Okay, I know the tajuk sounds cheesy, but I'm about to get real serious in a second, so... Yeah.
Anyways, I'm about to say something I've never told anyone before. I hate my life. I'm depressed most of the time and have thoughts of suicide frequently. No joke. Today was one of the worse days. Let me just say I almost got expelled from school, and then after I found out I'm not expelled, about 15 minit later, I find out that I may atau may not have Aspergers Syndrome (Long story). So yeah, I've been pretty depressed. I was seriouslly considering suicide. AGAIN. Only this time, I couldn't think of any reason not to do it. My Friends had let me down, they were partially responsible for my near expulsion, and they hadn't cared. I thought nobody cared about me, not even my family. Then I reallized, there were people who cared about me, at least a little. anda guys. anda guys don't need to pay attention to me, anda could have ignored me, let me just give up. But no, anda excepted me, anda were friendly with me, and now I can honestly say some of anda are some of my best friends. I chose to keep on living because of you. If it wasn't for anda guys, I probably would've slit my wrists as soon as I got home, and it would've been the biggest mistake of my life. I know anda all probably don't care much about my personal life, but I just wanted to say, thank anda all. Thank anda for unknowingly stopping me from ending my life. Just... Thanks...
Anyways, I'm about to say something I've never told anyone before. I hate my life. I'm depressed most of the time and have thoughts of suicide frequently. No joke. Today was one of the worse days. Let me just say I almost got expelled from school, and then after I found out I'm not expelled, about 15 minit later, I find out that I may atau may not have Aspergers Syndrome (Long story). So yeah, I've been pretty depressed. I was seriouslly considering suicide. AGAIN. Only this time, I couldn't think of any reason not to do it. My Friends had let me down, they were partially responsible for my near expulsion, and they hadn't cared. I thought nobody cared about me, not even my family. Then I reallized, there were people who cared about me, at least a little. anda guys. anda guys don't need to pay attention to me, anda could have ignored me, let me just give up. But no, anda excepted me, anda were friendly with me, and now I can honestly say some of anda are some of my best friends. I chose to keep on living because of you. If it wasn't for anda guys, I probably would've slit my wrists as soon as I got home, and it would've been the biggest mistake of my life. I know anda all probably don't care much about my personal life, but I just wanted to say, thank anda all. Thank anda for unknowingly stopping me from ending my life. Just... Thanks...
