I smiled at the sound of AJ's tiny little feet scurrying down the hall and into my bedroom. She climbed on the katil and asked "daddy why are anda packing our suitcases?" I berkata "remember, I told anda a couple days after your third birthday we would be leaving because I have to go back to work." She berkata "daddy I don't want to leave! I want to stay here!" I berkata "I know and trust me I don't want to leave here either! We won't be gone very long this time though! We'll be back about 35 days from now." She responded "35 days… that's going to take forever!" I berkata "just think about it; when we get back I won't have to go on tour for a very long time!"

As I put the last few things into AJ's suitcase, I noticed that it was almost 8 o'clock and asked "do anda know what time it is AJ?" She asked "what daddy?" I berkata "it's time for a certain three-year-old to start getting ready for bed!" She asked "what three-year-old?" I chuckled and berkata "I'm talking about anda silly!" She berkata "oh; but I'm not tired! I don't want to go to sleep daddy!" I berkata "I know anda don't want to but anda have to. Now, go get ready for bath time and I'll be in there to help anda in a second." She grumbled all the way down the hallway and shut the bathroom door.

A few minit later, I went in to check on her and she looked at me with a frustrated expression on her face. I asked "what's wrong?" She berkata as she passed me an empty bottle of bubble soap "it's not working!" I berkata "that's because you're supposed to put this in after the water." I looked at the empty tub that was covered in blue goo and asked "how much of this did anda put in there AJ?" She berkata "the whole bottle." I berkata "the whole bottle!"

I quickly rushed to wash her hair before the bubbles got too out of control, but AJ and I soon found ourselves cracking up with laughter because she had almost become completely consumed sejak the bubbles. She berkata "daddy; I think I put too much bubbles in here!" I chuckled as I moved a mountain out of the way of her face and berkata "I think you're right about that!" The seterusnya thing I knew, she grabbed a pile the bubbles and berkata "I want to give anda a bubble beard like me." I of course didn't think twice about it and let her cover my face in bubbles. I got up from kneeling down on the floor and went to clean my face off in the sink.

After AJ had gotten dressed in her pajamas, I berkata "okay; anda have to brush your teeth." I passed her the toothbrush and she gave it back to me after only about 20 seconds. I berkata "no AJ; this is exactly why I have to watch anda brush your teeth! Keep brushing and I'll tell anda when!" Finally, she had successfully brushed her teeth and I picked her up to bring her to her room. As I tucked her into bed, she berkata "I can't wait until we can stay here forever daddy! I don't like when anda have to work so much!" I berkata "I know AJ; but I promise that once we get back here I'll just be working on TV shows and stuff like that. There won't be any lebih concerts for a long while! Alright; I know you're trying to distract me so anda don't have to go to bed; but I'm going to sleep now too because I'm tired!" I gave her a Ciuman and turned on the TV. As I shut off the light, she berkata "I Cinta anda daddy!" I berkata "I Cinta anda lebih AJ"

***

As I sat there in our hotel room, my watch started beeping and I berkata "okay; time for me to go to the konsert now AJ." She berkata "I'm going too!" I berkata "no; anda can't come because I have to perform and I'll be too busy to watch you." The minit those words came out of my mouth, AJ looked at me with a devastated look on her face and her eyes started to water. I looked at her sympathetically and picked her up into my arms. She rested her head on my shoulder and started to cry uncontrollably. I whispered "hey, anda don't need to cry. I'll be back in a few hours." She berkata "I want to go with anda daddy!" I berkata "you wouldn’t have fun like anda would here with Grace and Prince!"

After trying to console her for over a half hour, my cell phone started ringing and it was my manager Frank. I answered it and berkata "yes; I'm well aware that I'm late Frank! I'm about to leave right now; but I don't want to leave while AJ's freaking out and crying like this! anda don't get what it's like to be a father because anda don't have any kids; so don't try to lecture me about what I should atau shouldn't do!" I hung up the phone and berkata "I'm getting so sick of him because of his attitude since the children have been born!" Grace tried to grab AJ out of my arms; but AJ had a death grip around my neck. Grace berkata "you have to let go of daddy AJ because the concerts going to start soon and he can't be late." AJ continued to cry and I whispered "do anda want some ice cream?" I saw a little smile on her face as she buried it into my shoulder and she reached out for Grace to grab her from me.

