Edward’s POV. I wrote this because bitten_byedward asked me to and also because I think anda guys want to know what Edward was thinking when he left. It’s basically just a rambling of what Edward’s thinking. Incoherent thought and nonsensical rambling. Nothing amazing.
I gripped the steering wheel tightly with one hand and with the other I pinched the bridge of my nose. How could she take his side? A guy she’s barely met twice and she’s choosing him over me! I wanted to go back there and rip his throat out but I contained my anger. I would only upset Kayla if I killed Mitchell. But he deserved to die. I think he did at least. The little snippets of rage and revenge that he let slip in his mind. I didn’t exactly see who the rage and revenge were for because I was trying so hard not to read his mind. Kayla thought it impolite of me to listen to other people’s private thoughts. She never went into someone’s mind unless necessary. She had it easy. She could choose to read someone’s mind and she could easily back out too but I couldn’t. If only she would have read Mitchell’s mind she would have seen what an evil person he was. Evil is too strong a word. I guess it is jealousy like Kayla said. But didn’t I have a right to be jealous? Kayla is being literally dazzled sejak another person. Only I could do that. How easily had I distracted her to get her utama when she wouldn’t leave ‘George’ alone? One Ciuman and she was mine. Sometimes it is only one look into my eyes and she goes weak at the knees. That’s one of the things I Cinta about her. She only reacts like that to me. And then in walks Mitchell with his blonde hair and blue eyes and she forgets her own name! An image of Kayla’s beautiful face confused, her green eyes clouded with doubt, entered my mind. She tried to say it was Mitchell’s apparent good looks but I knew it was something deeper. And I think I found what it was. I looked Mitchell directly in the eyes and he told me to go upstairs and I almost did. I felt my body moving to obey him but when I realised what I was doing I stopped. I stopped my body moving and that’s when it clicked. How he had gotten in Kayla’s house, how she was behaving like that. It wasn’t Mitchell’s good looks, it was Mitchell himself. I didn’t know how but it was like he could hypnotise people with his eyes. Was he an Azdi like Kayla? I didn’t know of any other race of people like Kayla. I don’t think even she knows if there is another race like her. If only she would speak to Charlie lebih about her heritage. It was be fascinating to hear. She doesn’t like to think about her Azdi heritage anymore. Ever since Jared bit her she feels like she isn’t one of them anymore. Carlisle has told her time and time again that he doesn’t know for sure what the venom will do to her and he can only guess. He says that it won’t age her but I know for certain that she does look lebih like a seventeen tahun old than a sixteen tahun old. Carlisle thinks that the venom will let her body age until she stops growing at eighteen. I couldn’t care less when she stops ageing as long as she is healthy and alive.
I needed to see Carlisle to speak to him about this. I needed his help. I was at my house now and I parked my car in the driveway and not in the garaj because I was intending to go back to see Kayla soon. I knew that her hati, tengah-tengah would be breaking because I left her.
“Where’s Carlisle?” I asked as soon as I was in the living-room. Only Jasper and Emmett were there.
“Are anda ok Edward?” Jasper asked me. He could feel the anger and fear that pounded through my body. Emmett looked at Jasper and then at me. He knew Jasper could feel something from me.
“Yeah, anda ok, Edward?” Emmett asked. “You look kinda pale.”
I ignored his ‘witty’ remark and spoke only to Jasper who knew I was panicking.
“I need Carlisle, where is he?”
“He was called into the hospital,” Jasper answered. “Big emergency. A six car pile up apparently. hei calm down, don’t panic, anda can see him later. I thought anda were supposed to be at Kayla’s revising? Oh, anda and Kayla had another argument. A really big argument.”
Jasper was responding to all the emotions that were radiating off me and he could feel. It was amazing how he could have a conversation with me just through my emotions.
“Edward, are anda secretly freaking out and only Jasper can tell?”
Emmett was annoyed with the one way conversation that he couldn’t sertai in with.
“What happened between anda and Kayla?” Jasper asked. “It isn’t something stupid again, is it? I mean, last time it was because anda didn’t want her to buy anda that baju and she wanted to get anda something because you’re always buying her.”
“No, it isn’t something stupid.” I was slightly annoyed that Jasper would think it was something stupid. Not all of mine and Kayla’s arguments are stupid. Some are, yes, but not all. “This is serious.”
