This one is a long one :D enjoy
Bella's pov
I was running back utama when I suddenly stopped again, there it was again that feeling of being sick. I wanted to throw up but I can’t. It wasn’t far anymore to my house, to Jake and Renesmee, so I start walking and thinking at the same time
*Why am I feeling sick like this?
*Why do I have the feeling I want to throw up?
*what’s going on with me?
Than it just hit me, “I can’t get pregnant, can I”, I berkata in a whisper and panicking voice. No it’s not possible I start thinking again, Vampires don’t get pregnant, Carlisle mentioned it once, that vampire girls can’t make children anymore, so it’s impossible to get pregnant, maybe I’m just imagining things starting to cheer myself up. I looked up and I noticed that I was at my house I looked at my watch
“OMG I’m so late, I whispered,” I walked 30 minit and didn’t even noticed it and I told Jake I would be there in 10.”
I walked to the door and went inside.
“Jake, Renesmee” I’m sorry I’m late” I yelled, but I didn’t see them anywhere, I walked closer into my living room and I jumped when I heard Emmett, Rose, Alice, Jasper, Esme, Carlisle, Jake, Renesmee and Edward screaming
“Happy birthday, Bella”
I don’t know what happened seterusnya but everything starts to go black around me, the only thing I heard was all of them calling my name.
I heard Edwards voice in panic
“Bella, honey, wake up, please wake up, Bella, Sweetie”
I felt hands touching my forehead, my hands, my cheeks. So I start opening my eyes
“Edward” I said
I was trying to get up but hands were keeping me down
“I’m okay” I berkata so everyone in the room could here me. “I guess I’m just surprised seeing anda all here. I looked at Edward, but he was still concerned.
“How long have I been out” I asked just looking at Edward
“about 20 minutes” he answered back
I didn’t now what to say so I looked down at my hands, I wanted to avoid all the looks that were pointed at me now.
“Bella” are anda sure you’re fine, he asked me, “Vampires don’t faint anda know” while he was helping me to get up.
I wanted to say yes, but I felt so sick again, worse than the other 2 times. Just In a few saat I was running to the bathroom and I slammed the door. I was throwing up blood in the toilet. “What’s going on with me” I whispered to myself.
“Bella, Bella, are anda okay, can I come in” I heard Edward practically screaming on the other side of the door.
“Just give me a minute” I berkata back. I stood up and looked in the mirror, I look okay, I thought sejak myself. My hand were on my stomach now but it didn’t feel as flat anymore as it always been, I start pulling up my black bahagian, atas that I was wearing at school and looked in the mirror.
I saw that I had a little bump on my stomach, anda didn’t really see it but it was there, I new my body and that wasn’t there before.
“Bella” I heard a concerned and scared voice, it was Edward.
“I’m okay, I think I just ate something wrong” I answered back just starring at the door.
“Edward” I berkata at the door “is Carlisle still there”?
“Yes bella I’m still here” I heard Carlisle say.
“Well I have a soalan actually” I berkata to him. I didn’t even now why I wanted to now but I guess I was starting to get worried
“Are anda a 100% sure Vampires can’t get pregnant” I asked.
I heard everyone talking to each other and it was hard for me to separate them now, so I had no idea what they are saying, but then it just stopped and than I heard Carlisle again.
“Bella, may I come in” he asked very polite
I was just Frozen to the floor but I still mannish to get my feet moving towards the door and opened it, so Carlisle could come in.
Edward tried to get in too, but Carlisle stopped him
“Edward, stay with the others, we’ll be right back” he berkata and he closed the door. I knew I heard a growl on the other side, but I didn’t gave it any attention.
Carlisle just looked at me and I looked at him
“What were anda all talking about” I berkata with a demanding but sensitive voice
“We were all euhm I don’t really know how to say this gentile, but we were all kind of shocked that anda asked that question” he berkata strong but caring
“We never heard of a vampire getting pregnant before so we automatically assumed that it wasn’t possible” he still berkata In a caring way
“Why do anda think it’s possible” he asked me
“I don’t know, I think, maybe I’m just imagining thing” I told him.
