Crying tears of blood.
Becuase my hear has burst.
Dieing inside becuase theres no way out.
The pain from being alone is to much to bare.
The only relife.
Is to hear anda voise.
Feel your touch.
Cinta and be loved sejak you.
The razor blade is a comfert.
Feeling the blood drip to the floor.
Seeing it.
Hearing it.
Smelling it.
It makes me smile.
Cinta is always the best cure.
To me loved.
I am scared of dieing in Hell.
But it never ends.
Just know I Cinta you.
I miss you.
For I am always with you.
Waiting for you.
My only love.
Becuase my hear has burst.
Dieing inside becuase theres no way out.
The pain from being alone is to much to bare.
The only relife.
Is to hear anda voise.
Feel your touch.
Cinta and be loved sejak you.
The razor blade is a comfert.
Feeling the blood drip to the floor.
Seeing it.
Hearing it.
Smelling it.
It makes me smile.
Cinta is always the best cure.
To me loved.
I am scared of dieing in Hell.
But it never ends.
Just know I Cinta you.
I miss you.
For I am always with you.
Waiting for you.
My only love.
upset
and so many thoughts
circling around
your head,
anda try to make
this right,
to find the best way
so anda could feel better,
so anda could be free.
Pain will never
go away,
it always stays
to remember you
that life is not a dream,
life is unpredictable.
Endless questions,
so many "Why",
but the answer
we will
never find!
The strength within
will not let us crack,
life is unpredictable,
who's to say?
Today you're happy,
and yet
despair waits
stealthily
to engulf you.
But,
anda need to be prepared.
Not only bad things
happen to bad people.
Unfortunately,
so many pure,
honored hearts
have been broken for
so many times,
in so many pieces,
and yet
they live,
they live with
their agony,
they live with
their groan,
but they live,
tho their eyes are
always sad,
their hearts are
still softly.
Therefore
they know...
Therefore
they are...
The brightest star
that shines
in the dark,
that spark of hope
for all of us
who deserve better.
eveyday I walk lonely
through that way
I don't wanna go
I wanna back
I don't wanna stay In that way
I need something To
keep My hati, tengah-tengah strong
and to correct My wrong
I don't know What to I belong
But I cari for it for time
I don't know how long
I need something to never let me cry atau
to let my tears dry
I need some thing
That's Inside your and my heart
To let my soul fly
up so high Into the sky
It's always needed to heal your heart
from this killing hurt
To light your and my way
when the darkness has to stay
through our way
Did anda know What it is?
that when everyone want to go away
backs them to stay everyday ,
It's the Cinta
That warms your hati, tengah-tengah inside
and makes anda pride!!!!
through that way
I don't wanna go
I wanna back
I don't wanna stay In that way
I need something To
keep My hati, tengah-tengah strong
and to correct My wrong
I don't know What to I belong
But I cari for it for time
I don't know how long
I need something to never let me cry atau
to let my tears dry
I need some thing
That's Inside your and my heart
To let my soul fly
up so high Into the sky
It's always needed to heal your heart
from this killing hurt
To light your and my way
when the darkness has to stay
through our way
Did anda know What it is?
that when everyone want to go away
backs them to stay everyday ,
It's the Cinta
That warms your hati, tengah-tengah inside
and makes anda pride!!!!
and tell me what anda see.
Everything lives,
everything blossoms,
it's only you
in your autumn.
Your soul is seeking
for something that
is left a long time ago.
Something to cherish,
something to be attached to.
Why did the beast within
wake up suddenly?
Who called the restlessness?
Who shall win?
Will the autumn itself leave?
Nobody knows,
nobody cares
but you!
It's anda trapped within,
your mind gives anda nothing
but lebih anxiety.
Peace is the place
anda seek within your heart,
trying to find consolation.
Why you?
Why is this happening
to you?
Will the peace find you
one lebih time,
atau you're the one
who should find peace
within?
