Hurt
(Dib's POV)
Chapter 1; The Pain
I lock myself in the bathroom at my house. I pull out the razor blade from the pocket of my treanch coat. Tears are streaming down my face as I cut into the skin on my wrist. Scarlet blood seaps out and drips on the floor. For a moment the pain of what just happened, what has been happening for so long, is gone. Gaz bangs on the door. "Dib, if anda don't open this door in the seterusnya five saat I'm braking it down!" Gaz shouts through the door. Knowing my sister, she really would. I quickly put my wrist cover on and wipe up the blood that got on the floor. I open the door. "What were anda doing in there?" Gaz asks. "Jeeze! I'm sixteen years old! Do I have to tell anda every detail about what happens when I'm in the bathroom?" I say. "When you're you, yes." Gaz replies. Gaz has been keeping a close eye on me ever since a few years lalu when she saw me cutting myself. I go to my room and cry into my pillow. After a while I pick up the foto of my mother on the night stand. "I wish anda were here Mom. I miss anda so much. If anda were here I know anda wouldn't let this happen. I Cinta you." I say as I Ciuman the picture. Eleven years. Eleven years this has happened almost every day. The man I'm suposed to trust the most is the one that causes me the most pain. He's suposed to protect and Cinta me but instead he breaks me down bit sejak bit. To the rest of the world he's the great and amazing Professor Membrane and I'm just his crazy son. They don't even know the half of it. If only they had even the slightest idea of how much pain he has put me through, they would see who's really crazy. I try to get some sleep because school is tomorrow but I can't sleep. Everytime I fall asleep I have nightmares about him. They're lebih like vivid memories. They wont go away no matter how hard I try to make them.
(Dib's POV)
Chapter 1; The Pain
I lock myself in the bathroom at my house. I pull out the razor blade from the pocket of my treanch coat. Tears are streaming down my face as I cut into the skin on my wrist. Scarlet blood seaps out and drips on the floor. For a moment the pain of what just happened, what has been happening for so long, is gone. Gaz bangs on the door. "Dib, if anda don't open this door in the seterusnya five saat I'm braking it down!" Gaz shouts through the door. Knowing my sister, she really would. I quickly put my wrist cover on and wipe up the blood that got on the floor. I open the door. "What were anda doing in there?" Gaz asks. "Jeeze! I'm sixteen years old! Do I have to tell anda every detail about what happens when I'm in the bathroom?" I say. "When you're you, yes." Gaz replies. Gaz has been keeping a close eye on me ever since a few years lalu when she saw me cutting myself. I go to my room and cry into my pillow. After a while I pick up the foto of my mother on the night stand. "I wish anda were here Mom. I miss anda so much. If anda were here I know anda wouldn't let this happen. I Cinta you." I say as I Ciuman the picture. Eleven years. Eleven years this has happened almost every day. The man I'm suposed to trust the most is the one that causes me the most pain. He's suposed to protect and Cinta me but instead he breaks me down bit sejak bit. To the rest of the world he's the great and amazing Professor Membrane and I'm just his crazy son. They don't even know the half of it. If only they had even the slightest idea of how much pain he has put me through, they would see who's really crazy. I try to get some sleep because school is tomorrow but I can't sleep. Everytime I fall asleep I have nightmares about him. They're lebih like vivid memories. They wont go away no matter how hard I try to make them.
