The Following Morning
I woke up to something sleeping on my stomach. I looked and saw my cat, fast asleep on me, all curled up in a ball. I was shocked to see her.
'How did she get here?' I thought.
I began to sit up and she woke up. She saw me awake and she got off my stomach and sat seterusnya to me.
"How did anda get here, Muffin? I was gonna pick anda up today since I accidentally forgot anda yesterday." I said, petting her head.
(Me: Unintentional rhymes!!! Haha.) "I took the opportunity to pick her up for you." Someone said.
I looked up and saw Michael standing in the doorway. I smiled a little and he walked over to me and sat on the bed. muffin got up and walked over to Michael and rubbed against his arm and purred. He giggled and rubbed her head, scratching behind her ear. She licked his hand and it made him giggle more.
"Why are anda giggling, Mike?"
"Her tongue tickles, that's why." He said, still giggling.
I giggled and saw her walk onto Michael's lap and she laid down. He smiled and rubbed her back, making her purr more.
I smiled a little. "She seems to like you, Michael."
Michael smiled a little and nodded. "Seems like it, huh? She's a sweet cat."
"She is. She loves to Cinta up on anyone and everyone new." I giggled a little.
He giggled a little. "Well, there's no rehearsal today. Do anda have work?"
"Surprisingly no. I don't have work today." I replied, after looking at my work schedule.
"Did anda call in sick atau something?"
"No. I think I asked for today off specifically. Even if they scheduled me to work today, they would've telah diberi me the hari off because of my mom kicking me out."
"And our almost child?"
"Well, not exactly...I don't think they ever knew about it."
"How did they find out about your mother kicking anda out?"
"The press...I knew I felt like I was being followed on the way here when I got in the taxi. And I had thought I saw some of them outside my window, hiding in the trees, listening in on us and me and my mom."
Michael sighed. "Of course...the press would always do that."
"I know, right?" I sighed. 'I wonder what my family is doing right this minute...'
At The House
Alex got inside the house and put his keys on the rack. "Beck, I'm utama from an all-nighter at work!" He shouted.
He didn't hear a response, so he thought I was still asleep. He went up to his room and put his stuff down and noticed that the entire house was quiet. He didn't hear atau see muffin around and at that point, he knew something was wrong. He went to my room and knocked on my door.
"Beck? anda in there?" He asked.
He didn't hear anything, so he opened my door and walked in and didn't see my stuff. The katil was cleared, no clothes in the dresser atau in the closet, no buku atau Filem atau the few Disney stuffed Haiwan I had on the shelves, nothing. Even my bathroom was cleared out. He looked around and couldn't find any trace of me atau my stuff anywhere in my room. He looked at the katil and saw a folded up piece of paper that looked like it came from my diary (Me: which it did) and raised his eyebrow.
"Huh? What's this?"
He picked it up and opened it and read it silently to himself. When he read the part with the miscarriage, his eyes went wide.
'My sister...was pregnant?! How did we not notice that?!' He thought.
He continued Membaca over it and then he heard Ricky and Eric come into the room.
"What's up, Alex? Where's Becky?" Eric asked.
"She's gone."
"She died?" Ricky asked. "Who am I gonna pick on for fun now?"
"She's not dead, Ricky...Mom kicked her out."
"Kicked her out? For what?"
Alex handed them the note I left and they read it silently to themselves. It said:
Dear Family,
I'm sorry, but I have to leave anda guys. I didn't wanna tell anda guys this, but while I was dating Michael, he got me pregnant. But, because of the cut I got on my neck, I suffered a miscarriage with our first child. He and I are gonna try for another one since my wound has healed properly now. When I was talking to him on the phone, Mom heard our conversation about trying for another child and she kicked me out. That's why I had to leave. She expected me to be out of the house sejak midnight yesterday. Please don't think wrongly of me for this. I still Cinta anda guys. You're all still my family...I'll miss anda all dearly.
Love,
Becky
xxxxx
P.S. I hope anda guys know where Neverland Valley Ranch is, because that is where I'm staying. It's Michael's house. If anda don't know where it is, just follow the roads in Los Angeles and you'll come across the gates of Neverland.
Eric was in shock. He couldn't believe that the youngest in the family...would be the first to get kicked out. Ricky kinda sorta knew what was going on, but it wasn't in full detail in his mind until now. Alex was worried, but knew I could take care of myself.
"Mom kicked her out because of a miscarriage?" Eric asked.
"No, she kicked Becky out because she had overheard her's and Michael's conversation of trying for another child." Alex replied.