When everything is black
in your heart,
anda beg the darkness
to leave anda be,
but the darkness
is not coming
where the joy
glows,
no,it's not coming
where the hope
still holds on.
ok just want anda to know that I just started Penulisan poems so if they aren't good srry.
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Blue
its the color of sadness
the color that reminds me all about you
I know anda will never Cinta me the was I Cinta you
but how can i survive without my color blue?
What makes Krismas bells ring?
What makes birds chirp in the spring?
What makes kids laugh and have fun?
What scares the deer to make it run?
All of these things are hard to explain
like answering why it has to rain
atau answering why Cinta is so hati, tengah-tengah breaking
even though at first its so breath taking
We cannot keep someone forever
but why do they have to change just like the weather?
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Hope anda liked them!
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Blue
its the color of sadness
the color that reminds me all about you
I know anda will never Cinta me the was I Cinta you
but how can i survive without my color blue?
What makes Krismas bells ring?
What makes birds chirp in the spring?
What makes kids laugh and have fun?
What scares the deer to make it run?
All of these things are hard to explain
like answering why it has to rain
atau answering why Cinta is so hati, tengah-tengah breaking
even though at first its so breath taking
We cannot keep someone forever
but why do they have to change just like the weather?
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Hope anda liked them!
for those of anda that dont know what lore means it mens mtyhs of folk tales kinda. i know it seems a bit old a chessy but just go with it x.x i wanted something like that D:<
a moonlight beam may often seem, a plain and tranquil thing.
but when moonlight snares upon a yonder shore. it seems to resemble scene straight from a book of lore.
yes,yes,oh yes indeed.
a scene with Cinta and many marvelous things
what every human being desires.
a Cinta at utama to start there fire, and gaze out upon that yonder shore
with a happily ever after straight from lore....
a moonlight beam may often seem, a plain and tranquil thing.
but when moonlight snares upon a yonder shore. it seems to resemble scene straight from a book of lore.
yes,yes,oh yes indeed.
a scene with Cinta and many marvelous things
what every human being desires.
a Cinta at utama to start there fire, and gaze out upon that yonder shore
with a happily ever after straight from lore....
i usually write artikel-artikel on all my Kelab so i will probably write one soon on here probably about Edgar allen poe atau Shakespeare ect. but for now i have a few poems i wanna post. i write lots of artikel-artikel about pretty much every club im in. if there is an artical anda want wrote just komen and ask me to.
His smile makes me
tingle, my vision starts to mingle.
I gotta close my eyes cuz he gives me
butterflys.
my knees start to shake as he leaves me in his wake
butterflys,shivers,chills
he is one of my lifes greatest trills
romeo romeo i wanna be your juliet
tho i cant confess that yet
His smile makes me
tingle, my vision starts to mingle.
I gotta close my eyes cuz he gives me
butterflys.
my knees start to shake as he leaves me in his wake
butterflys,shivers,chills
he is one of my lifes greatest trills
romeo romeo i wanna be your juliet
tho i cant confess that yet
I must be dreaming,
I saw him bleed,
I heard him breathe,
We all live,
We all die,
But that doesn’t justify,
It’s not the same,
It’s not so different,
It must be a dream,
It’s only in my mind,
Leave it all behind,
But then he dies.
I fear him,
But I Cinta him,
I hate to see that die,
I can’t say goodbye,
I must be dreaming,
I tell myself it’s not real,
But I don’t believe,
Because I know what anda did,
anda took his life.
Pleasant Death
(I know I seem to write short poems..>_<)
My death is approaching, how long will it be 'til the Angel of death takes me?
Is there a heaven atau hell?
To me it is neither only the cosmos will tell
Will my soul leave this body in cari for peace atau will I return to this world to haunt atau live once again?