I quickly snuck out of the hotel room while Grace was busy getting ice cream out of the mini fridge in the hotel room. When I made it to the konsert arena, I had gotten there just in time for the show. I had to go directly from the dressing room to the stage. I didn't even have time to check in with Frank and I was glad because I don't want to hear what he has to say to me right now. When I finished the show, Frank was sitting backstage with his arms crossed and he looked at me; clearly frustrated. I sat down seterusnya to him on the sofa, kerusi panjang and he berkata "that was a close call Michael; anda barely made it!" I berkata "listen, AJ was freaking out I'm not going to leave her when she's crying! That's something that I just won't do as a father!" He responded "Michael; anda have a job to do! I understand that anda wanted to comfort AJ but it's not like the world was going to end if she cried for a few minutes!" I berkata with a hint of aggravation in my voice "until anda have kids of your own anda won't understand what it's like to hear one of your children cry! I'm not going to discuss this with anda any further because not that’s going to get us anywhere! I'm here now and that's all that really matters. I'll try my best not to be late from now on; but anda should know that I have two jobs now! I'm not just Michael Jackson the superstar anymore! I'm a single parent and I'm one of the few people that my kids look to for comfort when their upset atau hurting! If there's one thing I want anda to understand from this conversation it's that they don't care that I'm famous! They don't care that I'm Michael Jackson! They don't care that millions of people are waiting to watch me perform! What they care about is that I'm there for them no matter what! Prince and AJ are just kids and they don't understand who I am yet; right now as far as they are concerned I'm just daddy! I suggest anda spend a little less time complaining and a little lebih time trying to picture yourself in my shoes! My job as their daddy is way lebih important to me than any of this ever was! anda have your head so far up your keldai it's ridiculous!"

Frank didn't say a word to me as I stormed out of the arena and slammed the door behind me. I walked to the car with Jeffrey and he asked "are anda okay Mr. Jackson?" I opened the car door and berkata "I just want to get back to my kids!" We drove back to the hotel and I went up to our room. I was surprised to see that AJ was still awake and watching TV on the couch. She whispered excitedly "daddy!!!" She ran into my arms and I berkata "I told anda I'd come back!!!" Grace came out of one of the separate bedrooms and asked "how was the concert?" I berkata "it was okay I guess! 14 lebih shows to go and I don't have to worry about this tour anymore!" She berkata "you seem a little upset Michael; are anda alright?" I berkata "yeah; I'm fine. Frank and I got into it at the konsert arena after the show; but I'm okay now! What are anda doing up AJ? It's way past your bedtime!" Grace berkata "that's my fault Michael; I told her she could stay up until anda got back."

***

I'm so close to finishing my tour and I'm glad that I only have five shows left before it's finally over because I hate touring so much! I was about to walk through the door of the hotel room that I share with AJ and Prince. When I opened the door, Grace was sitting on the sofa, kerusi panjang with Prince in her arms and AJ was throwing toys all over the place. Grace moaned "I need your help Michael!" I looked at her concerned and asked "why? What's wrong?" She berkata "AJ hasn't been listening to me at all today and I'm exhausted! She was jumping up and down on the beds, tossing puzzle pieces all over the room, and refusing to eat anything other than what she wanted to eat!" I immediately looked over at AJ and she stared at me like a deer in the headlights because she realized that she had gotten caught. Grace berkata "I'm going to go put Prince down for a nap and hopefully get a couple hours of sleep myself."

After Grace had gone off into one of the other rooms, I looked at AJ again and sternly berkata "I'm not happy AJ! anda need to listen to Grace when I'm working! anda know better than to disobey me!!! Grace may let anda get away with that stuff but I'm not going to!" AJ walked over to the corner of the room and faced the wall. I berkata "that's what I thought. anda wouldn't dare act that way around me. At least not right now anyway!"

