Crying tears of blood.
Becuase my hear has burst.
Dieing inside becuase theres no way out.
The pain from being alone is to much to bare.
The only relife.
Is to hear anda voise.
Feel your touch.
Cinta and be loved sejak you.
The razor blade is a comfert.
Feeling the blood drip to the floor.
Seeing it.
Hearing it.
Smelling it.
It makes me smile.
Cinta is always the best cure.
To me loved.
I am scared of dieing in Hell.
But it never ends.
Just know I Cinta you.
I miss you.
For I am always with you.
Waiting for you.
My only love.
Becuase my hear has burst.
Dieing inside becuase theres no way out.
The pain from being alone is to much to bare.
The only relife.
Is to hear anda voise.
Feel your touch.
Cinta and be loved sejak you.
The razor blade is a comfert.
Feeling the blood drip to the floor.
Seeing it.
Hearing it.
Smelling it.
It makes me smile.
Cinta is always the best cure.
To me loved.
I am scared of dieing in Hell.
But it never ends.
Just know I Cinta you.
I miss you.
For I am always with you.
Waiting for you.
My only love.
for the sins that are carved
deep in the consciousness.
The walls will bleed again.
Broken glass in the yard,
broken family for a long time.
The war is coming,
anger is rising,
thoughts that were silenced
sejak the peace
will scream again.
The walls will bleed again.
That smell in the air
are these sins of past,
never washed,
never forgotten.
The walls will bleed again.
Sky will be opened,
red and dim,
for the tears that burn
and torture your soul,
for the things
that could never be
forgotten,
the things that hurt.
The walls will bleed again.
The heartbreak
The tears
The fears
Why did anda have to leave?
Why?
As I ask, wiping tears onto my sleeve.
The pain that this puts me to
I feel like I'm aging
But I'm still youthful and lively
Yet I feel old and dead
The stress
Everyone stopping sejak to see us
I stay in my room crying into a cloth
While menunjukkan early signs of sloth.
Death is waiting
Death is coming
My throat feels closed and blocked
My eyes burn and itch
As I feel like a doll missing a stitch
Please don't leave
Please don't go
anda are so important to me
Like the main actor to a show
I can't let anda go
As anda descend to a better place
I keep anda in my memories and hati, tengah-tengah just in case
I need to let anda go
But my hati, tengah-tengah still breaks
As the part of me is breaking me
I always knew anda were a part of me
My completion
My love
My friend
Goodbye
I will see anda soon in the end.
Mother Nature
Loving
Cruel
Yet is neither black atau white.
Is life just good?
Is it just evil?
No
It is both
Nature is both.
It gives us growth
Beauty
Grace
A Sanctuary to escape
Yet
It can be dull
Lifeless
Painful
Destructive
Anything.
We as humans
Are also like this
api, kebakaran is the same.
It keeps us warm
Yet can burn down an entire forest.
Should we hate this?
Should we Cinta this?
Maybe, maybe not
But at least appreciate this
Because nature gives us youth and beauty
But can take it away so quickly
So take one step at a time
Very carefully
Enjoy each living moment of what time is left.
Loving
Cruel
Yet is neither black atau white.
Is life just good?
Is it just evil?
No
It is both
Nature is both.
It gives us growth
Beauty
Grace
A Sanctuary to escape
Yet
It can be dull
Lifeless
Painful
Destructive
Anything.
We as humans
Are also like this
api, kebakaran is the same.
It keeps us warm
Yet can burn down an entire forest.
Should we hate this?
Should we Cinta this?
Maybe, maybe not
But at least appreciate this
Because nature gives us youth and beauty
But can take it away so quickly
So take one step at a time
Very carefully
Enjoy each living moment of what time is left.
So I Can Hide my Tears..
Don't let me Fall,Wind
Take me higher,,and Higher..
I don't wanna Fall
I don't wanna touch the Ground
As I walk n everything's Ok
But then I saw U
i've been missing u more,,,and more
Miss ur warmth,,
hugs me inside,,
But u don't
just a glance with 'hello,,,?'
what's wrong?
Did I doing wrong?
it is not just like u pushed me down,,,
ur ignorance crashed me,,,
How can I be this weakness?
how can U make me speechless
So dare anda be my weakness...
give me back my blooms,,,
laid me back to the high..
give my only desires...
just a smile can take a high..
just an ignore crashed me off
Forget me not ..
