Is there anyone also depressed ?

WARNING: I am a ranter and a rambler.

Depends. It may sound stupid, but school really "upsets" me. There's nothing wrong with it. I'm an 'A' student, people don't really "hate" me (not that I know of), and it's not like I really get bullied. But for some reason whenever someone brings up a topic about school, I get really sad, upset, and anxious. It's not really depression, but my anxiety issues (I really do have issues - apparently I was "diagnosed" with General Anxiety Disorder and my parents NEVER TOLD ME; I accidentally found out on my own) make me paranoid about every situation I'm in. It seems like everyone has a group of Friends at school that go to parties every other day, and I'm the only one left who actually enjoys just staying utama most days and Membaca a good book. It also doesn't help that I don't have a Facebook, so I never know what's going on and I feel like I'm in this outside world where I'm comfortable in, and everyone else is inside. (Not that I'm complaining, I have no desire to be on the "inside".) The problem is everyone makes such a big deal out of everything they do, and they think people who have lives like MINE is sad because I don't hang out with everyone after school every day. It could also be the fact that I don't really have a lot of "close" Friends at school. Usually in class, all my acquaintances partner up and I don't really have anyone to talk to. It also doesn't help that my acquaintances don't even acknowledge my presence in that class! It's like they talk to anda at lunch, but suddenly in English class you're complete strangers. It's soooo frustrating, and it gets lonely. There are also people who for some unknown reason to humankind like to let my presence known to the whole world whenever I enter a room, when they specifically know I hate attention. And on bahagian, atas of all that, there's my homework, where I'm either acing it and don't care about it, atau are struggling with it and still don't really care about it. It sucks when each teacher acts like their subject is soooo important to everybody's lives, and our future careers will be doomed to fail if we don't understand the class.

Again, I don't think this is depression - lebih of anxiety and paranoia disguised as mild depression (if that makes sense). And it may seem that I'm complaining about nothing, but this really is a big deal to me, and it bothers me a lot. It's like being pissed off and sad at the same time. I'm much, MUCH, happier at home.

lebih than I ever dare let anyone know... v_v

"Smile though your hati, tengah-tengah is aching..."

Nope!

Yes! Today I just figured out that Heavenly13 (a user on Fanpop) died a couple months lalu due to a horrible accident. She was my first peminat and my best friend on Fanpop. She was amazing. I am so heartbroken. I miss her sooo much!

Yes because today i was told i have diabetes

No, I'm happy as I can be.

yes, the ghosts who are haunting me have their emotions rub off on me:(

Sometimes I'm in that dark forest with you. Yesterday I was really sullen, and today while in the girls' bathroom I suddenly burst into tears. I had to avoid eye contact for the rest of the hari so no one would see that they were red and blotchy.

So no, sometimes you're not there alone. :)

Yeah.

Yes sadly......

Plaster on that fake smile. And call it a day.

I was for about 3 weeks because it was stormy over where I am...but then today was sunny so I wasn't depressed anymore!!! YAY!!!

I think I have seasonal depression.

Yes, and I have been for the past 5+ months. =/
Depression is hell.

yeah..it's like the worst thing ever..well it's the worst thing to me..i hate it..*sigh* i just wanna be happy again..

yes ever since my mom passed but yea im ok on that part its just that i cant find the comfort i just feel so alone anda know:((

yup. Sometimes i cry for no reason but today at one point one of my besties berkata they wanted to cut their throat and it made me cry :(

Yes. For some reason (I don't even know what the reason is) after I moved to another school, i've became really sad and depressed. Well in other words, emo. Its not that I WANNA be emo; I just feel like there's no one that understands me, no one I can relate to, people don't really like me due to my enthusiasm towards my grades and assignments. I miss my Friends and all and I'm not as happy and funny as before. But things change and we can't just stay still. Like what MrOrange13 said, stick a fake smile on. (:

No.

Not yet.