After her three minit were up, I walked over to her and berkata "I don't want to apologize to me because anda weren't misbehaving for me anda were misbehaving for Grace. That's not okay AJ and I won't allow that; do anda understand?" She berkata "yes daddy" and I berkata "go apologize to her please." AJ slowly made it her way into the room where Grace was watching TV and I berkata "AJ has something she wants to say to anda Grace." Grace sat up and AJ berkata "I'm sorry for not listening to anda today." Grace responded "I accept your apology AJ; thank anda for apologizing." I looked at Grace and berkata "from now on, when she's not listening to anda during the hari just let me know when I get back and I'll take care of it!"

This is part of the reason why I hate being on tour! I can't say that AJ is a lot lebih behaved when I'm around because that's not true; but she at least knows what's going to happen if she does something that I don't approve of. I think part of the reason why she's Berlakon out is because she just wants to be back at Neverland! The thing I have to remember is that she was so young for the first leg of the tour that she didn't really remember what it was like to be away from me pretty much all the time! Now she has to learn to share what little time she has to spend with me with her little brother. I know I say this a lot, but I HATE being on tour!!!!!!!!!!!!

***

I smiled from ear to ear as I ran backstage after closing out the final konsert of my "History" tour and scooped AJ into my arms. I berkata "guess where we're going tomorrow AJ?" She asked "where daddy?" I berkata excitedly "you, Prince and I are going back home!" She shouted "finally; can we go utama right now?" I chuckled and berkata "no, we have to wait until tomorrow because we have to get on an airplane." Grace asked "are anda sure anda are going to be able to handle getting both of the kids packed and ready for the fight tomorrow all sejak yourself?" I berkata "of course Grace; don't worry about me! I can handle it! Now, anda better hurry and go catch your flight before anda miss it! Enjoy your three weeks paid vacation! anda deserve some time with your family and Friends because you've been stuck in a hotel room with my children for quite a while." She berkata "thank anda so much Michael; I really appreciate it!"

Without my knowledge, one of my backup dancers had telah diberi AJ a piece of Chocolate cake that was backstage and I really regret letting her eat it. I didn't want to take it away from her after she had already taken a bite but; that gave her an extreme sugar rush that I really didn't want her to have at 11 o'clock at night. Jeffrey and I ran out to the car with the children in an effort to avoid the paparazzi; but that obviously didn't work because there was an ambush surrounding the car. AJ hates the paparazzi because they never listen to me when I tell them not to take so many pictures! I've told them several times that the lights from the flash on the cameras bother her eyes; but they don't care! We just barely made it into the car without being pummeled sejak thousands of photographers not looking where they were going.

One of the things I've noticed since AJ has been diagnosed with ADHD is that when she eats any sugar it makes it even lebih difficult for her to sit still. She started tapping her foot rapidly as she sat there in the car. I berkata "you have to try to calm yourself down AJ because when we get back to the hotel anda have to go to sleep so we can be up in time for our flight." She berkata "daddy, I’m not going to be able to sleep right now; I'm way too hyper!"

Sure enough, when I tried to get her to go to katil she tossed and turned for 20 minit straight before I came into the room. I lay down seterusnya to her and berkata "that's why don't like anda to have sugar before anda go to bed. I'll tell anda what, anda and I can talk until anda fall asleep; but we have to be quiet because your brother is already sleeping." She asked "daddy, why do anda Cinta me even when I don't listen to you?" I berkata "because AJ I'm going to Cinta anda no matter what anda do!" She asked "even if I colored on the wall? I chuckled and berkata "you already did that last year; remember?" She berkata "oh yeah; but what if I cut my hair sejak myself?" I berkata "you already did that too!" She asked "what if I –?" I berkata "you could do anything and I'm still going to Cinta anda because you're my little girl!" She asked "what about when I'm 30 years old?" I chuckled and berkata "you're still going to be my little girl!" She berkata "I'm so happy that you're my daddy!" I berkata "and I'm so happy that you're my little girl!!!"

