Part 3: The moment I Lost myself.
Vicky’s P.O.V
I was sitting in Nando’s. I was wearing my best dress - the one that Zayn chose for me the last time. I was also wearing the beautiful kalung with a big black diamond. When I walked into the restaurent, all the boys devoured me with their eyes. But all I cared was how to keep calm when I saw Zayn. Everytime I met him, my hati, tengah-tengah beated so fast that I couldn’t say anything. When the waiter was about to ask me to choose dishes, Zayn came. God, he looked so perfect in his black suit. I couldn’t take my eyes off him. Why was he so hot? At the first moment I saw him, I told myself that I had to tell him all these feelings.
Zayn came to take the kerusi, tempat duduk with a sexy smile:
“Good evening! anda look great tonight, Vicky! “
I tittered:
“Thanks, Zayn. Same to you”
The waiter askd us:
“What would anda like to choose?”
“Fried chicken and chicken sup for me” Zayn answered
“Raviolu and spaghettiefor me.” I ordered.
I tried to talk with him:
“These days the band seems not to be so busy.”
He answered me with a tiring voice:
“Yeah, we are having a rest and preparing for our first single. Uhm, is Bella still okey these days? Niall is sick of her.”
“I don’t know too. She is up to her ears in her studying that she even doesn’t talk to me.” I replied, wondering why Zayn kept asking about Bella. “You are worried about her?”
Zayn pretended to be Membaca the menu, avoiding my eye-contact:
“Just a bit. Cuz Niall is so sick.”
I plied with questions:
“What do anda think about Bella?”
“Lovely, intelligent but stubborn.” His eyes brighted when he berkata that.
“Zayn are anda in Cinta with Bella atau me?” I asked myself.
I didn’t know if I should tell him my feelings atau not. I was too scared of the fact that he would refuse me. I couldn’t even look into his deep dark brown eyes. During the meal, I just kept eating in silence and sometimes told some boring jokes. I wanted to shout out loud that “I Cinta you” but I was so inconfident of myself that I was scrared that my hati, tengah-tengah would be broken sejak him. Zayn, why did anda steal my heart? Why did I Cinta anda so much?
“No, I have to tell you, Zayn. Now atau never.” I thought. “Whatever anda will answer, I still have to say.”
I berkata shyly:
“Uhm, Zayn now if I say I Cinta you, what will anda do?”
His eyebrows lifted:
“I don’t know. What do anda mean?”
My hati, tengah-tengah beated as if it wanted to jump out of my chest. I took a deep breath and said, face to face with him:
“Zayn I think anda should know this. I only say it once, anda only need to listen to me. Since the first time I’ve met you, my head has been full of your images. I can’t stop thinking of you. I think of anda all hari and night. Zayn, I…I…I…fall for you.”
Zayn seemed to be very surprised when he heard me say that. He was a bit breathless. Then he began to hold my hand and looked into my eyes truthfully:
“Vicky, thank anda very much for your feelings for me. But as anda know, I’m an idol. I have to care about my fans’ feelings. If I have girlfriend now, I will lose everyhing. Now I just wanna focus on my career. I like you, really. But just…as a friend. Not that love. I’m sorry, Vic. Can we just be friends?”
I felf like all the sky was falling down. My face turned pale immediately. I felt really sick. I wanted to thow up. I wanted to burst into tears. I wanted to slap myself. But I tried to pretend to be fine. I grinned myserably:
“Ok, Zayn. Fine. Friends!”
He shattered my hati, tengah-tengah into millions of pieces. I took my dompet, beg tangan and walked hurriedly out of Nando’s. Then I was sitting on the pavement, crying my eyes out, wiping my tears away. My face was flecked with the mascara. The people on the jalan all looked at me compassionately. I took a taxi and went to a bar. Everything was over. Then no love, just hate in my heart. I shaked crazily in the bar. My life ended on that day, at the moment Zayn refused me.