"I told anda that he would try something with her! He got her pregnant, she got a miscarriage-" Ricky was cut off.
"Ricky, shut up! She may be our baby sister, but she's 18 and her body can handle it. We can't always protect her from whoever she wants to be with. If she wants to be with Michael and start a family, then let her. It's her choice. Remember what mom told us?"
"By the time we're 18, we should be out of the house and having kids and getting married...not necessarily in that order. If you're not out of the house sejak the age of 18, I'll kick anda out of the house."
"Exactly. This is her own path. Let her take it. She knows what to expect and what will happen."
Ricky gave in. He knew that I've made my own decisions before and created my own path, alongside God's path he left us. Straight and narrow was how mine was made, guaranteed a few little branches were made, but I did know what to expect. Especially with Michael.
Back At Neverland
Michael told me about the Family hari that was coming up and asked me if I wanted to go with him and meet his family the right way.
"Oh, I don't know, Michael. I'm a little afraid of your father." I said, sheepishly.
"Joseph? You're afraid of him, too?" He asked, a bit shocked.
I nodded a little. "Yeah. Aren't you?"
"Yeah. I thought I told anda that before, Kitten. So, will you?"
I giggled. That was actually the first time he's called me that. He knew I could make little kitten sounds, so I guess he knew when to use the nickname. I thought about it for a little bit and nodded.
"Okay. I'll go with you. I would Cinta to meet your family the proper way."
He giggled a little and smiled and kissed my forehead. "Good. Well, since we have some time together......wanna watch a movie in the theater?"
(Me: Ha! anda thought we were gonna try again right there, huh? Got anda all!) I giggled. "Sure. What Filem do anda have?"
"I have lots of them. Although...Peter Pan is my favorite."
"Really? It's my favorite, too!"
He giggled. "So, wanna watch Peter Pan?"
I smiled and nodded. "Yeah!"
He giggled again and we soon exited the house and went to the Neverland Theater and got some popcorn and candy. (Me: Unintentional usage of Carousel part!) We walked into the theater room and we soon started watching Peter Pan, occasionally Berlakon as Peter Pan and Wendy and Singing along with all the songs. It was all fun, we even had a popcorn fight and fed each other some candy. Well, tossing the Kandi pieces into each other's mouths. What would anyone expect? We were Berlakon like a couple rowdy and crazy kids...but that's one reason why we Cinta each other and how we got along so well.
I woke up to something sleeping on my stomach. I looked and saw my cat, fast asleep on me, all curled up in a ball. I was shocked to see her.
'How did she get here?' I thought.
I began to sit up and she woke up. She saw me awake and she got off my stomach and sat seterusnya to me.
"How did anda get here, Muffin? I was gonna pick anda up today since I accidentally forgot anda yesterday." I said, petting her head.
(Me: Unintentional rhymes!!! Haha.) "I took the opportunity to pick her up for you." Someone said.
I looked up and saw Michael standing in the doorway. I smiled a little and he walked over to me and sat on the bed. muffin got up and walked over to Michael and rubbed against his arm and purred. He giggled and rubbed her head, scratching behind her ear. She licked his hand and it made him giggle more.
"Why are anda giggling, Mike?"
"Her tongue tickles, that's why." He said, still giggling.
I giggled and saw her walk onto Michael's lap and she laid down. He smiled and rubbed her back, making her purr more.
I smiled a little. "She seems to like you, Michael."
Michael smiled a little and nodded. "Seems like it, huh? She's a sweet cat."
"She is. She loves to Cinta up on anyone and everyone new." I giggled a little.
He giggled a little. "Well, there's no rehearsal today. Do anda have work?"
"Surprisingly no. I don't have work today." I replied, after looking at my work schedule.
"Did anda call in sick atau something?"
"No. I think I asked for today off specifically. Even if they scheduled me to work today, they would've telah diberi me the hari off because of my mom kicking me out."
"And our almost child?"
"Well, not exactly...I don't think they ever knew about it."
"How did they find out about your mother kicking anda out?"
"The press...I knew I felt like I was being followed on the way here when I got in the taxi. And I had thought I saw some of them outside my window, hiding in the trees, listening in on us and me and my mom."
Michael sighed. "Of course...the press would always do that."
"I know, right?" I sighed. 'I wonder what my family is doing right this minute...'
At The House
Alex got inside the house and put his keys on the rack. "Beck, I'm utama from an all-nighter at work!" He shouted.