***

It was around 9 AM when Jeffrey and I walked through the front door of the house and AJ was still asleep. She had slept through everything surprisingly and I knew it was only a matter of time before she would wake up. I carried her upstairs to her bedroom and went back downstairs to spend some quality time with Prince. I'm really glad the three of us our utama now because I've missed way too much while I was finishing the last leg of my tour. Prince is adorable and he is just learning how to laugh; which I love. I can always make him laugh just sejak dancing and he thinks it's the funniest thing in the world.

About 10 minit later, AJ came back downstairs and berkata "we're home!" She ran up to me and jumped with excitement. She saw that I was holding Prince and came over to Ciuman his forehead. I berkata "you're such a good big sister AJ; you're so sweet!!!" She noticed her toys in the corner of the room and berkata "I missed these toys so much! I wish we could've brought all of my toys when anda had to go to work daddy!" I berkata "yeah; but we wouldn't have enough room for all of them. That's why we only brought the really important ones with us!" She immediately started playing with all the toys that she hadn't seen for a bulan and a half and completely forgot that the two of us were having a conversation.

Eventually, there was a knock on the door and I answered it to see my mother standing there. I berkata "I've missed anda so much mother; come inside!" She walked inside and followed me into the living room where the children were. AJ noticed her sitting seterusnya to me on the sofa, kerusi panjang and climbed onto her lap. Mother looked at me and berkata "I bet you're glad that anda can just relax now Michael!" I berkata "I'm relieved and I just can't wait to not have to worry about anything other than the children for at least a few months. Frank and I had an argument a few weeks lalu and even though he apologized to me things between us have been really awkward lately. We decided to take six months off from working just to clear our minds because neither of us like it when we fight. I'm extremely financially stable right now and I don't think that I'll have to worry about money for very long time. I already get millions of dollars from ‘the Beatles’ catalog and my own album sales! I'm just looking ke hadapan to enjoying life with my family for six months. I think I deserve a break!" Mother berkata "I agree with anda Michael! I think anda push yourself way too hard sometimes and anda need some rest! If anda ever need someone to watch the children I'll be here for you! I Cinta watching my grandbabies and anda can trust me!" I berkata "of course I trust anda with the kids; but I don't trust my brothers atau Janet with them because I know they don’t have good judgment. Alanna has learned some not so appealing language from some of them and I really don't want her to learn anymore!" Mother suggested "what if I was to watch the children over here; instead of at Havenhurst?" I berkata "actually, I have a better idea! I've always wanted to take the children on a road trip and I was wondering if you'd like to come along because I obviously can't take care of three-month-old and a three-year-old all sejak myself."

She thought about it for a saat and asked "where are anda planning to take the children?" I whispered "Disney World in Florida; but don't tell AJ because it's a surprise!" She berkata "that sounds like fun! I'll go with anda guys! Are we going in a car atau an RV Michael?" I berkata "with all the crazy traffic, it will take us three days to get there and three days to get back home; I figure it will be lebih fun in the car because I want the children to have a normal road trip experience! Obviously Prince isn't going to remember any of this; but AJ will and I don't want her to miss out on things just because I'm Michael Jackson! I don't know how she is going to like being stuck in a car with you, Jeffrey, Prince, and me for three days; but we'll get through it together." Mother raised her eyebrows and berkata "it'll be quite the experience; that's for sure!!!"

***

After literally packing for days, mother was on her way over and all of us were about to start our family road trip. When she finally arrived, mother grabbed Prince and I grabbed AJ while Jeffrey brought our bags out to the van that I had rented for the trip. Mother and I sat in the two middle seats within the back kerusi, tempat duduk with AJ to my right and Prince seterusnya to my mother. I excitedly asked "are anda ready for this AJ? It’s time for your first road trip!!!" She responded "I'm so excited to find out where we’re going! Will anda please tell me daddy?" I berkata "nope; you're just going to have to wait and see when we get there!" She berkata "awww man daddy!" I chuckled and Jeffrey made his way into the driver’s seat.

Jeffrey started the van and we were off. I have to say that it's been years since I've really been on a road trip because I can usually just get a private jet atau a flight on a commercial airplane to get to where I need to be. The last time I ever remember being in a car for extended periods of time was when Joseph would bring us to gigs when he was trying to get us a record deal. I remember being out all night at "adult clubs" and having to go to school the seterusnya day. Needless to say, I hope AJ will remember this road trip years from now because I want to make it really special!