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Bella’s POV:
Finally, the hari I had my semi-final exam came. I dressed neatly and walked into the classroom confidently. I had revised very hard all this month. A bulan without Niall, shopping, TV, Muzik and novel. I had studied from 5 sm till over 12pm. I had done hundreds of exercises with all types. The examiner informed our numbers slowly. Mine was 302. When I walked pass sejak Mihrap, I smiled with her in a friendly way. She still didn’t even unround her lips atau look at me. Vicky took the kerusi, tempat duduk right seterusnya to me. She looked so tiredly with her red eyes. Vicky had also dyed her haid into red too.
I whispered:
“Vic, hope anda will do well.”
She suddenly gave me a black look, which made me feel a bit surprised. But I didn’t care much, then took my seat. The examiner went to hand out the paper test. I did a quick cari throughout the test and found it really easy. I immediately wrote the answer into the answet sheets. When I was absorbed in doing the test, suddenly the exminer shouted out loud:
“302, what is it?”
She took a long small paper out of my stationery tray. The paper was full of small sentences. I looked at her with my widened eyes. She told me:
“Stand up and go to the hall with me!”
I almost cried:
“Nope, it’s not mine. I’m not cheating. I swear.”
She gazed at me:
“So what is it? Come with me immediately!”
Suddenly I heard a cold voice:
“She doesn’t cheat, Mrs White.”
Oh it was Mihrap. She was standing, poiting at Vicky:
“It was her that put the cheat sheet into Bella’s stationery tray.”
Mrs Whitle lifted her eyebrows:
“Are anda sure?”
Mihrap said:
“I swear!”
Vicky’s P.O.V
I was sitting in Nando’s. I was wearing my best dress - the one that Zayn chose for me the last time. I was also wearing the beautiful kalung with a big black diamond. When I walked into the restaurent, all the boys devoured me with their eyes. But all I cared was how to keep calm when I saw Zayn. Everytime I met him, my hati, tengah-tengah beated so fast that I couldn’t say anything. When the waiter was about to ask me to choose dishes, Zayn came. God, he looked so perfect in his black suit. I couldn’t take my eyes off him. Why was he so hot? At the first moment I saw him, I told myself that I had to tell him all these feelings.
Zayn came to take the kerusi, tempat duduk with a sexy smile:
“Good evening! anda look great tonight, Vicky! “
I tittered:
“Thanks, Zayn. Same to you”
The waiter askd us:
“What would anda like to choose?”
“Fried chicken and chicken sup for me” Zayn answered
“Raviolu and spaghettiefor me.” I ordered.
I tried to talk with him:
“These days the band seems not to be so busy.”
He answered me with a tiring voice:
“Yeah, we are having a rest and preparing for our first single. Uhm, is Bella still okey these days? Niall is sick of her.”
“I don’t know too. She is up to her ears in her studying that she even doesn’t talk to me.” I replied, wondering why Zayn kept asking about Bella. “You are worried about her?”
Zayn pretended to be Membaca the menu, avoiding my eye-contact:
“Just a bit. Cuz Niall is so sick.”
I plied with questions:
“What do anda think about Bella?”
“Lovely, intelligent but stubborn.” His eyes brighted when he berkata that.
“Zayn are anda in Cinta with Bella atau me?” I asked myself.
I didn’t know if I should tell him my feelings atau not. I was too scared of the fact that he would refuse me. I couldn’t even look into his deep dark brown eyes. During the meal, I just kept eating in silence and sometimes told some boring jokes. I wanted to shout out loud that “I Cinta you” but I was so inconfident of myself that I was scrared that my hati, tengah-tengah would be broken sejak him. Zayn, why did anda steal my heart? Why did I Cinta anda so much?
“No, I have to tell you, Zayn. Now atau never.” I thought. “Whatever anda will answer, I still have to say.”
I berkata shyly:
“Uhm, Zayn now if I say I Cinta you, what will anda do?”
His eyebrows lifted:
“I don’t know. What do anda mean?”