He didn't hear a response, so he thought I was still asleep. He went up to his room and put his stuff down and noticed that the entire house was quiet. He didn't hear atau see muffin around and at that point, he knew something was wrong. He went to my room and knocked on my door.
"Beck? anda in there?" He asked.
He didn't hear anything, so he opened my door and walked in and didn't see my stuff. The katil was cleared, no clothes in the dresser atau in the closet, no buku atau Filem atau the few Disney stuffed Haiwan I had on the shelves, nothing. Even my bathroom was cleared out. He looked around and couldn't find any trace of me atau my stuff anywhere in my room. He looked at the katil and saw a folded up piece of paper that looked like it came from my diary (Me: which it did) and raised his eyebrow.
"Huh? What's this?"
He picked it up and opened it and read it silently to himself. When he read the part with the miscarriage, his eyes went wide.
'My sister...was pregnant?! How did we not notice that?!' He thought.
He continued Membaca over it and then he heard Ricky and Eric come into the room.
"What's up, Alex? Where's Becky?" Eric asked.
"She's gone."
"She died?" Ricky asked. "Who am I gonna pick on for fun now?"
"She's not dead, Ricky...Mom kicked her out."
"Kicked her out? For what?"
Alex handed them the note I left and they read it silently to themselves. It said:
Dear Family,
I'm sorry, but I have to leave anda guys. I didn't wanna tell anda guys this, but while I was dating Michael, he got me pregnant. But, because of the cut I got on my neck, I suffered a miscarriage with our first child. He and I are gonna try for another one since my wound has healed properly now. When I was talking to him on the phone, Mom heard our conversation about trying for another child and she kicked me out. That's why I had to leave. She expected me to be out of the house sejak midnight yesterday. Please don't think wrongly of me for this. I still Cinta anda guys. You're all still my family...I'll miss anda all dearly.
Love,
Becky
xxxxx
P.S. I hope anda guys know where Neverland Valley Ranch is, because that is where I'm staying. It's Michael's house. If anda don't know where it is, just follow the roads in Los Angeles and you'll come across the gates of Neverland.
Eric was in shock. He couldn't believe that the youngest in the family...would be the first to get kicked out. Ricky kinda sorta knew what was going on, but it wasn't in full detail in his mind until now. Alex was worried, but knew I could take care of myself.
"Mom kicked her out because of a miscarriage?" Eric asked.
"No, she kicked Becky out because she had overheard her's and Michael's conversation of trying for another child." Alex replied.
"I told anda that he would try something with her! He got her pregnant, she got a miscarriage-" Ricky was cut off.
"Ricky, shut up! She may be our baby sister, but she's 18 and her body can handle it. We can't always protect her from whoever she wants to be with. If she wants to be with Michael and start a family, then let her. It's her choice. Remember what mom told us?"
"By the time we're 18, we should be out of the house and having kids and getting married...not necessarily in that order. If you're not out of the house sejak the age of 18, I'll kick anda out of the house."
"Exactly. This is her own path. Let her take it. She knows what to expect and what will happen."
Ricky gave in. He knew that I've made my own decisions before and created my own path, alongside God's path he left us. Straight and narrow was how mine was made, guaranteed a few little branches were made, but I did know what to expect. Especially with Michael.
Back At Neverland
Michael told me about the Family hari that was coming up and asked me if I wanted to go with him and meet his family the right way.
"Oh, I don't know, Michael. I'm a little afraid of your father." I said, sheepishly.
"Joseph? You're afraid of him, too?" He asked, a bit shocked.
I nodded a little. "Yeah. Aren't you?"
"Yeah. I thought I told anda that before, Kitten. So, will you?"
I giggled. That was actually the first time he's called me that. He knew I could make little kitten sounds, so I guess he knew when to use the nickname. I thought about it for a little bit and nodded.
"Okay. I'll go with you. I would Cinta to meet your family the proper way."
He giggled a little and smiled and kissed my forehead. "Good. Well, since we have some time together......wanna watch a movie in the theater?"
(Me: Ha! anda thought we were gonna try again right there, huh? Got anda all!) I giggled. "Sure. What Filem do anda have?"
"I have lots of them. Although...Peter Pan is my favorite."
"Really? It's my favorite, too!"
He giggled. "So, wanna watch Peter Pan?"
I smiled and nodded. "Yeah!"