Yesterday while I was listening to one of my kegemaran songs, I burst out into tears but don't know why. I listen to it all the time but never cried. It changed after I went to this konsert where they played that song... Now I have to avoid it. Sometimes I'm just plain crazy.

I'm a bit 'down in the dumps' today but I don't think I'm depressed. :)

Rawak "Awesome" picture :D

yeh

*waves*

Not lebih than usually.
Another day, another mocking of me in school.

Im bipolar and in my depressive phase :|

Yes so freakin much but u gotta go out there and fake a smile.

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Hope it cheers anda up. :(
Remember, things aren't all bad. Look at the good things in life, yeah? And keep smiling!
If anda say you're despressed, then the lebih you're going to believe it, and the lebih depressed you'll get.
Hope anda feel better soon!

Yes, I suffer from clinical depression. Should be on antidepressants, but they creep me out. :P

Very ,and I'm always bored I don't know why ,oh I need a happiness potion ,sigh.

okay... i am not depressed what are anda depressed sejak the way????

I used to be.

I hated myself so much... and nobody even knew it.

I know I'm usually serious on here, but in real life, I've always been the funny one out of my friends.

I'm the one who makes everyone laugh, so no one would even guess that I was so depressed.

I don't want to go into too much detail, but what I'm trying to get at is, there are a lot of depressed people out there, and it's not always the people anda expect.

I am..

Well yea I am.... Wanna know why? I guess I'll tell...

1. In August of '10, I found out I had to alih out of my house that I loved so.... Also, the place where I made my first friend there when I first moved back to Texas 6 years ago....

2. Everytime I hear, "Aye Zach!!" in the halls in school, and everytime I turn around, and see its not him, I try not cry and because I had an awesome, most trusted friend I ever had that had helped me survive my elementary school years when I first moved back to Texas....

:'{ </3

well i am now from Membaca about all u ppls depressions but in general im not. i was for the past few months but i became somewhat happy again when i relized that my life is actually fairly good and i thought about all the other ppl who have way bigger problems than me. DONT WORRY, BE HAPPY! :)

Noooope.

Not at the moment, no :) But I get easily depressed, so I try enjoy the moments I'm happy :)

nope:) im barely ever depressed. the only time i was ever depressed was when my mom and dad perpecahan, berpecah up and argued:( but other than that, no im not depressed. i dont think its worth being depressed. i enjoy life and live it to the full:)xxx

Yes I'm depressed. My ghost friend got caught sejak the ghostbusters. Why? why does everything I Cinta dissapear? First nick mag, now George? Why is the world so cruel?

Yeah.I am always depressed because of school.I am popular and everything and have millions of Friends but I feel there is no one who is ACTUALLY my friend and I dont think anyone cares for me and I want a friend who really really cares for me :(

Yes. I'm just sick of being insecure. My dad passed away when I was little, which somehow caused my confidence to drop. Sometimes I just hate myself because I've convinced myself that I'm fat and ugly. :( I never wear the clothes that I want to wear because I'm afraid they'll make me look fat, and every hari I wear my hair in a loose ponytail with my bangs in my face for the same reason. I worry that people don't like me. I even sometimes fear that my Friends secretly hate me. A lot of my classmates think my Friends and I are just some goody goody nerds that they can look down upon, and whenever I try to be nice to the "popular kids" they neglect me as if I were invisible. It's hard, not even 1,000,000 compliments will make me feel better. I just hope one hari God will answer my prayer of letting me be happy and confident like I used to be. :`(

I was for a long time... I think my sister still is...

Nope

No, I'm rather chipper today.

I have my moments of feeling blue, but I refuse to let it get me down. So I do things that make me happy....like boxing.

I´m not.

I'm just bipolar and i just burst out crying, right now i feel like killing somebody...I keep all of my emotions bubbled in a bottle that people call a head.I think nobody understands me. I am too complicated to understand and i get depressed.I am depressed right now.I go in and out emotions.

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