My hati, tengah-tengah beated as if it wanted to jump out of my chest. I took a deep breath and said, face to face with him:
“Zayn I think anda should know this. I only say it once, anda only need to listen to me. Since the first time I’ve met you, my head has been full of your images. I can’t stop thinking of you. I think of anda all hari and night. Zayn, I…I…I…fall for you.”
Zayn seemed to be very surprised when he heard me say that. He was a bit breathless. Then he began to hold my hand and looked into my eyes truthfully:
“Vicky, thank anda very much for your feelings for me. But as anda know, I’m an idol. I have to care about my fans’ feelings. If I have girlfriend now, I will lose everyhing. Now I just wanna focus on my career. I like you, really. But just…as a friend. Not that love. I’m sorry, Vic. Can we just be friends?”
I felf like all the sky was falling down. My face turned pale immediately. I felt really sick. I wanted to thow up. I wanted to burst into tears. I wanted to slap myself. But I tried to pretend to be fine. I grinned myserably:
“Ok, Zayn. Fine. Friends!”
He shattered my hati, tengah-tengah into millions of pieces. I took my dompet, beg tangan and walked hurriedly out of Nando’s. Then I was sitting on the pavement, crying my eyes out, wiping my tears away. My face was flecked with the mascara. The people on the jalan all looked at me compassionately. I took a taxi and went to a bar. Everything was over. Then no love, just hate in my heart. I shaked crazily in the bar. My life ended on that day, at the moment Zayn refused me.
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Bella’s POV:
Finally, the hari I had my semi-final exam came. I dressed neatly and walked into the classroom confidently. I had revised very hard all this month. A bulan without Niall, shopping, TV, Muzik and novel. I had studied from 5 sm till over 12pm. I had done hundreds of exercises with all types. The examiner informed our numbers slowly. Mine was 302. When I walked pass sejak Mihrap, I smiled with her in a friendly way. She still didn’t even unround her lips atau look at me. Vicky took the kerusi, tempat duduk right seterusnya to me. She looked so tiredly with her red eyes. Vicky had also dyed her haid into red too.
I whispered:
“Vic, hope anda will do well.”
She suddenly gave me a black look, which made me feel a bit surprised. But I didn’t care much, then took my seat. The examiner went to hand out the paper test. I did a quick cari throughout the test and found it really easy. I immediately wrote the answer into the answet sheets. When I was absorbed in doing the test, suddenly the exminer shouted out loud:
“302, what is it?”
She took a long small paper out of my stationery tray. The paper was full of small sentences. I looked at her with my widened eyes. She told me:
“Stand up and go to the hall with me!”
I almost cried:
“Nope, it’s not mine. I’m not cheating. I swear.”
She gazed at me:
“So what is it? Come with me immediately!”
Suddenly I heard a cold voice:
“She doesn’t cheat, Mrs White.”
Oh it was Mihrap. She was standing, poiting at Vicky:
“It was her that put the cheat sheet into Bella’s stationery tray.”
Mrs Whitle lifted her eyebrows:
“Are anda sure?”
Mihrap said:
“I swear!”
Saphire's P.O.V
i was in the hospital room machinery allover. i turned and saw this cured brown haired boy with red lips. i was getting confused i shook him he woke up"umm anda dont sleep here anda sleep over their Harry harry is your name right?"i say he suddenly smiled.
Harry's P.O.V
when she berkata my name happines ran over me. "yeah do anda remeber anything else a relashionship atau anything" i say smiling. "umm anda and louis are close anda sometimes get called Hazza and youre in one direction anda had a girlfriend named saphire.. which is me so hei boyfriend" tears stream down. "oh sorry that was louis and eleanor and liam and danniell i dont have anyone". pain hits me if we had never played tag this would never had happened.
i was in the hospital room machinery allover. i turned and saw this cured brown haired boy with red lips. i was getting confused i shook him he woke up"umm anda dont sleep here anda sleep over their Harry harry is your name right?"i say he suddenly smiled.
