Chap 20
Part 1: Her finally choice.
Niall’ P.O.V
I was sitting on the katil and having Bella in my arms. I whispered:
“ Why do anda come back, honey?”
She smiled:
“ I did lose Zayn. He attracts me every time I see him. I am obsessed sejak him. But anda are the one that I need. anda don’t know how much I Cinta you, Niall. anda changed my life at the moment. I heard anda sing the song ‘Forever Young’ for the first time.”
I stroke her hair gently:
“Really, Bella? But I don’t Cinta anda as much as Zayn does.”
Bella blushed:
“That’s why I choose you, Niall. Zayn is too good for me. I don’t desverve him. I can’t make him happy for his whole life. He has to forget me. That’s the best choice for all of us”
I kissed on Bella’s forehead softly :
“Bella, anda are the best girl I’ve ever known. I won’t let anda down. Everything will be fine. We will overcome all these suck things. And Bella, I’m terribly sorry for everything I’ve done.”
“It’s okay, Nialler. I have to say sorry too. I shouldn’t have cheated on you” Bella said, looking her fingers with mine.
I said:
“Bella, I promise. I will Cinta anda till the end of time.”
Suddenlly, she put one finger on my lips, saying:
“Don’t promise anything, Niall. I don’t want to tie anda with me forever. I just need to know that I am your first Cinta and I am the one anda Cinta most. With me, that’s enough. From now on, we don’t need to hide anything anymore, okey, Niall?”
I nodded and hugged her tightly. I sang a song of The Wanted:
“I hear your hati, tengah-tengah cry for love. And anda act like there’s no room, room for me atau anyone. ‘Don’t disturb’ is all I see. Close the door, turn the key. If loneliness would alih out, I’d fill the vacancy. In your heart, in your heart, in your heart, I don’t care who was there before.”
Bella normally drifted off in my arms. I kissed her hair and looked out the window. The sun was setting but I could feel a new start.
* * *
Zayn’s P.O.V
I had smoked 6 cigarettes since Bella left. Maybe Niall was the best choice for her. I knew she loved me but it was the past. It was just a anjing, anak anjing love. It was just a anjing, anak anjing love. It meant nothing. At the moment she kissed me, I thought that I would be with her forever. But after the kiss, Bella stroked my hair gently and said:
“Zayn, do anda still remember our first kiss. Please never forget it. Even if anda will Cinta another girl in the future, don’t forget our love. I used to Cinta anda so much, Zayn but Niall is the guy for me. He’s changed all my life.”
I saw Bella tear up a little. I wiped her tears away and said:
“It’s okey, Bella. Don’t cry. I never want to see anda cry like this. I Cinta you. I have always been in Cinta with you. But your choice is mine. We will be good friends, okey?”
She nodded smilingly and I gave her a soft Ciuman on her forehead. When I told her all these things, I really wanted Bella to be happy but my hati, tengah-tengah was shattered into pieces. In a segitiga, segi tiga love, there was always a third person. It didn’t matter that anda came first atau later, the one that was loved less was the third person. And I was the third person in our segitiga, segi tiga love. But I respected Bella’s choice. Sometimes when we loved someone too much, we had to let them go.
“Bella…Belly…” I whispered to myself.
I looked out of the window and saw the moon sparking and the stars twinkling on the sky. They reminded me of the night that I showed her a meteor shower. It was the best moment of my life that I would never forget. On that night I wished I would find Belly again and finally my wish came true. With me, that was enough. I opened my cellphone and deleted the foto of Bella that I took on that night. I came to my wardrobe and took out all the drawings and my diary. I came to the balcony and burned them. I saw Bella’s face in my drawings burning in the fire. I felt as if she was smiling with me. I whispered:
“Good bye, Bella.”
Suddenly, I heard a beautiful voice behind me:
“What are anda doing, Zayn?”
I turned my head and saw Bella’s angelical smile. She was hugging a blue pillow. She sat down beside me, asking:
“What are anda burning?”
When I was about to hide the pictures, she immediately snatched them, yelling:
“Oh my god, is it really me? Am I that beautiful? Zayn, anda have an amazing talent!”
I smiled when I saw her happy face:
“Thanks. I think it’s time for me to burn it.”
She gave me her anjing, anak anjing dog eyes:
“Can anda give me one?”
I berkata with my widened eyes:
“Really? anda want?”
She nodded blushly and took one drawing. It was the one that I draw her sleeping under the meteor shower. Then I burned all the others. After a short silence, Bella said:
“I still remember that meteor shower. I wished everyone I loved would be with me forever.”
I smiled:
“Really?”
She said:
“Yeah and I think now my wish comes true.”
“So does mine.”
“What did anda wish, Zayn?” Bella asked.
I looked into her dard blue eyes:
“I wished I would find anda again.”
She laughed:
“Wow anda did try to find me. It’s great to know that.”
I asked:
“So why are anda here at this time?”