“What’s up, Eddie?” Emmett grinned. “She falling for another guy? I bet he’s human, that would get anda angry, wouldn’t it?”
Emmett laughed and I snarled at him. This wasn’t a laughing matter. Kayla was falling for someone else but it wasn’t through her own will. And he definitely wasn’t human.
“Jesus! She is falling for someone else!” Emmett was astounded that he got something right for once. anda know what they say, when anda put your mind to something.
Jasper eyes went suddenly sad. I think he secretly liked Kayla, after he got over the trying to eat anda part.
“If she is going for someone else,” Jasper berkata slowly. “You know anda can’t interfere. This could be your chance to get your life back. After she goes off with someone else, anda won’t have to entertain her anymore.”
I snarled viciously at Jasper to tunjuk that I wasn’t just ‘entertaining’ Kayla. I truly loved her and I couldn’t envision my life without her. If she were to leave me for someone else and she didn’t want me back then I suppose I couldn’t go on living. But as long as she needed me I would be here. And she needed me now.
“I was just saying,” Jasper said, quickly. “I didn’t really mean it. Calm down, your making me all angry now.”
“Sorry,” I said, looking down at my shoes. “I just don’t know what to do.”
“You’ll have to fight for her bro.” Emmett always thought violence was the way to solve a problem. “Get the guy and have it out with him. The winner gets the girl.”
“If I could I would, Emmett, believe me but it would only upset her. The guy has her under a spell, literally.”
“What do anda mean?” Jasper and Emmett asked together.
“It’s like he has her hypnotise. She is dazzled sejak him, just like she is with me. All of anda have seen how she is with me. I only have to look at her and she’ll follow me anywhere. She’s exactly like that with him. He even made her forget her own name.”
“Is he a vampire?” Jasper asked.
“Coz if he is we’ll get him.” Emmett smashed a fist into his open palm. “No one hits on our brother’s girl.”
“He’s not a vampire and I’m sure he’s not human. It’s his eyes. He almost had me obeying him but I managed to get control of my body.”
“Kayla isn’t stupid, Edward, she’ll see him for what he really is. Give her time to get over his dazzling qualities. Wait til she sees his ugly side.”
Jasper’s reassuring words did nothing to help me. It only made me feel worse. Would Kayla really see Mitchell for what he really was? Would she get over his dazzling qualities? Would she ever see an ugly side of him?
I gripped the steering wheel tightly with one hand and with the other I pinched the bridge of my nose. How could she take his side? A guy she’s barely met twice and she’s choosing him over me! I wanted to go back there and rip his throat out but I contained my anger. I would only upset Kayla if I killed Mitchell. But he deserved to die. I think he did at least. The little snippets of rage and revenge that he let slip in his mind. I didn’t exactly see who the rage and revenge were for because I was trying so hard not to read his mind. Kayla thought it impolite of me to listen to other people’s private thoughts. She never went into someone’s mind unless necessary. She had it easy. She could choose to read someone’s mind and she could easily back out too but I couldn’t. If only she would have read Mitchell’s mind she would have seen what an evil person he was. Evil is too strong a word. I guess it is jealousy like Kayla said. But didn’t I have a right to be jealous? Kayla is being literally dazzled sejak another person. Only I could do that. How easily had I distracted her to get her utama when she wouldn’t leave ‘George’ alone? One Ciuman and she was mine. Sometimes it is only one look into my eyes and she goes weak at the knees. That’s one of the things I Cinta about her. She only reacts like that to me. And then in walks Mitchell with his blonde hair and blue eyes and she forgets her own name! An image of Kayla’s beautiful face confused, her green eyes clouded with doubt, entered my mind. She tried to say it was Mitchell’s apparent good looks but I knew it was something deeper. And I think I found what it was. I looked Mitchell directly in the eyes and he told me to go upstairs and I almost did. I felt my body moving to obey him but when I realised what I was doing I stopped. I stopped my body moving and that’s when it clicked. How he had gotten in Kayla’s house, how she was behaving like that. It wasn’t Mitchell’s good looks, it was Mitchell himself. I didn’t know how but it was like he could hypnotise people with his eyes. Was he an Azdi like Kayla? I didn’t know of any other race of people like Kayla. I don’t think even she knows if there is another race like her. If only she would speak to Charlie lebih about her heritage. It was be fascinating to hear. She doesn’t like to think about her Azdi heritage anymore. Ever since Jared bit her she feels like she isn’t one of them anymore. Carlisle has told her time and time again that he doesn’t know for sure what the venom will do to her and he can only guess. He says that it won’t age her but I know for certain that she does look lebih like a seventeen tahun old than a sixteen tahun old. Carlisle thinks that the venom will let her body age until she stops growing at eighteen. I couldn’t care less when she stops ageing as long as she is healthy and alive.