Harry's P.O.V
when she berkata my name happines ran over me. "yeah do anda remeber anything else a relashionship atau anything" i say smiling. "umm anda and louis are close anda sometimes get called Hazza and youre in one direction anda had a girlfriend named saphire.. which is me so hei boyfriend" tears stream down. "oh sorry that was louis and eleanor and liam and danniell i dont have anyone". pain hits me if we had never played tag this would never had happened.
Harry's P.O.V
"wait what yo-you don't remember me I'm Harry styles you're boyfriend you're 18 years old" I say already tearing up. "I'm sorry no" she says tearing up. "NO NO anda HAVE TO anda WERE MY Cinta OF MY LIFE I SAVED YOU'RE LIFE"I say with doctors running in I fight some of them off. I turn and see her crying while Liam and the rest talking and hugging her while I am being dragged out. I throw a DVD and a kalung the DVD is the moments we spent and the kalung I got her when I asker her to be my gf. I peak through the video and see Louis putting it in. I cry while watching it. It shows the whip cream and mustard and ketchup fight. Us cuddling together watching Filem me chasing her around. Then the worst part her falling. I open the door just a crack and hear her say "Harry I Cinta anda I remember anda now" a smile sweeps but notice it wasn't her it was still the DVD I fall to the ground crying and shaking on the ground holding the pic of me and her together,
"wait what yo-you don't remember me I'm Harry styles you're boyfriend you're 18 years old" I say already tearing up. "I'm sorry no" she says tearing up. "NO NO anda HAVE TO anda WERE MY Cinta OF MY LIFE I SAVED YOU'RE LIFE"I say with doctors running in I fight some of them off. I turn and see her crying while Liam and the rest talking and hugging her while I am being dragged out. I throw a DVD and a kalung the DVD is the moments we spent and the kalung I got her when I asker her to be my gf. I peak through the video and see Louis putting it in. I cry while watching it. It shows the whip cream and mustard and ketchup fight. Us cuddling together watching Filem me chasing her around. Then the worst part her falling. I open the door just a crack and hear her say "Harry I Cinta anda I remember anda now" a smile sweeps but notice it wasn't her it was still the DVD I fall to the ground crying and shaking on the ground holding the pic of me and her together,
Saphire's P.O.V
I went in the pancuran, pancuran mandian and washed the whip-cream and chocalote off. when i was washing i heard the door open i checked nobody i continued.when the curtain's slowly open "HARRY GET OUT" I yell covering up with the curtain he just stands their laughing. "get out harry please" i say he nods and gets out i blush and continue. when i get done i see my clothes gone. "harry" i think in my head i bungkus, balut myself with the towel and run downstairs beet red. "HARRY GIVE THEM BACK" I yell at him i see him in the room laughing i snatch them and smile and change in my pj's.
I went in the pancuran, pancuran mandian and washed the whip-cream and chocalote off. when i was washing i heard the door open i checked nobody i continued.when the curtain's slowly open "HARRY GET OUT" I yell covering up with the curtain he just stands their laughing. "get out harry please" i say he nods and gets out i blush and continue. when i get done i see my clothes gone. "harry" i think in my head i bungkus, balut myself with the towel and run downstairs beet red. "HARRY GIVE THEM BACK" I yell at him i see him in the room laughing i snatch them and smile and change in my pj's.
Alex's P.O.V
I was at work when my ex comes in he comes yanks me from the hair. Pulls me from the counter "HARRY HARRY HELP!!!!". I wake up sweaty and in tears. I hear Harry running in almost falling. "what happened anda alright babe" he says snuggling close to me. "yeah just a dream about my ex hurting me again" I say shaking still in sweat and tears. "you know I won't let that jerk come near anda ever again anda are my sweetheart and nobody will lay a hand on anda ever anda are mine and anda always will be I Cinta anda now go to bed" he says looking at me with those eyes that I loved I smile and go back to katil feeling his arms wrapped around me.
