listening to Utada's "This one (Crying Like a Child)" on the way back from Springfield earlier tonight. It was pretty depressing, but I couldn't stop listening to it because it is one of the single most beautiful songs I've ever heard.
The lyrics (aside from maybe this person she's singing about being someone she's a huge fan of) are totally me and how I feel about my ex (granted, whom I never met and probably never will). "How could you say you don't remember? This one's for the happiness I'll be wishing you forever."
Anytime I hear this song, I think of him. And anytime I think of him, I cry. And everytime I do all of the above, I'm depressed for the rest of the night. I get a sick & nervous feeling in my stomach because I know I still love him, and that he doesn't feel the same.
It's pathetic, I know. I hate myself for it in all honesty. I don't think anyone else will ever make me feel the way he did, and he won't listen to me when I tell him that so I just thought maybe you guys would be the only ones who would.
I don't want to be made fun of. I don't want jokes to be made about anything. I just want everyone to read this and move on. I needed to get this off my chest, and I like you guys and actually consider you my real friends. So yeah, that's all.
I went to Springfield today with my family, and it was fun. We ate at Olive Garden and I ordered some kind of shish-ke-bobs and they cooked my chicken right but my steak was rare (ewww). Then we went to Barnes & Noble and I found KIEFER's biography...I LITERALLY SQUEALED AND JUMPED UP & CLAPPED MY HANDS IRL!!!! So I had to get it. On the way out, I saw out of the corner of my eye as I turned around, a board game with '24' written on it...it was Clue, so I HAD to get it. I also squealed irl at that. I also got W with MegaFoxy<3 on it, but that's less important.
Then my dad & I got dropped off at EntertainMart, the coolest DVD store evar, and I walked around and grabbed about 30 things but only got 3 (I got 4 but one was for my mom). I got Sorority Row, Flatliners (KIEFER FTW<3), & the Dog Soldiers steelbook.
Then we all went to the mall and while everyone went to Build-a-Bear, I went to the candy store. I got lots of beautiful candy which I ate most of on the way home. And then we went home. YIPPEE!
OMG that is the most beutiful song ever!!!!When I get ITunes back up and running that songs going on my ipod!!!
lol heather sounds like a fun fun fun day!!!
yummm candy!!!!I just played soccer and won and yeah that is all!!!