“What do anda mean imagining things” he berkata confused
But I didn’t answer that question, my thought were everywhere and nowhere, I’m feeling confused, I don’t know what was wrong with me, suddenly my thought were interrupted
“Bella when was the first time anda start to feel sick” he asked me as a doctor now
“Euhm well, when Edward and I came back from school and we were running to your house” I said
“hmm” he only berkata “Did anda throw up before” he asked me again
“No, this was the first time” I answered back
“hmm” he berkata again
“Bella, when was the last time anda and Edward…” he start to ask, but I interrupted him abruptly so he couldn’t finish that sentence and berkata Yesterday, before going to school and the other time before was 7 days ago.
“What do anda think is wrong with me” I berkata panicking and looking at Carlisle
“I don’t now yet, Bella” perhaps anda should come to my house and I’ll examine anda further there, he berkata even confused as I was feeling.
Carlisle got up and walked to the door,
“ are anda coming” he asked
“I’ll be right there” I berkata starring at him
“It’s gonna be alright Bella” he berkata I nodded quietly and he walked thru the door.
I start brushing my teeth because I still tasted the blood I throw up. When I finished I took a deep breath and walked thru the door, everyone was still there, looking at me now. Except Renesmee, she came running to me
“Mommie, Mommie” I grabbed her and pulled her up
“Bella honey, anda should pick her up, you’re not well” Edward berkata worrying.
“I’m fine, Edward really” and I put Renesmee back on the ground.
Edward came to me now and hold me tight in his arms, I hugged him back and than we let go of each other and he gave me a Ciuman on my forehead
“Are anda sure?” he asked me concerned
“yes I’m feeling a little better now” I answered back
“Carlisle is going to run some test, to find out what’s wrong with me” I berkata to Edward and I looked at him briefly because his eyes were menunjukkan his pain he was going thru, what he’s feeling right now.
Carlisle start talking to everyone
“Alice get my keys” Bella are anda ready” he asked me
“yes I’m ready to go” I answered back and I let go of Edward's hand, but he didn’t let go, he only grabbed it even tighter
“I’m coming with you” he berkata strong
I smiled at him I was glad that he’s coming with me. And we walked to Carlisle’s car.
Bella's pov
I was running back utama when I suddenly stopped again, there it was again that feeling of being sick. I wanted to throw up but I can’t. It wasn’t far anymore to my house, to Jake and Renesmee, so I start walking and thinking at the same time
*Why am I feeling sick like this?
*Why do I have the feeling I want to throw up?
*what’s going on with me?
Than it just hit me, “I can’t get pregnant, can I”, I berkata in a whisper and panicking voice. No it’s not possible I start thinking again, Vampires don’t get pregnant, Carlisle mentioned it once, that vampire girls can’t make children anymore, so it’s impossible to get pregnant, maybe I’m just imagining things starting to cheer myself up. I looked up and I noticed that I was at my house I looked at my watch
“OMG I’m so late, I whispered,” I walked 30 minit and didn’t even noticed it and I told Jake I would be there in 10.”
I walked to the door and went inside.
“Jake, Renesmee” I’m sorry I’m late” I yelled, but I didn’t see them anywhere, I walked closer into my living room and I jumped when I heard Emmett, Rose, Alice, Jasper, Esme, Carlisle, Jake, Renesmee and Edward screaming
“Happy birthday, Bella”
I don’t know what happened seterusnya but everything starts to go black around me, the only thing I heard was all of them calling my name.
I heard Edwards voice in panic
“Bella, honey, wake up, please wake up, Bella, Sweetie”
I felt hands touching my forehead, my hands, my cheeks. So I start opening my eyes
“Edward” I said
I was trying to get up but hands were keeping me down
“I’m okay” I berkata so everyone in the room could here me. “I guess I’m just surprised seeing anda all here. I looked at Edward, but he was still concerned.
“How long have I been out” I asked just looking at Edward
“about 20 minutes” he answered back
I didn’t now what to say so I looked down at my hands, I wanted to avoid all the looks that were pointed at me now.
“Bella” are anda sure you’re fine, he asked me, “Vampires don’t faint anda know” while he was helping me to get up.
I wanted to say yes, but I felt so sick again, worse than the other 2 times. Just In a few saat I was running to the bathroom and I slammed the door. I was throwing up blood in the toilet. “What’s going on with me” I whispered to myself.
“Bella, Bella, are anda okay, can I come in” I heard Edward practically screaming on the other side of the door.