I was at work when my ex comes in he comes yanks me from the hair. Pulls me from the counter "HARRY HARRY HELP!!!!". I wake up sweaty and in tears. I hear Harry running in almost falling. "what happened anda alright babe" he says snuggling close to me. "yeah just a dream about my ex hurting me again" I say shaking still in sweat and tears. "you know I won't let that jerk come near anda ever again anda are my sweetheart and nobody will lay a hand on anda ever anda are mine and anda always will be I Cinta anda now go to bed" he says looking at me with those eyes that I loved I smile and go back to katil feeling his arms wrapped around me.
Ally's P.O.V
I woke up the seterusnya hari remembering last night. I get dressed and head to work. I worked at the bakery. I put on my apron and take the orders. I was working when I see Harry walk in I smile but then head back to work so I don't get fired. "hey I have to go to a party and I was wondering if anda could go with me?" I nodded and took the hari off I get ready and we head off. We were talking and laughing when a smile sweeps across Harry's face. "BOOBEAR!!!!" he yells and runs over to someone with suspenders I laugh the whole time. "ally this is Louis Louis this is ally" I shake Louis's hand and we walk in. I sit down and I see Louis and harry laughing. Oh the magic of. Bromances. I was eating so e snacks when Harry asks me to dance I blush and I get up. We were slow dancing when Harry freezes. "what's wrong wait that sounds just like anda anda LIED TO ME HARRY HOW COULD anda I TRUSTED YOU" I yell. "wait ally let me explain" he says with tears. I perahu nelayan kecil, pukulan him and run out with tears.
I woke up the seterusnya hari remembering last night. I get dressed and head to work. I worked at the bakery. I put on my apron and take the orders. I was working when I see Harry walk in I smile but then head back to work so I don't get fired. "hey I have to go to a party and I was wondering if anda could go with me?" I nodded and took the hari off I get ready and we head off. We were talking and laughing when a smile sweeps across Harry's face. "BOOBEAR!!!!" he yells and runs over to someone with suspenders I laugh the whole time. "ally this is Louis Louis this is ally" I shake Louis's hand and we walk in. I sit down and I see Louis and harry laughing. Oh the magic of. Bromances. I was eating so e snacks when Harry asks me to dance I blush and I get up. We were slow dancing when Harry freezes. "what's wrong wait that sounds just like anda anda LIED TO ME HARRY HOW COULD anda I TRUSTED YOU" I yell. "wait ally let me explain" he says with tears. I perahu nelayan kecil, pukulan him and run out with tears.
Ally's P.O.V
their was something fishy going on he sounded just like him. but i shook it off i got up and went inside. i checked my Twitter and saw somebody followed me i check and see @Harry_Styles I smile and follow back. when somebody knocks on the door i check and see Harry "hey whats up" i say smiling. "nothing i just wondered if anda wanted to take a walk?" i nod and head out. "so tell me about youreself" says Harry looking at me with those beaming green eyes. i told him every-thing he looked straight at my eyes when i was talking. i liked that cause i knew he was listening.
Harry's P.O.V
"so tell me about youreself" she says with that smile that i adored. i told her everything execpt that i was in One Direction. i sang her a few songs. so did she she had the most beutiful voice. i was already 9:30 at night we both head utama tonight was the best night.
authors note: sorry if it was boring
their was something fishy going on he sounded just like him. but i shook it off i got up and went inside. i checked my Twitter and saw somebody followed me i check and see @Harry_Styles I smile and follow back. when somebody knocks on the door i check and see Harry "hey whats up" i say smiling. "nothing i just wondered if anda wanted to take a walk?" i nod and head out. "so tell me about youreself" says Harry looking at me with those beaming green eyes. i told him every-thing he looked straight at my eyes when i was talking. i liked that cause i knew he was listening.
Harry's P.O.V
"so tell me about youreself" she says with that smile that i adored. i told her everything execpt that i was in One Direction. i sang her a few songs. so did she she had the most beutiful voice. i was already 9:30 at night we both head utama tonight was the best night.
authors note: sorry if it was boring