She joked:
“You don’t want me to be here? Oh okey don’t make faces like that. I’m just kidding. Niall told me to come. It’s been a long time since we last met as Belly and ‘Handsome’, right? There’s a lot of memories to bring back.”
We walked into the room and sat on the bed. Bella was still hugging the pillow. She laughed:
“Do anda think it’s crazy? We saw each other every hari and we couldn’t realize that we used to be a couple.”
I agreed:
“Yeah that’s really weird. Because I thought the girl I find is called Belly. Moreover, you’ve changed too much.”
She lifted her eyesbrows:
“Oh uglier atau lebih beautiful?”
I teased her:
“Crazier.”
Bella laughed out loud and hit me with her pillow. I shouted:
“You see? anda see? anda are absolutely crazier.”
She stopped hitting me and asked:
“If I’m right, your name was Zain, not Zayn?”
I answered:
“Oh! Simon Cowell berkata that my name was too hard for peminat-peminat to pronounce so I had to change my name.”
She said:
“Oh I see. But I Cinta your old name more. It’s really special. Oh, so many memories to tell, do anda think we can remind them in just one night?”
I messed her hair and laughed:
“I don’t think so, Belly.”
And on that night, Bella and I were awake all night. We told all the old stories again. We had a lot of laughters. And I knew that Bella made a good choice.
* * *
Part 1: Her finally choice.
Niall’ P.O.V
I was sitting on the katil and having Bella in my arms. I whispered:
“ Why do anda come back, honey?”
She smiled:
“ I did lose Zayn. He attracts me every time I see him. I am obsessed sejak him. But anda are the one that I need. anda don’t know how much I Cinta you, Niall. anda changed my life at the moment. I heard anda sing the song ‘Forever Young’ for the first time.”
I stroke her hair gently:
“Really, Bella? But I don’t Cinta anda as much as Zayn does.”
Bella blushed:
“That’s why I choose you, Niall. Zayn is too good for me. I don’t desverve him. I can’t make him happy for his whole life. He has to forget me. That’s the best choice for all of us”
I kissed on Bella’s forehead softly :
“Bella, anda are the best girl I’ve ever known. I won’t let anda down. Everything will be fine. We will overcome all these suck things. And Bella, I’m terribly sorry for everything I’ve done.”
“It’s okay, Nialler. I have to say sorry too. I shouldn’t have cheated on you” Bella said, looking her fingers with mine.
I said:
“Bella, I promise. I will Cinta anda till the end of time.”
Suddenlly, she put one finger on my lips, saying:
“Don’t promise anything, Niall. I don’t want to tie anda with me forever. I just need to know that I am your first Cinta and I am the one anda Cinta most. With me, that’s enough. From now on, we don’t need to hide anything anymore, okey, Niall?”
I nodded and hugged her tightly. I sang a song of The Wanted:
“I hear your hati, tengah-tengah cry for love. And anda act like there’s no room, room for me atau anyone. ‘Don’t disturb’ is all I see. Close the door, turn the key. If loneliness would alih out, I’d fill the vacancy. In your heart, in your heart, in your heart, I don’t care who was there before.”
Bella normally drifted off in my arms. I kissed her hair and looked out the window. The sun was setting but I could feel a new start.
* * *
Zayn’s P.O.V
I had smoked 6 cigarettes since Bella left. Maybe Niall was the best choice for her. I knew she loved me but it was the past. It was just a anjing, anak anjing love. It was just a anjing, anak anjing love. It meant nothing. At the moment she kissed me, I thought that I would be with her forever. But after the kiss, Bella stroked my hair gently and said:
“Zayn, do anda still remember our first kiss. Please never forget it. Even if anda will Cinta another girl in the future, don’t forget our love. I used to Cinta anda so much, Zayn but Niall is the guy for me. He’s changed all my life.”
I saw Bella tear up a little. I wiped her tears away and said:
“It’s okey, Bella. Don’t cry. I never want to see anda cry like this. I Cinta you. I have always been in Cinta with you. But your choice is mine. We will be good friends, okey?”
She nodded smilingly and I gave her a soft Ciuman on her forehead. When I told her all these things, I really wanted Bella to be happy but my hati, tengah-tengah was shattered into pieces. In a segitiga, segi tiga love, there was always a third person. It didn’t matter that anda came first atau later, the one that was loved less was the third person. And I was the third person in our segitiga, segi tiga love. But I respected Bella’s choice. Sometimes when we loved someone too much, we had to let them go.
“Bella…Belly…” I whispered to myself.
I looked out of the window and saw the moon sparking and the stars twinkling on the sky. They reminded me of the night that I showed her a meteor shower. It was the best moment of my life that I would never forget. On that night I wished I would find Belly again and finally my wish came true. With me, that was enough. I opened my cellphone and deleted the foto of Bella that I took on that night. I came to my wardrobe and took out all the drawings and my diary. I came to the balcony and burned them. I saw Bella’s face in my drawings burning in the fire. I felt as if she was smiling with me. I whispered:
“Good bye, Bella.”
