I've liked the great ..singer, Michael Jackson, for a while back..I remember when I was a kid and I was watching TV and I was hearing about MJ..and I've always loved his music.
But just the rythm. I used to like the songs. They were awesome !! I found a notebook from when I was younger and there's this section with my fav songs and MJ's Earth song and Thriller are there.. I liked the songs.. The rest I didn't care about..I remember being afraid of his face..I don't know..weird memory..
But I loved his music.
I grew up and I got the meaning of the lyrics..and I was amazed..His lyrics are so beautiful..
I remember joining this spot and then leaving it because I didn't like the spot icon..stupid right ? :(
It was all back then.
Well...he..died. I joined this spot after he died again but..
The seterusnya hari after his death.. I thought about joining the spot again..
anda see, before, I didn't know Michael had done such amazing things. I didn't know about the speeches. I didn't know about the kids he's helped, the money he gave for great causes. I just liked the music..about the charges.. I didn't think he was guilty of doing bad things (I remember even now watching TV and there was the trial problem and there he was under the umbrella)..because his lyrics were too great so he had to be amazing too.. But I didn't know him.. really know him. I knew about the singer, the dancer, not the person.
And his..his....his death....his ..after he died..I .. since he's left, I've been trying to find out lebih things about him, memorise things he's said, remember the moments I lived in my childhood.. seeing him on TV and all that..I've been trying to gather lebih and lebih information so I can let the world know I am his peminat and I want to make him live forever.
I want to keep him alive..I don't want anyone to forget him.. my family and everybody in this world.. I want to know things about Michael because he is the kindest person in the world. The kindest I know.
I now know this is the right way and the world has to see it too. I am trying to tunjuk the world I have been blessed with Cinta and I want to give it to everyone..so that we can all live in love.
But...actually things are awful if I think of it this way - :( I feel angry with me. I feel terrible because I realise.. I discovered all this after he died.
I sometimes feel ..he had to die so I could see how wonderful he was ? I hate it. I hate myself for that. I wish he were alive to keep giving. He was amazing. And I wish I could see all this before..
I hate that I've known lebih about him since he passed. And when I hear these people..saying "ooh..you are a fake MJ fan. I Cinta him since.. 19_ _ whatever and anda just think anda Cinta him but anda don't".. :( " I Cinta Michael more" .. "You are not a true fan!"
It's killing me.
What is a true peminat ?
If someone has a definition and it totally includes really knowing Michael for a long time before his death, I am not a peminat either.
..I just see people who care. Yes, after he died they started to care but they are people who chose to believe in Michael. People who wanted to know him, who gave him a chance. And if they say they Cinta him, that is GREAT. It's great ! How could I judge them ? How could I tell them I Cinta Michael lebih than they do ? Who am I ? How could anyone judge them ?
I am nobody in this world. I only have myself to judge and I wish I had started to be interested in MJ's Cinta and life way earlier. But that doesn't mean I Cinta him less.
I hate it. He is not here anymore.. and since he died I got to know lebih about him. And Cinta him more. It's so..hard..to live with this..but I bet there are a lot of persons who wish knew MJ before atau who wish they were born earlier..and so on..
I just wish everyone would accept that anda CAN be an MJ peminat even if anda started loving him after he passed.
Maybe..Imagining MJ was alive now.. Maybe I would be just another peminat of his music..as I used to be.
It kills me..but it is true..
And I think that dividing MJ peminat-peminat in real peminat-peminat and not real peminat-peminat is soo sad :(
But just the rythm. I used to like the songs. They were awesome !! I found a notebook from when I was younger and there's this section with my fav songs and MJ's Earth song and Thriller are there.. I liked the songs.. The rest I didn't care about..I remember being afraid of his face..I don't know..weird memory..
But I loved his music.
I grew up and I got the meaning of the lyrics..and I was amazed..His lyrics are so beautiful..
I remember joining this spot and then leaving it because I didn't like the spot icon..stupid right ? :(
It was all back then.