I needed to see Carlisle to speak to him about this. I needed his help. I was at my house now and I parked my car in the driveway and not in the garaj because I was intending to go back to see Kayla soon. I knew that her hati, tengah-tengah would be breaking because I left her.
“Where’s Carlisle?” I asked as soon as I was in the living-room. Only Jasper and Emmett were there.
“Are anda ok Edward?” Jasper asked me. He could feel the anger and fear that pounded through my body. Emmett looked at Jasper and then at me. He knew Jasper could feel something from me.
“Yeah, anda ok, Edward?” Emmett asked. “You look kinda pale.”
I ignored his ‘witty’ remark and spoke only to Jasper who knew I was panicking.
“I need Carlisle, where is he?”
“He was called into the hospital,” Jasper answered. “Big emergency. A six car pile up apparently. hei calm down, don’t panic, anda can see him later. I thought anda were supposed to be at Kayla’s revising? Oh, anda and Kayla had another argument. A really big argument.”
Jasper was responding to all the emotions that were radiating off me and he could feel. It was amazing how he could have a conversation with me just through my emotions.
“Edward, are anda secretly freaking out and only Jasper can tell?”
Emmett was annoyed with the one way conversation that he couldn’t sertai in with.
“What happened between anda and Kayla?” Jasper asked. “It isn’t something stupid again, is it? I mean, last time it was because anda didn’t want her to buy anda that baju and she wanted to get anda something because you’re always buying her.”
“No, it isn’t something stupid.” I was slightly annoyed that Jasper would think it was something stupid. Not all of mine and Kayla’s arguments are stupid. Some are, yes, but not all. “This is serious.”
“What’s up, Eddie?” Emmett grinned. “She falling for another guy? I bet he’s human, that would get anda angry, wouldn’t it?”
Emmett laughed and I snarled at him. This wasn’t a laughing matter. Kayla was falling for someone else but it wasn’t through her own will. And he definitely wasn’t human.
“Jesus! She is falling for someone else!” Emmett was astounded that he got something right for once. anda know what they say, when anda put your mind to something.
Jasper eyes went suddenly sad. I think he secretly liked Kayla, after he got over the trying to eat anda part.
“If she is going for someone else,” Jasper berkata slowly. “You know anda can’t interfere. This could be your chance to get your life back. After she goes off with someone else, anda won’t have to entertain her anymore.”
I snarled viciously at Jasper to tunjuk that I wasn’t just ‘entertaining’ Kayla. I truly loved her and I couldn’t envision my life without her. If she were to leave me for someone else and she didn’t want me back then I suppose I couldn’t go on living. But as long as she needed me I would be here. And she needed me now.
“I was just saying,” Jasper said, quickly. “I didn’t really mean it. Calm down, your making me all angry now.”
“Sorry,” I said, looking down at my shoes. “I just don’t know what to do.”
“You’ll have to fight for her bro.” Emmett always thought violence was the way to solve a problem. “Get the guy and have it out with him. The winner gets the girl.”
“If I could I would, Emmett, believe me but it would only upset her. The guy has her under a spell, literally.”
“What do anda mean?” Jasper and Emmett asked together.
“It’s like he has her hypnotise. She is dazzled sejak him, just like she is with me. All of anda have seen how she is with me. I only have to look at her and she’ll follow me anywhere. She’s exactly like that with him. He even made her forget her own name.”
“Is he a vampire?” Jasper asked.
“Coz if he is we’ll get him.” Emmett smashed a fist into his open palm. “No one hits on our brother’s girl.”
“He’s not a vampire and I’m sure he’s not human. It’s his eyes. He almost had me obeying him but I managed to get control of my body.”
“Kayla isn’t stupid, Edward, she’ll see him for what he really is. Give her time to get over his dazzling qualities. Wait til she sees his ugly side.”
