So. For those of anda who missed the last chapter... I'll sum it up for you: Noah went to a club where Francis sings at, Francis and him started talking and Francis was being unusually sweet and telling Noah that it's okay that he's gay. The chapter ended with Francis Singing a song (Lost in anda sejak Three Days Grace) which he dedicated to Noah, and the two of them kiss.
This is NOT a story for those who are against mature matters such as mentions of sex atau swearing, there's A LOT.
It's short. But that's okay.
Enjoy!
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Noah's POV
“Oh. My. God.” I panted.
I never thought my story of how I Lost my virginity would be anything like this. I was always expecting losing it to someone I loved with all my heart, not some perverted teenage boy who can sing really well.
Francis laughed to himself, “Well it’s about fucking time. I never knew anda would be so easy.”
“I can’t believe I just Lost my virginity to you. I can’t believe I just helped anda cheat, I can’t believe I just cheated on Nicole…”
“Everyone knows she was just your beard anyways.”
“Beard?” I questioned.
“It’s a person a gay man atau woman dates to cover up the fact they’re gay.”
I rolled my eyes, “I’ve told anda before, I’m not gay.”
“Really?” Francis raised an eyebrow. “Because the fact that you’re lying in katil half-naked seterusnya to another guy seems to point in the other direction.”
“I should’ve known anda were full of shit!” I hissed while climbing out of the hotel katil and pulling on my pants. “All that stuff anda told me, I should’ve known it was just some gimmick.”
“Come on babe,” Francis chuckled, “It was clever. And it wasn’t even a lie,”
“God, you’re such a pig!” I retorted. “I actually thought maybe you’re a little sweet, but it was just some act to get me to finally sleep with you.”
Francis climbed out of katil and put his hands on my shoulders, “Come on Noah, baby…”
I held up a finger. “Don’t call me that.”
“Very well,” He removed one hand from my shoulder. “I wasn’t lying to you. Nothing good comes from hiding your sexuality. Don’t hide yourself from the world.”
He paused briefly, “Now… I for one am a supporter in making the most of shitty situations. And if you’re going to be a closet gay, I suggest anda enjoy it. I know I wouldn’t be opposed to hopping back into this katil and having some fun.”
I feel like I should want to punch him, atau stab him, atau break his limbs, but instead I don’t know what I feel. God, what is wrong with me?
“What are we gonna do?”
Francis raised an eyebrow towards me. “About what?”
“About this!” I snapped back. “I cheated on Nicole, one of the sweetest people I’ve ever met.”
“And…...?” Francis replied, completely uncaring.
“And it’s the worst thing I’ve ever done! How can anda be so calm with this!? I just cheated on my wonderful, beautiful, incredible girlfriend with a guy who makes me want to cut off my own head!”
“Uh... Thanks?” Francis responded, offended sejak my comment.
“Nicole never learns of this. This never happened. Corey never finds out. Nicole never finds out. We act as if nothing has changed, this was nothing. Deal?”
To my surprise, Francis was angry at this. “What!?”
I looked at him, “Did I do something wrong?”
“You can’t just pretend this was nothing. anda can’t lie and act as if this was some stupid fling.”
I was confused, my eyebrow shot up. “It was just some fling.”
“And here I thought anda were smart…!” Francis hissed back.
I jumped back a few steps, hurt.
“I have been pursuing anda for months, ever since I saw anda sucking Cody’s ear, just trying to make anda see there’s nothing wrong with anda atau your sexuality; and now that I’ve finally hooked up with you, you’re going to lie and pretend it meant nothing, when anda know it meant a hell of a lot to both of us.”
I looked at him, his eyes angry and enraged. “Look; I Cinta Nicole, and I’m dating her, and anda need to accept that.”
I left right then and there, not saying another word to Francis… the worst thing was though, I’m pretty sure he was right.
This is NOT a story for those who are against mature matters such as mentions of sex atau swearing, there's A LOT.
It's short. But that's okay.
Enjoy!
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Noah's POV
“Oh. My. God.” I panted.
I never thought my story of how I Lost my virginity would be anything like this. I was always expecting losing it to someone I loved with all my heart, not some perverted teenage boy who can sing really well.
Francis laughed to himself, “Well it’s about fucking time. I never knew anda would be so easy.”
“I can’t believe I just Lost my virginity to you. I can’t believe I just helped anda cheat, I can’t believe I just cheated on Nicole…”
“Everyone knows she was just your beard anyways.”
“Beard?” I questioned.
“It’s a person a gay man atau woman dates to cover up the fact they’re gay.”
I rolled my eyes, “I’ve told anda before, I’m not gay.”
“Really?” Francis raised an eyebrow. “Because the fact that you’re lying in katil half-naked seterusnya to another guy seems to point in the other direction.”
“I should’ve known anda were full of shit!” I hissed while climbing out of the hotel katil and pulling on my pants. “All that stuff anda told me, I should’ve known it was just some gimmick.”
“Come on babe,” Francis chuckled, “It was clever. And it wasn’t even a lie,”
“God, you’re such a pig!” I retorted. “I actually thought maybe you’re a little sweet, but it was just some act to get me to finally sleep with you.”
Francis climbed out of katil and put his hands on my shoulders, “Come on Noah, baby…”
I held up a finger. “Don’t call me that.”
“Very well,” He removed one hand from my shoulder. “I wasn’t lying to you. Nothing good comes from hiding your sexuality. Don’t hide yourself from the world.”
He paused briefly, “Now… I for one am a supporter in making the most of shitty situations. And if you’re going to be a closet gay, I suggest anda enjoy it. I know I wouldn’t be opposed to hopping back into this katil and having some fun.”
I feel like I should want to punch him, atau stab him, atau break his limbs, but instead I don’t know what I feel. God, what is wrong with me?
“What are we gonna do?”
Francis raised an eyebrow towards me. “About what?”
“About this!” I snapped back. “I cheated on Nicole, one of the sweetest people I’ve ever met.”
“And…...?” Francis replied, completely uncaring.
“And it’s the worst thing I’ve ever done! How can anda be so calm with this!? I just cheated on my wonderful, beautiful, incredible girlfriend with a guy who makes me want to cut off my own head!”
“Uh... Thanks?” Francis responded, offended sejak my comment.
“Nicole never learns of this. This never happened. Corey never finds out. Nicole never finds out. We act as if nothing has changed, this was nothing. Deal?”
To my surprise, Francis was angry at this. “What!?”
I looked at him, “Did I do something wrong?”
“You can’t just pretend this was nothing. anda can’t lie and act as if this was some stupid fling.”
I was confused, my eyebrow shot up. “It was just some fling.”
“And here I thought anda were smart…!” Francis hissed back.
I jumped back a few steps, hurt.
“I have been pursuing anda for months, ever since I saw anda sucking Cody’s ear, just trying to make anda see there’s nothing wrong with anda atau your sexuality; and now that I’ve finally hooked up with you, you’re going to lie and pretend it meant nothing, when anda know it meant a hell of a lot to both of us.”
I looked at him, his eyes angry and enraged. “Look; I Cinta Nicole, and I’m dating her, and anda need to accept that.”
I left right then and there, not saying another word to Francis… the worst thing was though, I’m pretty sure he was right.