Well...he..died. I joined this spot after he died again but..
The seterusnya hari after his death.. I thought about joining the spot again..
anda see, before, I didn't know Michael had done such amazing things. I didn't know about the speeches. I didn't know about the kids he's helped, the money he gave for great causes. I just liked the music..about the charges.. I didn't think he was guilty of doing bad things (I remember even now watching TV and there was the trial problem and there he was under the umbrella)..because his lyrics were too great so he had to be amazing too.. But I didn't know him.. really know him. I knew about the singer, the dancer, not the person.
And his..his....his death....his ..after he died..I .. since he's left, I've been trying to find out lebih things about him, memorise things he's said, remember the moments I lived in my childhood.. seeing him on TV and all that..I've been trying to gather lebih and lebih information so I can let the world know I am his peminat and I want to make him live forever.
I want to keep him alive..I don't want anyone to forget him.. my family and everybody in this world.. I want to know things about Michael because he is the kindest person in the world. The kindest I know.
I now know this is the right way and the world has to see it too. I am trying to tunjuk the world I have been blessed with Cinta and I want to give it to everyone..so that we can all live in love.
But...actually things are awful if I think of it this way - :( I feel angry with me. I feel terrible because I realise.. I discovered all this after he died.
I sometimes feel ..he had to die so I could see how wonderful he was ? I hate it. I hate myself for that. I wish he were alive to keep giving. He was amazing. And I wish I could see all this before..
I hate that I've known lebih about him since he passed. And when I hear these people..saying "ooh..you are a fake MJ fan. I Cinta him since.. 19_ _ whatever and anda just think anda Cinta him but anda don't".. :( " I Cinta Michael more" .. "You are not a true fan!"
It's killing me.
What is a true peminat ?
If someone has a definition and it totally includes really knowing Michael for a long time before his death, I am not a peminat either.
..I just see people who care. Yes, after he died they started to care but they are people who chose to believe in Michael. People who wanted to know him, who gave him a chance. And if they say they Cinta him, that is GREAT. It's great ! How could I judge them ? How could I tell them I Cinta Michael lebih than they do ? Who am I ? How could anyone judge them ?
I am nobody in this world. I only have myself to judge and I wish I had started to be interested in MJ's Cinta and life way earlier. But that doesn't mean I Cinta him less.
I hate it. He is not here anymore.. and since he died I got to know lebih about him. And Cinta him more. It's so..hard..to live with this..but I bet there are a lot of persons who wish knew MJ before atau who wish they were born earlier..and so on..
I just wish everyone would accept that anda CAN be an MJ peminat even if anda started loving him after he passed.
Maybe..Imagining MJ was alive now.. Maybe I would be just another peminat of his music..as I used to be.
It kills me..but it is true..
And I think that dividing MJ peminat-peminat in real peminat-peminat and not real peminat-peminat is soo sad :(
The utama where Michael Jackson lived during his stint in Vegas is opening it's doors to peminat-peminat for the FIRST TIME EVER tomorrow to commemorate the anniversary of MJ's death ... TMZ has learned.
A rep for the utama tells us ... "the Estate will be opened to the public, for the first time, for only four hours for those who wish to pay their respects and to mourn his loss on this, the saat Anniversary of [MJ's] passing, June 25, 2011."
The rep explains, "We will strive to give anda a glimpse into his private life and home; to allow anda to walk where he walked, to see what he saw, to breathe the same air that he breathed and…to be inspired."
We're told "strict security measures" will be in effect -- and water will be provided ... because it can get pretty hot in the desert. .
The rep adds, "Your messages of love, prayers, gifts and Bunga will be lovingly preserved in situs until Sunday."
A rep for the utama tells us ... "the Estate will be opened to the public, for the first time, for only four hours for those who wish to pay their respects and to mourn his loss on this, the saat Anniversary of [MJ's] passing, June 25, 2011."