He giggled again and we soon exited the house and went to the Neverland Theater and got some popcorn and candy. (Me: Unintentional usage of Carousel part!) We walked into the theater room and we soon started watching Peter Pan, occasionally Berlakon as Peter Pan and Wendy and Singing along with all the songs. It was all fun, we even had a popcorn fight and fed each other some candy. Well, tossing the Kandi pieces into each other's mouths. What would anyone expect? We were Berlakon like a couple rowdy and crazy kids...but that's one reason why we Cinta each other and how we got along so well.
one day, there's a girl name josephine, who just moved to LA with her aunt. after moving in, she goes to an Berlakon school. the same school with michael jackson kids.
and at the first hari at school, it seems like 4ever 4 her.after school, she goes utama to her house that only 4 bloks away from neverland.
and at the seterusnya day, she goes to the same class with paris. then, paris and her group is planning to prank josephine.
she planned that at p.e, when it's dogeball time, they all gonna beat joshephine. then, that all happen with only a perpecahan, berpecah of minute.
because of that, josephine have to go to th nurse room.
but the seterusnya day, is the worst hari for paris. paris almost always fail her math. but, as the teacher see that josephine is really really good at math, the math teacher told josephine to tutor paris.
for joshephine, it's really ok. but 4 paris, it was the worst hari and the worst felling ever...
and at the first hari at school, it seems like 4ever 4 her.after school, she goes utama to her house that only 4 bloks away from neverland.
and at the seterusnya day, she goes to the same class with paris. then, paris and her group is planning to prank josephine.
she planned that at p.e, when it's dogeball time, they all gonna beat joshephine. then, that all happen with only a perpecahan, berpecah of minute.
because of that, josephine have to go to th nurse room.
but the seterusnya day, is the worst hari for paris. paris almost always fail her math. but, as the teacher see that josephine is really really good at math, the math teacher told josephine to tutor paris.
for joshephine, it's really ok. but 4 paris, it was the worst hari and the worst felling ever...
Don't try to fight it. You know that you want me, girl
Ryan White, symbol of justice
atau child of innocence, messenger of love
Where are anda now, where have anda gone?
Ryan White, I miss your sunny days
We carelessly frolicked in extended plays
I miss you, Ryan White
I miss your smile, innocent and bright
I miss your glory, I miss your light
Ryan White, symbol of contradiction
Child of Irony, atau child of fiction?
I think of your shattered life
Of your struggle, of your strife
While ladies dance in the moonlit night
Champage parties on charted cruises
I see your wasted form, your ghostly sight
I feel your festering wounds, your battered bruises
Ryan White, symbol of agony and pain
Of ignorant fear gone insane
In a hysterical society
With free-floating anxiety
And feigned piety
I miss you, Ryan White
anda showed us how to stand and fight
In the rain anda were the cloudburst joy
The sparkle of hope in every girl and boy
In the depths of your anguished sorrow
Was the dream of another tomorrow
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atau child of innocence, messenger of love
Where are anda now, where have anda gone?
Ryan White, I miss your sunny days
We carelessly frolicked in extended plays
I miss you, Ryan White
I miss your smile, innocent and bright
I miss your glory, I miss your light
Ryan White, symbol of contradiction
Child of Irony, atau child of fiction?
I think of your shattered life
Of your struggle, of your strife
While ladies dance in the moonlit night
Champage parties on charted cruises
I see your wasted form, your ghostly sight
I feel your festering wounds, your battered bruises
Ryan White, symbol of agony and pain
Of ignorant fear gone insane
In a hysterical society
With free-floating anxiety
And feigned piety
I miss you, Ryan White
anda showed us how to stand and fight
In the rain anda were the cloudburst joy
The sparkle of hope in every girl and boy
In the depths of your anguished sorrow
Was the dream of another tomorrow
Back to poem site
People ask me how I make music. I tell them I
just step into it.It's like stepping into a river and
joining the flow. Every moment in the river has
it's song. So I stay in the moment and listen.
What I hear is never the same. A walk
through the woods brings a light, crackling
song:Leaves rustle in the wind, birds chatter and
Squirrels scold, twigs crunch underfoot, and
the beat of my hati, tengah-tengah holds it all together. When
anda sertai the flow, the Muzik is inside and outside,
and both are the same. As long as I can listen to
the moment, I'll always have music.
just step into it.It's like stepping into a river and
joining the flow. Every moment in the river has
it's song. So I stay in the moment and listen.
What I hear is never the same. A walk
through the woods brings a light, crackling
song:Leaves rustle in the wind, birds chatter and
Squirrels scold, twigs crunch underfoot, and
the beat of my hati, tengah-tengah holds it all together. When
anda sertai the flow, the Muzik is inside and outside,
and both are the same. As long as I can listen to
the moment, I'll always have music.
