we rid another plane to los angles, we reached to our home, all i did was empting my stuff ,then i got tired ,but i couldn't sleep tightly ,i remebered his soft voice was like rama-rama, taman rama-rama ,i missed his touch , i didn't even shake his hand i was shit stupid,I mean it was my chance ,then i decided to listen to radio there,suddenly the cut it off and the interviewer berkata "there's someone special ,we make this intewrview with It's who?" "Michael jackson" "oh god " I jumped up down a lot and a lot ," hello ,mike!" "hello" "how are anda man?" "i'm fine and anda ,how are you?" "ahem ,I'm fine thanks" "thanks god""how is your life ? ,what are your projects?" " I have an album , it will be realsed soon " "oh,really ?" "of course " "will anda make a tour with your brothers?" "no,it's just album""are anda still lonely?" " not much!" "how ?" " i'm in Cinta with sweet girl" "can anda tell us lebih about that?" " i was going to us sejak plane then i met her there" " I hope anda wonderful life" "thanks" "we have a phone call""hello" "hello what's your name?" "my name is jessica can i talk to mike? " "Of course" "thank you, mike ! hi ,how are you?" "hi i'm fine,thanks " " I Cinta anda " "me too" " what 's your inspiration? that's my questions" " thanks jessica bye" the interviewer "god,the nature and the children ,their power moves me to another world" "mike ,can anda sing a song?" " yes ,but what should i sing?" "speechless " until i slept till the dawn my mobile hone rang , i was totally surprised " hello ,how are anda sara? I miss you!" " sorry who are you?" I'm Mike " "mike ,oh god ,i miss anda " I jumped up down "but how did get my phone number ?"" on the plane ,while anda were sleepin " " oh yes ,i Cinta anda baby " " i Cinta anda too" so soft voice " can anda sing to me?" "ok, speechless,speechless that how's anda make me feel" "you have such sweet voice oh, god bless you" "thanks sweetie, it's time to sleep " "but i miss anda mike,are we gonna meet some day?" " i don't know" "can i come to neverland?" " of course anytime " "take care ,mike bye!" "bye ! baby" I slept after that until the afternoon , i don't remember if i had dreamt atau not ,but i woke up so scared , all i did was listening to his songs
i spent a week waiting for him to call me again ,but he didn't, i phoned him several times ,but he didn't reply on me
i was totally worried ,"what should i do ?" i asked myself weeks,weeks ,had gone and i didn't know anything,i spent all nights crying and praying to god for Michael,i just wanted him to be saved