The rep explains, "We will strive to give anda a glimpse into his private life and home; to allow anda to walk where he walked, to see what he saw, to breathe the same air that he breathed and…to be inspired."
We're told "strict security measures" will be in effect -- and water will be provided ... because it can get pretty hot in the desert. .
The rep adds, "Your messages of love, prayers, gifts and Bunga will be lovingly preserved in situs until Sunday."
We must give a helping hand
Whatever happen to our heroes
They must get another chance
(We can do it again)
We drove close, closer and closer
And even though we’re almost there
anda are all I need in my life
anda are all I dream here at night
Close your eyes imagine I’m taking anda away
Tonight
Come together all the people (we can do it now)
Here’s your chance to make it right (go, take a chance)
And even though we’re gettin’ close
We’re not there just yet
And even though we’re almost there
anda are all I need in my life
anda are all I dream here at night
Close your eyes imagine I’m taking anda away
Then one lebih time close your eyes
I’m always here to stay
(oh)
Tonight
(I’m always here)
(Oh I)
(I’m always here)
We can do it again
(I’m always here)
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon
Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon
Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon
Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon
Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon
Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon
Gone Too Soon
The seterusnya morning Isabella berkata " babby wake up baby wake up" michael wasnt waking up Hannah berkata " daddy wake up" Michael still didnt wake up then Isabella call bobby and she berkata " bobby u have to come over now!!!!!!" bobby berkata " ok" so then 5 mins later bobby walk in then Isabella berkata " bobby Michael aint waking up" bobby rush to michael and then michael roll over off the katil and michael berkata " what happen??" Isabella berkata " u wasnt waking up" Michael berkata " baby chili out iam fine dnt worry about me" Isabella berkata " i was worry baby : michael berkata " its ok" then Ciuman and Hannah berkata " daddy u ok" Michael berkata " yes Hannah ur dad is ok" then the rest of the they chilli out for the rest of the hari the went to sleep. To be contuine
Gossip-from-friend-of-friend-of-coworker-of-occasional-tennis-player-buddy-of-guy-who-works-on-set-(how else does anything spread around Hollywood?) Department:
Harrison Ellenshaw (Disney special effects ace) reports that Michael’s buddy-buddying up to all the technical people on the shoot (much to their amusement). I’m sure he’s a perfectly nice guy and all, but it _ i_ s a little disconcerting. So Harry comes utama and his kids are in an uproar; they can’t believe it! Seems that Michael Jackson called him up at utama to just chat, anda know? Toss around some ethereal ideas and such. Left a message in his unmistakable tones on the answering machine. So his kids spend the rest of the evening calling all their Friends and playing back Michael’s message from the answering machine.
Harrison Ellenshaw (Disney special effects ace) reports that Michael’s buddy-buddying up to all the technical people on the shoot (much to their amusement). I’m sure he’s a perfectly nice guy and all, but it _ i_ s a little disconcerting. So Harry comes utama and his kids are in an uproar; they can’t believe it! Seems that Michael Jackson called him up at utama to just chat, anda know? Toss around some ethereal ideas and such. Left a message in his unmistakable tones on the answering machine. So his kids spend the rest of the evening calling all their Friends and playing back Michael’s message from the answering machine.
Hi, I'm Laura and I'm peminat of Michael Jackson. I'm writting a story, of course fiction, of him. But, the problem is that is in spanish. But, don't worry cause the novel will be publisched this tahun atau the next.
I left the link of the novel, ok?
link
I hope anda like it =)
The novel starts at June of 2010 and it will be continue at.. well lebih years later. There are a lot of characters of the novel, like Sara, George, Ory, Frui, Natalie, etc..
They travel a lot and make fun with simples things, and there are too a lot of mystery.
I left the link of the novel, ok?
link
I hope anda like it =)
The novel starts at June of 2010 and it will be continue at.. well lebih years later. There are a lot of characters of the novel, like Sara, George, Ory, Frui, Natalie, etc..
They travel a lot and make fun with simples things, and there are too a lot of mystery.