Michael Jackson's children definitely have the bug -- the one that makes anda give away large sums of money -- because they just helped make a $10,000 donation to one of MJ's kegemaran charities.
Earlier this week, Prince, Paris, and Blanket presented a check for $10K to the L.A. Housing Corporation -- a group that provides shelter for homeless families. Sources tell us Michael used to take his kids to volunteer with the group.
We're told the massive chunk o' change came from grandma Katherine Jackson's memorabilia biz.
MJ's heirs made the donation on behalf of his Heal the World Foundation. All three of them joined the group's Youth Board of Advisors last year.
Earlier this week, Prince, Paris, and Blanket presented a check for $10K to the L.A. Housing Corporation -- a group that provides shelter for homeless families. Sources tell us Michael used to take his kids to volunteer with the group.
We're told the massive chunk o' change came from grandma Katherine Jackson's memorabilia biz.
MJ's heirs made the donation on behalf of his Heal the World Foundation. All three of them joined the group's Youth Board of Advisors last year.
We all know that Michael Jackson was known as much for his humanitarian work as he was for his amazing musical talent. Now, MJFC is highlighting Michael's philanthropic efforts with a new section called Stories of Michael's Love.
In this new section, anda will find examples and first hand accounts of Michael's generosity and love. And, we want to hear from you! If anda have been blessed sejak one of Michael's many acts of kindness, atau anda know someone who was; atau if anda just happen to come across a story anda think we should include here, please let us know. anda can send your stories to Love@mjfanclub.net and be sure to put Stories of Cinta in the subject line of your email. And don't forget to include your source!
L.O.V.E.
The MJFC Team
In this new section, anda will find examples and first hand accounts of Michael's generosity and love. And, we want to hear from you! If anda have been blessed sejak one of Michael's many acts of kindness, atau anda know someone who was; atau if anda just happen to come across a story anda think we should include here, please let us know. anda can send your stories to Love@mjfanclub.net and be sure to put Stories of Cinta in the subject line of your email. And don't forget to include your source!
L.O.V.E.
The MJFC Team
The prosecutor in the Michael Jackson manslaughter preliminary hearing -- which begins tomorrow -- will not call Michael's eldest son, Prince Michael, to testify about what he saw the hari his dad died ... sources tell TMZ.
Dr. Conrad Murray has berkata after administering CPR he ran downstairs and asked the chef to send up Prince Michael, who saw his dad's lifeless body lying in the bed.
In fact, we're told no one from MJ's family will be called to the stand during the prelim.
As TMZ first reported, prosecutors plan to call 30 witnesses during the 2-week prelim ... many of whom will be medical professionals offering opinions about the standard of care administered sejak Dr. Murray.
There will be no "star witness" in the prelim. Sources tell us the various witnesses will form building blocks, making the case that Dr. Murray acted recklessly sejak administering Propofol and other drugs to Jackson the hari he died.
Dr. Conrad Murray has berkata after administering CPR he ran downstairs and asked the chef to send up Prince Michael, who saw his dad's lifeless body lying in the bed.
In fact, we're told no one from MJ's family will be called to the stand during the prelim.
As TMZ first reported, prosecutors plan to call 30 witnesses during the 2-week prelim ... many of whom will be medical professionals offering opinions about the standard of care administered sejak Dr. Murray.
There will be no "star witness" in the prelim. Sources tell us the various witnesses will form building blocks, making the case that Dr. Murray acted recklessly sejak administering Propofol and other drugs to Jackson the hari he died.
Michael Jackson. Words cant describe Michael Jackson. His Muzik describes him. Michael J. will always be the king of pop to everybody. Even if anda Cinta him atau anda don't he will still be the king of pop. And no one will be able to take his place.
Michael Jackson is the king of Pop. Michael Jackson is one of the best musical genius ever alive. Michael Jackson is a inspiration to all and we are glad that we still have his music. Michael will always be remembered for what he accomplished and we are thankful for him. The song I Cinta most is HOLD MY HAND featuring Akon,I really think that song was inspirational and that song had a meaning. Stick together and be strong.
Brianna250601
Michael Jackson is the king of Pop. Michael Jackson is one of the best musical genius ever alive. Michael Jackson is a inspiration to all and we are glad that we still have his music. Michael will always be remembered for what he accomplished and we are thankful for him. The song I Cinta most is HOLD MY HAND featuring Akon,I really think that song was inspirational and that song had a meaning. Stick together and be strong.
Brianna250601
