I hear the sound of my alarm clock tell me it’s time to get up. I quickly turn it off and head to my bathroom to get change and then head off to meet Flora. I reach for the door knob nervously and as I touch it I feel my hati, tengah-tengah start to race and my hands kerang, kima up. I walk fast towards the elevator not wanting to stop to talk to anyone for fear of being late to see Flora. I press the down button for the elevator and wait for the loceng to let me know it’s here. Once it comes, I step inside and hit the very last button that reads exit. I feel so confused right now; but my mom is right and I think it’s for the best during our tahun apart. I reach the restaurant before she does, so I get our regular meja, jadual that is outside right seterusnya to the plants and anda can see the sunlight hitting the dew just like the way I Cinta and she loves and I Cinta that about her and I Cinta her so this is going to be the most difficult thing I have ever done. After sitting for five minit I look up and see those zamrud, emerald eyes staring at me. So I get up and pull out her chair for her as she glides towards me and then we both sit down and order; but small chat until our Makanan get here. We both are staring at each other just as the plates clank against the table, she ordered a croissant, bacon and utama fries while I was the junkie who ordered an omelet with bacon, 5 different cheeses and ham. As we eat very little conversation takes place since we want the best times to last as long as they can before the dreadful part of the conversation neither of us wants to happen. As the waiter comes back to collect the empty plates and glasses, we both sigh just as she leaves because here is the part we have been waiting for, not really. We talk about how the tahun can and will affect us. As we talk I realize both of us thought almost identical right up to the quote which we spoke at the same time, creepy right. I take her hands as the tears stream down her face which is what I was afraid of most; but I feel a warm sensation run down my face realizing I’m crying too. As we say it’s over for now we of course say the most typical break up line we still can be friends. I feel like someone has cut out my hati, tengah-tengah with a rusty jagged pisau and just left me there to die. We stand up and hug, goodbye and have our last Ciuman before she heads off for her interview; she tells she will see me on her leaving hari and then of course when she gets back but we should kept in touch while she is away. I nod and say goodbye and watch her slowly go; but I don’t want her to even though I know she has to. Those zamrud, emerald eyes I Cinta and they are the ones that sadly tear me apart.
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I wake up to my alarm clock. I get up and turn it off before waking Bloom like I always do; but now I realize she will have to get herself up for the seterusnya year. I grab my clothes and head for the bathroom to take a pancuran, pancuran mandian before getting dressed. I slip my outfit on and put my makeup on, before closing the door and heading out. I feel Rama-rama but not for a good way then my hands start to get really clammy just as hati, tengah-tengah beat starts getting faster and faster. I walk to the bus that just pulled up and step in as the doors slide back and greeting me with heat since it is quite cold outside this morning. As the bus travels through the forest into Magix I see the sunlight hit the dew on the trees I Cinta that and Helia loves that and I Cinta that about him just like I Cinta him so this is going to be the most difficult thing I have ever done. The bus pulls up and drops me off at the restaurant I get off and see those midnight eyes of his staring straight at me. I see him get up and pull out my chair as I walk toward him and we sit down for a few minit before ordering; but small chat until the Makanan arrives. We stare at each other as the plates of Makanan are set down in front of us I got a croissant, 2 slices of bacon and some utama fries and he got an omelet with bacon, five different cheeses and ham. We eat our Makanan extremely slow and speaking few words knowing what is coming soon and neither of us wants to get to that part of the conversation. I hear footsteps and realize it’s the waiter coming to get the dirty dishes; but just as she leaves we both deeply sigh with small parts of us breaking realizing here is the most dreadful part of the day. As we begin talking about how a tahun apart could affect our relationship, we both realize we basically thought about all the possible outcomes then we berkata the same quote at the same exact moment I guess we both heard and realized what it meant. I see him crying and I must be crying too because he takes both of my hands as some cold yet warm sensation rolls down my face just like last night. We both say things are over for the time being; but we say we can still be friends, such a typical break up line ever. I honestly feel like someone just took my hati, tengah-tengah out because now it’s getting harder to breathe as I realize it’s over. I stand up before he does then hug and say goodbye just before having our last Ciuman for now. I tell him I will see him on the hari I leave. As I walk away I feel like I don’t want to leave him; but I know I have to if I don’t want anyone else to get hurt. Even though I was the one to break him; it was my zamrud, emerald eyes that tore him apart.
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