Dear Percy,
The smile on your face. I Cinta that smile. Our hands together. the cool yet comforting feeling it brings me. Your eyes. So green, like the grass, atau seaweed. Your black hair. Shining in the sunlight. Your height. The fact that I have to reach up on my toes to let my lips melt into yours. Its all what I miss.
I miss your laughter. When anda would try to balance an zaitun on your nose...that was so cute. I miss your arms, the way they would bungkus, balut around me and hold me tight when I cried out tears. I miss your voice, when anda would tell me I was beautiful, atau when anda would try so hard to sing the campfire songs, and yet your songs never sounded right. But I still told anda that anda were good.
Percy, where are you? Why did anda leave me? Why.....why don't anda want me? anda promised that we would always be together. anda told me that i was the best thing in your life. anda gave me flowers, and took me under water to see the animals.
Why do anda cause me pain? Why do anda leave? If anda didn't like me, then why didn't anda tell me?
I know i keep Penulisan anda these letters, and i know that even though there are tear stains covering it, i want to know...do anda read them? anda never answer back. I ask blackjack to send them to you, and he always comes back with them gone. I'm pretty sure he just throws them away, to make me feel like anda are getting them. But then why won't anda send me a letter back?
I have nightmares. I'm scared percy. I want you. So much.
I've considered stabbing myself, but that would be a horrible thing to do to the others around me. I Cinta anda with something unconditional.
This is the very last letter i will send you. Because i find that anda never answer back. I write them to pour out my feelings...but my feelings just seem to grow.
I Cinta anda lebih then I ever have. Because i find the world gray. No laughter. No hugs. No teasing. No training. I sometimes go into your kabin at night and lay on your bed, letting the smell of the ocean fill me. Would anda do the same? Where anda are...is there another girl who anda love, even lebih then anda Cinta me? Is she prettier, and smarter? If anda Cinta her, then Cinta her like you've loved me.
-Annabeth Chase
The smile on your face. I Cinta that smile. Our hands together. the cool yet comforting feeling it brings me. Your eyes. So green, like the grass, atau seaweed. Your black hair. Shining in the sunlight. Your height. The fact that I have to reach up on my toes to let my lips melt into yours. Its all what I miss.
I miss your laughter. When anda would try to balance an zaitun on your nose...that was so cute. I miss your arms, the way they would bungkus, balut around me and hold me tight when I cried out tears. I miss your voice, when anda would tell me I was beautiful, atau when anda would try so hard to sing the campfire songs, and yet your songs never sounded right. But I still told anda that anda were good.
Percy, where are you? Why did anda leave me? Why.....why don't anda want me? anda promised that we would always be together. anda told me that i was the best thing in your life. anda gave me flowers, and took me under water to see the animals.
Why do anda cause me pain? Why do anda leave? If anda didn't like me, then why didn't anda tell me?
I know i keep Penulisan anda these letters, and i know that even though there are tear stains covering it, i want to know...do anda read them? anda never answer back. I ask blackjack to send them to you, and he always comes back with them gone. I'm pretty sure he just throws them away, to make me feel like anda are getting them. But then why won't anda send me a letter back?
I have nightmares. I'm scared percy. I want you. So much.
I've considered stabbing myself, but that would be a horrible thing to do to the others around me. I Cinta anda with something unconditional.
This is the very last letter i will send you. Because i find that anda never answer back. I write them to pour out my feelings...but my feelings just seem to grow.
I Cinta anda lebih then I ever have. Because i find the world gray. No laughter. No hugs. No teasing. No training. I sometimes go into your kabin at night and lay on your bed, letting the smell of the ocean fill me. Would anda do the same? Where anda are...is there another girl who anda love, even lebih then anda Cinta me? Is she prettier, and smarter? If anda Cinta her, then Cinta her like you've loved me.
-Annabeth Chase