About two hours into the trip, we of course got the four word soalan that every parent gets, "are we there yet?" I chuckled and berkata "not even close!" Little did I know that was going to be the first of many times that she would ask me that question! Thank God for the TV that was installed inside the van; so we could watch Filem and keep AJ entertained. I had fallen asleep watching a movie with mother and AJ, to wake up to my daughter saying "daddy; anda snore too loud!!!" That had mother laughing for quite a while and then we all started to get a little hungry; so we decided to go through the drive-through at McDonald's. I stumbled up towards the front of the van and ordered our Makanan when we pulled up to the microphone. Afterwards, I quickly snuck back to my kerusi, tempat duduk before Jeffrey pulled up to the window to pay for food. I berkata "if only that guy that talked on the microphone knew that it was Michael Jackson ordering a double cheeseburger!" Mother laughed and berkata "I don't think people expect selebriti to order Makanan from places like McDonald's!"

While AJ was eating, I encouraged her to drink the soda that came with her happy meal. She isn't very familiar with soda because I don't let her drink it that much; so she was really hesitant. She didn't really like it surprisingly; so mother let her have the milkshake that came with her meal. An jam had gone sejak and we pulled over to fill up the tank of gas. I let AJ get out of the van with me; so she could stretch her legs because we had been sitting in the car for a while. Jeffrey had gone into the store to pay for the gas and mother was feeding Prince a bottle inside the van. AJ hadn’t berkata much since we had gotten the food; but then she pulled on my sleeve and that's when it all went downhill.

I turned around to see what she wanted while I knelt down in front of her to tie my shoes and she asked "daddy?" I asked "yes?" She looked at me for a few minit and I asked her again "yes?" That's when she looked at me once lebih and proceeded to projectile vomit all over the front of my baju and pants. I didn't know what to do at first because I was so caught off guard sejak what was going on. I pulled opened the sliding door on the van and poked my head in. I berkata "uh-oh mother; we seem to have a bit of a situation out here! Can anda bring some napkins?" She slowly made her way out of the van with about five napkins in her hands. She berkata "oh; that kind of a situation." Jeffrey came out of the gas station store and was oblivious as to what had happened.

Thankfully, we were in the middle of nowhere at a small family-run gas station; so there I was at this gas station digging through my suitcase for a pair of clothes. There was only one customer in the store; so I didn't mind signing autographs for him after I had changed my clothes. When Jeffrey and I got back into our seats inside the van, AJ berkata "I'm sorry I threw up on anda daddy." I berkata "that's okay AJ; I don't care!" Mother chuckled and berkata "at least anda and AJ can say that you've experienced the typical family road trip now Michael!" I rolled my eyes and sarcastically berkata "very funny mother; very funny!"

***

We arrived at the hotel in Florida late last night and AJ still doesn't know why we're here. Mother, AJ, and I were eating breakfast in our room and I decided that it was time to tell AJ where we were because she was extremely curious at this point. I berkata "I'm surprised anda haven't figured out where we are at AJ! Grandma came with us because she's going to watch Prince while anda and I go to Disney World for the day!!!" She looked at me in shock and berkata "you haven't taken me to Disney World since before Prince was born daddy because anda told me he was too young to come with us!" I berkata "grandma's going to watch Prince and then she will eventually meet us at Disney World when it's not too hot outside because I don't want Prince to become overheated atau dehydrated. That just means that just anda and I are going to be spending time together for a while."

I gave mother a cell phone so she could get a hold of me when she decided to bring Prince down to the theme park. AJ and I went down to the park with Jeffrey because I knew he would need to protect me from the crazed fans. It's almost like the peminat-peminat know when I'm going to be there and they wait outside for me to arrive. Jeffrey walked in front of us as I entered the front gate carrying AJ in my arms and paid the admission fee. I unfortunately had to take AJ into a private room away from the other families so she could visit with the characters because people wouldn't leave us alone while the three of us were waiting in line to meet the characters. It's almost as if they think that I'm part of the theme park. Once they realize that I'm there, they forget why they came to Disney World in the first place and I just feel bad for the children of these parents that spend all hari chasing me for an autograph; instead of taking them on rides.

