its cloudy here right now...

i woke up this morning sejak the messages from my friends. They berkata "its monwalker on tv now." So i turn on my tv,and yeah...i saw the full-spirit-young-sexy michael there.
but thers still a soalan in my mind... "what happen?why they playing moonwalker on tv?"
then suddenly i realize.... yes,when i berkata i powerless to stop the time,i really do.

so here we go,25th of june. officially a year....
*It does not feel like 1 year, feel lebih like 1 minute.

God gave us this Angel of a Man for 50 Glorious and Muzik filled years…to teach us strength, love, peace, genuine human compassion for all things living, and the fragility of of precious life.


Michael, how can i feel that you've gone when your always around me, Singing in my ear, dancing up a storm in your videos, laughing and smiling at all time to share your bless. anda just keep fooling me, Berlakon like you're still here, when you're not. And then sometimes anda stop tricking me, and it's real, anda have gone. And it hurts. anda were such a powerful force, anda can't have been human, anda were just something else. Superhuman. Well i congragulate anda Michael Jackson, because even after a year, anda still manage to fool me into thinking you're still here :). Cinta anda for always Mike.

I will always Cinta and miss anda but as life changes so does the grief and sadness - instead of the painful, pahit tears of last year, I will cherish a lifetime of memories and remember anda as the greatest person in this world, and it gives me some happiness to know anda are at peace and away from all the hate at last. anda always were too good for this world. I promise your Muzik and your spirit will forever live within my heart.

anda have danced in my eyes, u've sang in my heart, gave spirit in my life, u've loved and coulden't Cinta anymore till anda rested and the Cinta comes back.

My deepest sympathy to all the peminat-peminat who are going through the same, to the Jackson family and Michael's Friends who knew him best and to his children who need to remember that their father was a wonderful, kind man. God bless you.



Michael ...

anda will always be so truly special for so many reasons - your beautiful music, your gentle soul & pure heart, your compassion - in fact just simply for being wonderful you.

I was always a thinker, but anda have made me think lebih deeply than I have ever done before. Loving anda is like being held in an everlasting warm embrace.

anda are always in my thoughts and forever in my heart.

♡♥tata