I have lived many years but I have a hundred pasts..I feel I am at peace for once
My soul is now free...no longer am I in the physical world
As I ascend to the heavens that watch over anda
I feel my time on Earth is complete and I shall rest in forever peace in starlight
(I know I seem to write short poems..>_<)
My death is approaching, how long will it be 'til the Angel of death takes me?
Is there a heaven atau hell?
To me it is neither only the cosmos will tell
Will my soul leave this body in cari for peace atau will I return to this world to haunt atau live once again?
I have lived many years but I have a hundred pasts..I feel I am at peace for once
My soul is now free...no longer am I in the physical world
As I ascend to the heavens that watch over anda
I feel my time on Earth is complete and I shall rest in forever peace in starlight
tainted with what anda see,
what anda feel.
Silence burns inside,
thoughts are constant
and kept inside,
so far from others,
disturbing for you...
You're on your own,
nobody will see
who anda really are,
nobody will dare to
try!
Stop talking,
stop apologizing,
fight for your peace
of mind,
scream for your
desires!
Fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
atau not.
anda know who anda are,
stop apologizing
to the world,
that burden is
anda yourself.
The justice
has never been found,
look at yourself,
nobody else is there
to cry.
Knowing who anda are
is who you're never
going to be,
fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
atau not.
So far away
And yet so close
We change each others ways
We make each other smile
We make each other cry
This is our Cinta
We cannot hold each others hand
We cannot touch each others skin
We cannot feel each others warth
This is our Cinta
I reach for your hand but it isnt there
I stretch my arms out to hug anda but there is no embrace
I look for your face but see only thin air
This is our Cinta
I think about anda at night
anda give words to soothe me
But its no enough
This is our Cinta
I long to hear your voice
To see anda face to face
For all this to be clear in front of me and yet it cant
This is our Cinta
pain sadness Cinta happyness tears laughter joy despair
This is our Cinta
Watching waiting longing listening comforting
This is our Cinta
anda and me
This is our Cinta
And yet so close
We change each others ways
We make each other smile
We make each other cry
This is our Cinta
We cannot hold each others hand
We cannot touch each others skin
We cannot feel each others warth
This is our Cinta
I reach for your hand but it isnt there
I stretch my arms out to hug anda but there is no embrace
I look for your face but see only thin air
This is our Cinta
I think about anda at night
anda give words to soothe me
But its no enough
This is our Cinta
I long to hear your voice
To see anda face to face
For all this to be clear in front of me and yet it cant
This is our Cinta
pain sadness Cinta happyness tears laughter joy despair
This is our Cinta
Watching waiting longing listening comforting
This is our Cinta
anda and me
This is our Cinta
All humanity lost.
Your social line crossed.
Within yourself a burning pain.
It feels as if anda are going insane.
Your mind gone.
All feelings withdrawn.
Trapped within yourself.
anda no longer crave wealth.
Perhaps a blessing in desgise.
anda no longer have to see through your already blind eyes.
You've been lied to your whole life.
Now your only escape is through that blood stained knife.
Now all that pain is leaving you.
Your mind refuses to accept what anda are going through.
anda begin to take your pain out on others.
anda forget those who anda once knew as sisters and brothers.
anda are now trapped inside the shell of what was once you.
anda don't even know whose eyes you're looking through.
Now anda are too far in.
you'll never remember those anda Cinta again.
Your social line crossed.
Within yourself a burning pain.
It feels as if anda are going insane.
Your mind gone.
All feelings withdrawn.
Trapped within yourself.
anda no longer crave wealth.
Perhaps a blessing in desgise.
anda no longer have to see through your already blind eyes.
You've been lied to your whole life.
Now your only escape is through that blood stained knife.
Now all that pain is leaving you.
Your mind refuses to accept what anda are going through.
anda begin to take your pain out on others.
anda forget those who anda once knew as sisters and brothers.
anda are now trapped inside the shell of what was once you.
anda don't even know whose eyes you're looking through.
Now anda are too far in.
you'll never remember those anda Cinta again.