“Just give me a minute” I berkata back. I stood up and looked in the mirror, I look okay, I thought sejak myself. My hand were on my stomach now but it didn’t feel as flat anymore as it always been, I start pulling up my black bahagian, atas that I was wearing at school and looked in the mirror.
I saw that I had a little bump on my stomach, anda didn’t really see it but it was there, I new my body and that wasn’t there before.
“Bella” I heard a concerned and scared voice, it was Edward.
“I’m okay, I think I just ate something wrong” I answered back just starring at the door.
“Edward” I berkata at the door “is Carlisle still there”?
“Yes bella I’m still here” I heard Carlisle say.
“Well I have a soalan actually” I berkata to him. I didn’t even now why I wanted to now but I guess I was starting to get worried
“Are anda a 100% sure Vampires can’t get pregnant” I asked.
I heard everyone talking to each other and it was hard for me to separate them now, so I had no idea what they are saying, but then it just stopped and than I heard Carlisle again.
“Bella, may I come in” he asked very polite
I was just Frozen to the floor but I still mannish to get my feet moving towards the door and opened it, so Carlisle could come in.
Edward tried to get in too, but Carlisle stopped him
“Edward, stay with the others, we’ll be right back” he berkata and he closed the door. I knew I heard a growl on the other side, but I didn’t gave it any attention.
Carlisle just looked at me and I looked at him
“What were anda all talking about” I berkata with a demanding but sensitive voice
“We were all euhm I don’t really know how to say this gentile, but we were all kind of shocked that anda asked that question” he berkata strong but caring
“We never heard of a vampire getting pregnant before so we automatically assumed that it wasn’t possible” he still berkata In a caring way
“Why do anda think it’s possible” he asked me
“I don’t know, I think, maybe I’m just imagining thing” I told him.
“What do anda mean imagining things” he berkata confused
But I didn’t answer that question, my thought were everywhere and nowhere, I’m feeling confused, I don’t know what was wrong with me, suddenly my thought were interrupted
“Bella when was the first time anda start to feel sick” he asked me as a doctor now
“Euhm well, when Edward and I came back from school and we were running to your house” I said
“hmm” he only berkata “Did anda throw up before” he asked me again
“No, this was the first time” I answered back
“hmm” he berkata again
“Bella, when was the last time anda and Edward…” he start to ask, but I interrupted him abruptly so he couldn’t finish that sentence and berkata Yesterday, before going to school and the other time before was 7 days ago.
“What do anda think is wrong with me” I berkata panicking and looking at Carlisle
“I don’t now yet, Bella” perhaps anda should come to my house and I’ll examine anda further there, he berkata even confused as I was feeling.
Carlisle got up and walked to the door,
“ are anda coming” he asked
“I’ll be right there” I berkata starring at him
“It’s gonna be alright Bella” he berkata I nodded quietly and he walked thru the door.
I start brushing my teeth because I still tasted the blood I throw up. When I finished I took a deep breath and walked thru the door, everyone was still there, looking at me now. Except Renesmee, she came running to me
“Mommie, Mommie” I grabbed her and pulled her up
“Bella honey, anda should pick her up, you’re not well” Edward berkata worrying.
“I’m fine, Edward really” and I put Renesmee back on the ground.
Edward came to me now and hold me tight in his arms, I hugged him back and than we let go of each other and he gave me a Ciuman on my forehead
“Are anda sure?” he asked me concerned
“yes I’m feeling a little better now” I answered back
“Carlisle is going to run some test, to find out what’s wrong with me” I berkata to Edward and I looked at him briefly because his eyes were menunjukkan his pain he was going thru, what he’s feeling right now.
Carlisle start talking to everyone
“Alice get my keys” Bella are anda ready” he asked me
“yes I’m ready to go” I answered back and I let go of Edward's hand, but he didn’t let go, he only grabbed it even tighter
“I’m coming with you” he berkata strong
I smiled at him I was glad that he’s coming with me. And we walked to Carlisle’s car.
The Cullens house
Nessie's POV
It was a few minit later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask anda something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do anda think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him sejak the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! Vampires and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! anda may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
Nessie's POV
It was a few minit later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask anda something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do anda think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him sejak the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! Vampires and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! anda may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
People wonder how I feel about being able to predict the future. Is it fun? Is it a curse?
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, bungkus, balut it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, bungkus, balut it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
