Sonic peminat Characters Article: Don't Read This

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posted by Monsterosity101

Don't Read This
(seriously)

If anda clicked this, and if anda are about to read this, be prepared to listen to a real life situation. I told anda not to read this, even the tajuk berkata so. But go ahead, read it, just don't get too involved.

Bad hari again. Oh boy, it made me smile. :D
Okay, so anda all know that I draw, but I don't post much. Why? Well kind of a long story...
Everyday, atau most days, I'm caught drawing sejak my "friends". And every time they see my work they give me a not so warm smile, then lean down and whisper while still staring at my work. "You call that drawing?"
I seriously die inside sometimes.
So yes, even if I have berkata " anda should ignore what people criticize about your work...." I can't even help it myself. As they point out flaws, the feeling towards my "artistic" drawings start to fade in a dull hatred way.
So yes, thanks to me so-called "friends" I'm not liking my art anymore.
I might be overreacting, but this has been going on ever since I picked up a pencil and started to use my imagination.
The only thing they didn't make me feel bad about was my "Winter Grace the Fox."
But that's all pretty much.
And another thing, I might give anda all encouraging words about your art atau something, but I can't even help myself. I get so emotional when I get called a "horrible" artist, 'cause I always wanted to be born to draw, but the people around me make me throw that dream away.
To make it even worse, I'm thinking of leaving.
Thinking only. I haven't really made up my mind.
If anda can help me to actually "like" my art, then I can stay.
I'm thinking of leaving because of what's happening in the real world, I don't think anda can help me with that situation. I just need to learn to ignore, but it's hard if anda barley get compliments.
So, I'm still thinking about this, I just have to Cinta my art, but that will only happen if i improve. It's hard for me right now, but I just need a break from posting things on here, even if I look at others work, I start to dislike how I draw.
It's just how I am. So don't blame anyone atau yourself.
Only a few people actually know me on here, and I don't post much, so me thinking of leaving won't change this club.
The tajuk "Don't Read This." I did that because I don't want anda involved with my real life situations. But if anda clicked here, and your Membaca this, thanks for listening. -.-
Alright, thank anda all for helping me learning a few tips. But I'm not positive about this decision, so don't try to stop me in the comments, yet.
A Sonic peminat Characters Member,
Monsterosity101

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shadowxcreamftw i did read it and those pricks.i'm not trying to stop u yet because u say 4 me not to do that.ur drawings r off the hook and ur a great friend to many people on here.but even so u still feel bad,and i don't blame ya.friends like that would make me do the same thing.

MephilesTheDark Anyone who knows me well on here would know that I do [i]not[/i] shed tears over anything that is ever said online- This article, however, was the closest I've ever been in my time being here. I relate to you on this aspect. I know what this feels like- I'm in the same shoes, only not from my friends- my family is the culprit here. I KNOW your problem, because I have the SAME one! I'm fairly strong-willed, or at least I like to think I am, and I ignore the shit that they say. Truth is, I've heard it so many times that it's just meaningless now. I can't help you with your real-life troubles. Trust me, if I could this would not be a problem anymore. The holes in these people's faces would be of more concern to them than your art. You know what? I don't consider myself a crash-hot artist, but... well... You seem to like my stuff. If there is anything, ANYTHING at all that I can do to help you improve, feel better about yourself, or just need a little pick-me-up, I'll be there for you in a heartbeat. Possibly less. My point is, as creepy as it sounds from some random who you've never really met, is that I'M here for you. I can't speak for anyone else, but I really appreciate you being here. Heck, even just looking at your profile makes me smile a little- and that, too, is something that never happens. I know this'll sound like the stupid Matthew Reilly fan, but to quote my favorite author, [i]'Remember, one good comment can outshine a thousand negatives,'[/i] I love you (no homo) Monsterosity. You're an awesome friend and a really kind person. If you want to leave, then do so- I won't try and stop you there, it's 100% your choice. I know that I'll miss you, and I really hope you don't decide to go through with this. Again, if you need anyone to vent to, to yell at, to talk to, or just general support, I'm here for you, my friend.

shadowxcreamftw man meph when ur saying something to people even if it's to me and it's hate i still like how smart u r in the comment/statement.i wish i was as good as ur dudete

MephilesTheDark @shadowxcreamftw: I write a lot, and I read a lot. It helps quite some with vocabulary and patience when it comes to writing stuff. Trust me, if you were trying to get a nice speech out of me on-the-spot and without the writing aspect, I'd fail miserably. I may be good at expressing myself in the written word, but I can't speak for shit. To be honest it just takes time, effort, and a little practise.

shadowxcreamftw @mephilesthedark:and another thing after talking with u about that argument with PhoenixRoyale every other argument i ended quickly and peacefully.and i've been able to respond better to things like things i don't like or i like without something bad happening.thx 4 the talk that is helping me alot.

MephilesTheDark @shadowxcreamftw: I'm glad you get something out of what I say, then, if that is what's happened. I just say what I belive- I never expect people to agree or learn from it, but it's very rewarding when they do.

shadowxcreamftw @mephilesthedark:yea it is.it is really good i say

MephilesTheDark @shadowxcreamftw: Thank you.

shadowxcreamftw @mephilesthedark:np

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Depressed Herat episode 4 part 2

posted by NickleBackFan

Sijira and Kat

"So your name is Sijira?" Asked Kat. "Yeah" berkata sijira. "Well i'm Kat nice to meet cha." "You too." Kat was tring to walk on the brick that rimmed the lake but she took a fasle step and fell in. She bust back to the bahagian, atas laughing. " Good thing this is the sollow end atau i would've drowned." Kat laughed. Sijira smiled and reached out her hand. "Need help?" She asked. Kat took hold of the hand and Sijira pulled her out of the water. Sonic ran by. "Hey how are anda ladies doin'?" he asked. Kat pulled up her hair and walked over to him. "Oh we are doin' just fine." Kat berkata as she poured water out...