this may sound like begging but i swear its not but if anda would leave a komen just to tunjuk me like how much anda like it atau something but i may have a contest but if i do i will say lebih about it later Cinta anda directioners <3 enjoy xxx

I stood on the pavement watching my mum being taken sejak the police.

"Why..why mum?" I asked myself.

Are anda okay?" Louis asked hugging my waist from behind burying his face in my neck.

I nodded turning around to face Louis.

Louis took my hand and led me inside.

The boys all group hugged me telling me they all loved me.

"Where's Harry's mum?" I asked wiping away a tear.

"She went to plan Harry's funeral" Niall berkata giving me a menanggung, bear hug.

"I'm okay, really" I forced a smile.

The boys all smiled at me.

Louis kissed my cheek and whispered "I know you're not okay."

I nodded slowly.

"So what do anda guys think?" Zayn asked.

"What do anda mean?" I asked in reply.

"Going to Nandos" Niall explained with a very happy grin.

Louis and i agreed.

I held tighly to Louis's hand the entire walk to Nandos, the only problem was the whole place was packed with directioners.

"Oh no" I mumbled stepping closer to Louis.

We sat in a booth kerusi, tempat duduk in the back,but while we were waiting everyone came to our table.

"Oh my gosh is this your girlfriend?" Some girl playing with my hair asked Louis.

"Not yet" Louis laughed.

"Where's harry?" Another girl asked.

Everyone knew something was wrong when i stopped smiling and hung my head.

"Jen?" Louis asked tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.

"I shouldn't have come" I berkata standing up and walking outside, not looking at anyone the entire walk home.

Once i got utama i locked myself in what was my own room and walked into the bathroom staring at myself in the mirror.

"I don't see a thing they like about me..long messy hair,brown eyes that look like dirt,i'm pale enough to be a vampire.." I stopped this wasn't making me feel better.

I grabbed a pen and a piece of paper and started writing.

Dear Harry, if only anda knew how much i Cinta and miss you. It's been about a hari since anda died and it's already gotten to me, pain fills my hati, tengah-tengah every day, and the Cinta the boys give me only fills up my hati, tengah-tengah for about a minit then wears off. I may be asking for to much, and i may be greedy, but you're my soul, my life, my love, my heart.. Harry please come back..i can't take it any longer.

I looked quickly behind me as i heard the door open, it had.

"What the hell..." I berkata getting up and closing it, the lock was broke.

"Guys is this some sort of joke?" I shouted walking downstairs noticing no one was home, although i heard footsteps walk to right about where i was then stop.

"Hello?" I asked.

Then with no warning an icy cold wind touched my cheek and stayed.

I put my hand to my cheek, and i felt a heartbeat,my own, atau something else's?

I ran back to my room and grabbed then pen and paper..i had and idea.

"Please let this be" I hoped turning the paper over.

Is it really you? i wrote

I turned around and took a deep breath.

I turned around to see the paper was written on.

It is Jen..i'ts Harry it said.

Then that saat i promised my self..i would be over it.

I stood up to see Harry, i ran to hug him and ended up falling flat on my face.

I woke up in a cold sweat Louis holding me down.

"Jen!" Louis cried hugging me crying.

"What happened?" I asked confused.

"We thought anda were dead" Liam explained in the corner with the boys who were also crying.

"Why?" I asked.

"You weren't breathing,moving, and anda were very cold" Louis berkata his face buried in my neck.

I shook my head, noticing that conversation i had with Harry, wasn't real.

"I'm over it" I said.

"Over what?" Niall asked in unison with Liam.

"I'm over Harry's death" i said.

"What did this have anything to do with our conversation?" Liam asked.

"Nothing i guess" Watching Louis, who let go, wipe his tears away.

Harry's mum walked in wearing a black dress and a black lace veil, that's when i realized all the boys were in black Suits as well.

"I picked anda out a dress" Harry's mum berkata handing me a dress.

"I'll be right back" I berkata taking the dress and walking into the bath room.

When i came back out the boys looked in awe.

The dress came down just above my knees, i had a black veil i flipped backwards, i had my hair into a kuda, kuda kecil tail,and i had on black heels.

"Your beautiful" Harry's mum said.

"She sure is" Louis berkata walking up and taking my hand.

We all piled in Harry's mum's car and drove to the cemetery for Harry's funeral.

Alot of people were there, but we got front row seats.

I made it through pretty well, until they started to actually bury him.

"Please wake up" I berkata to myself letting a tear slip.

Louis looked at me and grabbed my hands from my lap.

"Don't watch" he said.

I bursted out crying burying my face in his neck.

"Wake him up" I whispered to Louis crying.

"I can't Harry is a stubborn man,he won't listen to me" Louis berkata hugging me tighter.

"Don't let him go.." I cried.

Note from the author~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
When it says "brown eyes that remind me of dirt" that meant no offense to anyone with brown eyes im so very sorry if anda did take offense what gave me inpiration was Alex hari -nerimon- songs and watching to much ghostusters and those type things..yeah..im a nerd.. LOL well bye bye hope anda enjoyed! o3o