Im having lebih Cinta issues (in desperete need of help again)

okay guys this time, a freind of mine decided she was gonna leave Fanpop forever and I felt like I loved her then I started listening to the song in the video. and so I told her I loved her...and she asked me what kind of Cinta and I told her as a lover. and she has had her hati, tengah-tengah broken many times, and shes willing to give Cinta another chance because of me. a-and I think I Cinta her as a freind not a lover but its too late now. I dont want to break her hati, tengah-tengah and she berkata if it doesnt work out for us she will never Cinta again......