I can't face it,,
stay with me...
I’m sorry for what I did,
I’m sorry for what I have done,
I’m sorry for everything,
I’m sorry I was born,
I’m sorry I exist,
I’m sorry I ever wanted to even try,
I’m sorry that I do what I do,
I’m sorry,
I’m sorry,
Please just forgive me.
I never wanted to be this,
I never wanted to even be me,
I just cant be here anymore,
I dont want this to be,
I didnt want this to happen,
but i cant stand this!
I am so sorry
I'm sorry for not being good enough,
I'm sorry for my mistakes,
I'm sorry for hurting you,
I'm sorry I'm alive,
I'm sorry for everything.
I’m sorry for what I have done,
I’m sorry for everything,
I’m sorry I was born,
I’m sorry I exist,
I’m sorry I ever wanted to even try,
I’m sorry that I do what I do,
I’m sorry,
I’m sorry,
Please just forgive me.
I never wanted to be this,
I never wanted to even be me,
I just cant be here anymore,
I dont want this to be,
I didnt want this to happen,
but i cant stand this!
I am so sorry
I'm sorry for not being good enough,
I'm sorry for my mistakes,
I'm sorry for hurting you,
I'm sorry I'm alive,
I'm sorry for everything.
I listen to the trickle of blood,
I listen but don’t feel,
I listen to my cry,
I listen to my screams,
I listen to the slams,
I listen to the blows.
I listen to my hati, tengah-tengah as it slows,
I listen to the door slam,
I listen to the sirens,
I listen to the beeps,
I listen to the sigh,
I listen to my hati, tengah-tengah pick up,
I listen to find that this will never end.
I listen to the cry of my voice,
I see the mans face,
I taste the blood,
I sense that there is someone,
Someone I don’t know,
That someone tried to stop this,
That someone had failed.
I listen to my Friends cry,
I listen for the final scream,
I open my eyes to see,
That someone was seterusnya to me.
That someone had come for me,
That someone came to save me,
That some one I will always love,
That someone is,
You.
I listen but don’t feel,
I listen to my cry,
I listen to my screams,
I listen to the slams,
I listen to the blows.
I listen to my hati, tengah-tengah as it slows,
I listen to the door slam,
I listen to the sirens,
I listen to the beeps,
I listen to the sigh,
I listen to my hati, tengah-tengah pick up,
I listen to find that this will never end.
I listen to the cry of my voice,
I see the mans face,
I taste the blood,
I sense that there is someone,
Someone I don’t know,
That someone tried to stop this,
That someone had failed.
I listen to my Friends cry,
I listen for the final scream,
I open my eyes to see,
That someone was seterusnya to me.
That someone had come for me,
That someone came to save me,
That some one I will always love,
That someone is,
You.
We shall have beds full of subtle perfumes,
Divans as deep as graves, and on the shelves
Will be strange Bunga that blossomed for us
Under lebih beautiful heavens.
Using their dying flames emulously,
Our two hearts will be two immense torches
Which will reflect their double light
In our two souls, those twin mirrors.
Some evening made of rose and of mystical blue
A single flash will pass between us
Like a long sob, charged with farewells;
And later an Angel, setting the doors ajar,
Faithful and joyous, will come to revive
The tarnished mirrors, the extinguished flames.
I'm in a living hell
Seeing anda in Cinta with someone
else
And I know
I have to let anda go
Even if anda aren't time
It's my time......
My time to let anda go
To stop loving you
lebih then it should be
Falling lebih in Cinta with you
Then I thought I would have
Because every second
Every min
Every hour
Every day
Every week
Every month
Every year
I fall lebih in Cinta with you
No stop, we've been through this before
Be strong and alih on
Yeah.... I guess I have to.....
{If its Cinta he'll come back to you
I have to deal with it..
Seeing anda in Cinta with someone
else
And I know
I have to let anda go
Even if anda aren't time
It's my time......
My time to let anda go
To stop loving you
lebih then it should be
Falling lebih in Cinta with you
Then I thought I would have
Because every second
Every min
Every hour
Every day
Every week
Every month
Every year
I fall lebih in Cinta with you
No stop, we've been through this before
Be strong and alih on
Yeah.... I guess I have to.....
{If its Cinta he'll come back to you
I have to deal with it..