We were at the park for over four hours when I decided to take AJ to a Disney store located within the park. I took her inside the store and she has always been a huge peminat of "Toy story"; so I wasn't surprised when she immediately went over to that section of the store. There was a gigantic "toy story" playset with different toys for different scenes in the movie and AJ asked "can I get this?" I think she thought it all came in one complete set; when in actuality each part is sold separately and I wasn't about to pay hundreds of dollars just so she could have the entire thing. I really don't like spoiling her and her birthday was just a few weeks ago. I knelt down seterusnya to her and berkata "Honey, that thing doesn't come altogether. I would have to buy each of the different parts for anda to have the whole set. If anda want to, anda can pick out a couple play sets; but I'm not going to buy anda the whole thing."

That definitely wasn't the right thing to say in the middle of the store because AJ decided to throw a temper tantrum. I was SO embarrassed because everyone was staring at us and taking pictures of AJ rolling around on the floor. She was screaming at the bahagian, atas for lungs and my mother decided to tunjuk up with Prince at that very moment. I didn't want it seem like I didn't have authority over AJ; but I absolutely hate getting strict atau disciplining AJ in public. Tabloid magazines always like to blow things out of proportion and I don't want to look like I'm being mean to AJ. I honestly didn't know what was the best choice! Mother was looking at me and expecting me to do something and everybody else was just standing around taking pictures. I whispered sternly "AJ that's enough! Stop this right now!!!" She immediately stopped the tantrum because she could tell that I wasn't messing around and I picked her up off of the floor.

Mother, Jeffrey, the baby, AJ, and I booked it back to the hotel. When we got back to our room, mother and I sat down to have a conversation together. She shook her head and asked "what was that all about Michael? That was crazy!!!" I berkata "AJ wanted all the toys in a set; but I didn't want to spend all that money. I told her no and she threw herself on the ground." Mother berkata "I understand that part; but it shouldn't have taken anda that long to react. When anda and your siblings were younger, I didn't like any of anda act like that!" I berkata "no anda didn't; but in my defense, I'm EXTREMELY famous now and I have a lot of things to think about when it comes to disciplining AJ in public. All it takes is one picture and someone could say that I'm an abusive father just because they want money from a tabloid magazine mother!" She berkata "that shouldn't stop anda from disciplining her Michael. anda always tell me that anda want your children to grow up as normal possible. AJ doesn't know why all those people are taking pictures of anda and normal three-year-olds have temper tantrums that just so happen to be in public sometimes. All I'm saying is that anda can't avoid it when cameras are around just because you're afraid that it will be misinterpreted because someone's trying to make some money off of pictures of anda and AJ." I sighed and berkata "you're right mother; I shouldn't worry so much about what other people think of me as a father because as long as AJ knows I Cinta her that's all that matters. When she acts like that seterusnya time, I'll deal with it right away!!!!! I just don't know what I'm going to do with AJ in a few years because I have a feeling that the behavioral issues she has are going to be much worse; especially when she's a teenager! Oh gosh; I don't even want to think about that right now because it worries me so much!!!!!"

***

We got back from my trip to Disney World yesterday and there was a message on the answering machine from Debbie asking me to go out for lunch with her today. After I dropped AJ and Prince off at Havenhurst, Jeffrey and I headed to a very popular coffee kedai in Los Angeles to meet with Debbie. I found her sitting at a meja, jadual and walked over to sit down. I berkata "it's nice seeing anda Debbie; it's been a while since we have seen each other!" She berkata "as soon as I found out anda just finished your tour, I wanted to call anda so we could catch up on what's been going on in our lives. I was surprised when anda didn't answer the phone." I berkata "sorry about that; I would've answered the phone if I was home." She asked curiously "where did anda go?" I berkata "I decided at the last minit to take a spontaneous road trip with my mother and the children to Disney World the hari after we got back from the tour." Debbie chuckled and asked "you went on a road trip Michael?" I laughed and berkata "yeah; looking back on it now, that wasn't the best idea." Debbie asked "why not? How was the trip?" I laughed and berkata "to start off, AJ asked me every five minit if we were there yet. Then the traffic was horrible and that caused us to be behind schedule; so Jeffrey and I ended up taking turns driving the van. We didn't want to stop at a hotel to sleep because we didn't want be even later. Then to bahagian, atas it all off, when we were at a gas station AJ threw up ALL over me and I had to change my clothes; which wasted even lebih time! Needless to say, we took a plane back to California instead of using the van again! I don't think I'll attempt another road trip until the children are older! It was a lot lebih work than I thought it would be!"