Jasper’s reassuring words did nothing to help me. It only made me feel worse. Would Kayla really see Mitchell for what he really was? Would she get over his dazzling qualities? Would she ever see an ugly side of him?
An innocent child in New Orleans
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no Cinta in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no Cinta in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
It's all hats off now, all drum rolls and applause
sejak slight of the hand anda will turn them into dust
A face to face anda will lead them sejak the fall
A track fiend and the saw dust
You're allowed to stare it out
It’s all good luck charms
All trying to understand
Indeed inside me will always hope for worse
anda say anda keep them close by
They're closer than anda think
A track fiend and the saw dust
You're allowed to stare it out
seterusnya spring will bring anda back again
You'll sigh and crack the whip for us
And maybe anda will be the one
Who'll draw the line in the sand
For us to crawl
It's all past bats now
All painting gorgeous time
And maybe when the night comes
You'll open up the cage
You'll open up the cage
sejak slight of the hand anda will turn them into dust
A face to face anda will lead them sejak the fall
A track fiend and the saw dust
You're allowed to stare it out
It’s all good luck charms
All trying to understand
Indeed inside me will always hope for worse
anda say anda keep them close by
They're closer than anda think
A track fiend and the saw dust
You're allowed to stare it out
seterusnya spring will bring anda back again
You'll sigh and crack the whip for us
And maybe anda will be the one
Who'll draw the line in the sand
For us to crawl
It's all past bats now
All painting gorgeous time
And maybe when the night comes
You'll open up the cage
You'll open up the cage
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Cinta I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take anda out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Cinta I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Cinta I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Cinta I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take anda out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Cinta I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Cinta I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
I think I know what’s on your mind
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything anda want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything anda want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
Situations are critical
anda got to look first before anda go
If anda wasn’t too sure then now anda know
The situations are critical
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
The monsters are buried down deep inside
anda never know when they’re satisfied
Buried down deep where the sun don’t shine
The monsters are buried down deep inside but
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
You’re wasting away, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
Oh wait, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
You’re wasting away, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness
anda got to look first before anda go
If anda wasn’t too sure then now anda know
The situations are critical
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
The monsters are buried down deep inside
anda never know when they’re satisfied
Buried down deep where the sun don’t shine
The monsters are buried down deep inside but
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
You’re wasting away, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
Oh wait, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
You’re wasting away, ok, you’ve got to look before anda go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness
Up with your turret
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what anda won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
anda barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let anda talk me
Won’t let anda talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what anda won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
anda barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let anda talk me
Won’t let anda talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
Ah, ah, ah ,ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
I seek anda out
Flay anda alive
One lebih word and anda won’t survive
And I’m not scared of your stolen power
See right through anda any hour
I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for anda to gain
I’m taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace
I won’t soothe your pain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I won’t ease your strain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
You’ll be waiting in vain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I got nothing for anda to gain
Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze
And just in time
In the right place
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
I seek anda out
Flay anda alive
One lebih word and anda won’t survive
And I’m not scared of your stolen power
See right through anda any hour
I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for anda to gain
I’m taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace
I won’t soothe your pain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I won’t ease your strain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
You’ll be waiting in vain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I got nothing for anda to gain
Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze
And just in time
In the right place
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
When the thorn belukar, bush turns white that’s when I’ll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back utama with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As anda watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear anda calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come utama how will I ever leave
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back utama with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As anda watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear anda calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come utama how will I ever leave
HELLO EVERY ONE!! This artikel is about the 1st part of breaking dawn the movie, if anda have NOT read the book then do not read any further.
They have perpecahan, berpecah it into 2 parts the first part is when Edward and Bella get married and when she figures out that she became pregnant.
The saat part is ALL about Jacob and how he feels when he figures out how Bella is prego with a cute devil child! (Or a bloodsucker/human) It is going to be the best movie in the whole world!!!
Well CHOW until seterusnya week on Monday
MOOSH!!!! <3
They have perpecahan, berpecah it into 2 parts the first part is when Edward and Bella get married and when she figures out that she became pregnant.
The saat part is ALL about Jacob and how he feels when he figures out how Bella is prego with a cute devil child! (Or a bloodsucker/human) It is going to be the best movie in the whole world!!!
Well CHOW until seterusnya week on Monday
MOOSH!!!! <3