Suddenly, I heard a beautiful voice behind me:
“What are anda doing, Zayn?”
I turned my head and saw Bella’s angelical smile. She was hugging a blue pillow. She sat down beside me, asking:
“What are anda burning?”
When I was about to hide the pictures, she immediately snatched them, yelling:
“Oh my god, is it really me? Am I that beautiful? Zayn, anda have an amazing talent!”
I smiled when I saw her happy face:
“Thanks. I think it’s time for me to burn it.”
She gave me her anjing, anak anjing dog eyes:
“Can anda give me one?”
I berkata with my widened eyes:
“Really? anda want?”
She nodded blushly and took one drawing. It was the one that I draw her sleeping under the meteor shower. Then I burned all the others. After a short silence, Bella said:
“I still remember that meteor shower. I wished everyone I loved would be with me forever.”
I smiled:
“Really?”
She said:
“Yeah and I think now my wish comes true.”
“So does mine.”
“What did anda wish, Zayn?” Bella asked.
I looked into her dard blue eyes:
“I wished I would find anda again.”
She laughed:
“Wow anda did try to find me. It’s great to know that.”
I asked:
“So why are anda here at this time?”
She joked:
“You don’t want me to be here? Oh okey don’t make faces like that. I’m just kidding. Niall told me to come. It’s been a long time since we last met as Belly and ‘Handsome’, right? There’s a lot of memories to bring back.”
We walked into the room and sat on the bed. Bella was still hugging the pillow. She laughed:
“Do anda think it’s crazy? We saw each other every hari and we couldn’t realize that we used to be a couple.”
I agreed:
“Yeah that’s really weird. Because I thought the girl I find is called Belly. Moreover, you’ve changed too much.”
She lifted her eyesbrows:
“Oh uglier atau lebih beautiful?”
I teased her:
“Crazier.”
Bella laughed out loud and hit me with her pillow. I shouted:
“You see? anda see? anda are absolutely crazier.”
She stopped hitting me and asked:
“If I’m right, your name was Zain, not Zayn?”
I answered:
“Oh! Simon Cowell berkata that my name was too hard for peminat-peminat to pronounce so I had to change my name.”
She said:
“Oh I see. But I Cinta your old name more. It’s really special. Oh, so many memories to tell, do anda think we can remind them in just one night?”
I messed her hair and laughed:
“I don’t think so, Belly.”
And on that night, Bella and I were awake all night. We told all the old stories again. We had a lot of laughters. And I knew that Bella made a good choice.
* * *
Well Directioners, it looks like our boys made a good impression whilst over in America, as rumours have emerged that Nickelodeon are tempted to offer them their own show.
Due to the overwhelming reception from peminat-peminat they received on their baru-baru ini whistle-stop tour, a sumber told Now magazine: “Simon Cowell has vowed to launch them on the US X Factor, while Nickelodeon are in talks to give them their own show.”
We’ve yet to see the iCarly episode which they filmed so can’t komen on their Berlakon skills yet, but if true, it bodes very well for any future success in the USA, if not all over the world.
In other news, Harry Styles has been told to sertai an exercise class to cure his back problems.
Harry berkata last month: “I have bad posture and I’ve been told to take pilates once a week.”
We bet that class will be one of the busiest around! “Mum, mum, I wanna take up Pilates, please!”
Due to the overwhelming reception from peminat-peminat they received on their baru-baru ini whistle-stop tour, a sumber told Now magazine: “Simon Cowell has vowed to launch them on the US X Factor, while Nickelodeon are in talks to give them their own show.”
We’ve yet to see the iCarly episode which they filmed so can’t komen on their Berlakon skills yet, but if true, it bodes very well for any future success in the USA, if not all over the world.
In other news, Harry Styles has been told to sertai an exercise class to cure his back problems.
Harry berkata last month: “I have bad posture and I’ve been told to take pilates once a week.”
We bet that class will be one of the busiest around! “Mum, mum, I wanna take up Pilates, please!”
one direction anda are so beautiful
Liam:
anda are so beautiful to me
anda are so beautiful to me
Can't anda see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
anda are so beautiful to me
Zayn:
anda are so beautiful to me
anda are so beautiful to me
Can't anda see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
anda are so beautiful to me
anda are so beautiful to me
anda are so beautiful to me
watch it here: link
Liam:
anda are so beautiful to me
anda are so beautiful to me
Can't anda see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
anda are so beautiful to me
Zayn:
anda are so beautiful to me
anda are so beautiful to me
Can't anda see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
anda are so beautiful to me
anda are so beautiful to me
anda are so beautiful to me
watch it here: link
one direction chasing cars
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
atau anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would anda lie with me
And just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are berkata too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would anda lie with me
And just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
tunjuk me a garden
That's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
[CHORUS]
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
atau anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would anda lie with me
And just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are berkata too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would anda lie with me
And just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
tunjuk me a garden
That's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
[CHORUS]