The waiter brought us our Makanan and Debbie asked "are anda happy anda get to relax now Michael?" I berkata "more than anda could ever imagine Debbie! I think the kids and I are just going to relax around Neverland for about a week and not do anything special. I was actually excited when anda called me because I think it's the perfect time for me to add a third child to my family. I'm not in a rush because I don't really have to worry about going anywhere for work anytime soon; so whenever it's comfortable for anda I'd like to get reacquainted… If anda know a mean sejak that." She laughed and berkata "I know exactly what anda mean sejak that Michael and I can't wait!"

After leaving the coffee shop, Jeffrey and I went over to Havenhurst to pick up the children. When we got there, AJ and Prince were both fast asleep and mother berkata "you know Michael, anda deserve a break! Why don't anda leave the children here overnight so anda don't have to wake them up?" I was reluctant at first; but then she berkata that she promised she wouldn't have anyone over to the house until I came back to pick the children up. I decided that I could trust her to listen to me and ended up leaving the children at Havenhurst.

As I sat there on the sofa, kerusi panjang in my house, I noticed how quiet it was and I didn't like it all because it hasn't been this quiet since before AJ was born. Jeffrey was busy checking the security cameras and I had no one to talk to; so I decided to invite Debbie over just to have some company. She immediately drove over to the ranch and we decided to watch a movie together. It was a really boring movie and the two of us realize that from the very beginning. Debbie chuckled and berkata "this movie is awful!!!" I berkata "you can say that again!" Debbie berkata "no, I'd rather do this" and the seterusnya thing I knew she was laying on me. I berkata "whoa, whoa, whoa Debbie! I'm not ready for this right now! I realize that you've got a crush on me; but I don't want this to become a thing between us because I don't want a relationship right now. I just want another baby and that's it!" She sighed and berkata "that's alright Michael; I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me just now!" I berkata "I don't want to disappoint you; but I also don't want to lead anda on to think that there could be something lebih than just a friendship between us. Trust me anda wouldn't want to be in a relationship with me!" She asked "why not?" I berkata "because it would be nothing like a normal relationship! There's too much that comes along with dating me. anda would have to deal with being harassed sejak the paparazzi all the time and give up on having any privacy in public. anda would constantly have to deal with awful tabloid stories written about me and possibly you. I'm not interested dating anda even though we are married now! It just wouldn't be fair to anda atau to the children."

I felt terrible afterwards because Debbie looked disappointed; so I looked her in the eyes and tucked a piece of hair behind her ear. I berkata "you know what, tonight seems like the perfect night to try for another baby because the house is empty and it's just anda and I!!!" She responded "I don't want anda to feel like anda have to do something just to make me happy Michael! anda already spent too much time trying to make everybody else happy and I'm not about to let anda do that for me!" I berkata "I insist Debbie; it's the least I could do for anda because you've provided me with something that I never thought I would ever have; children of my own! If I get anda pregnant night then so be it! If it doesn't work tonight then we'll try in a few weeks like I had originally planned! It's not like it's going to do any harm if we did it a few weeks early!" Debbie asked "you would really do that for me? I don't want to force anda to do anything anda don't want to do Michael!" I berkata "you won't be forcing me Debbie; I want to! Just because I don't want anda and I to be considered as a couple doesn't mean I don't find anda attractive! I'm glad you're the mother of my children because I couldn't imagine AJ without her amazingly blonde hair!"