I was totally unprepared for what I was about to face. How could I leave my one true Cinta alone so fragile and unprotected, but surly she could stay out of harms way without the Vampires in town. I knew that it would be a while before she actually hinted that I was leaving and I knew that she would cling with every thread of hope. But this was for the best. I think.
I pulled into Charlies spot not wanting to look at the empty house so I spent the few minit it took for Bella's truck to come billowing around the corner, with my love.
Holding her warm hand, I was so attuned to her that I could even hear her hati, tengah-tengah thump around unevenly at my very touch. I imagined the blood rush to her soft cheek and I even tasted her scent a deep freesia on my tongue.
I stepped out to meet her and saw her wary expression watching me. So I took her book bag and lightly threw it in the small cab.
She looked at me with the strangest expression on her face now like she knew what was to come but also a confused look. I saw soalan in her eyes but ignored them.
"Come for a walk with me."
My voice was hard as stone with no emotion whatsoever, but what I was about to do was not exactly cause for celebration. I tried to hide my emotions as best as possible so as not to worry her more. But it was difficult and I hoped she didn't see what slipped through.
I pulled her along through the yard and onto the trail when we stopped the house was still in view.
I stared at her trying to memorize her face. It took all my self control not to stretch my hand out and stroke her warm cheek but this was going to be hard enough.
"Okay lets talk," she said.
I took a deep, long breath to prepare myself for what was to come.
"Bella, we're leaving."
She appeared as if she were preparing for a war, a long war. But in the end I would win. But instead of getting a emas medal I get my destiny taken away from me.
"Why now? Another year-
"Bella, it's time, how much longer could we stay in Forks, after all? Carlisle can barely pass for thirty-three now. We'd have to start over soon regardless."
She stared at me her expression confused, then it became understanding.
"When anda say we-" she whispered.
"I mean my family and myself."
I would never forgive myself for this, not even if I lived for a million years, I would never forget leaving my Bella and I realized she might not either.
"Okay I'll come with you."
"You can't Bella. Where we're going...It's not the right place for you.
"Where anda are is the right place for me."
"I'm no good for you, Bella."
"Don't be ridiculous, you're the very best part of my life."
"My world is not for you."
I saw Jasper snarling at Bella in my head and mentally cringed at the thought. Bella so fragile, so warm, so human. I could picture it now one lone deer standing in a clearing with seven hungry, angry lions circling it closing in for the kill.
I also remembered the hari she almost got squished in between a truck and van. I whole point of this was to keep her selamat, peti deposit keselamatan but what if I had never come into her life. What if it was her deathbed right then and there. What if she needed me just as much as I needed her.
"What happened with Jasper- that was nothing, Edward, Noting!"
Her cry of pain brought me out of my reverie.
"You're right," I agreed.
"It was exactly what was to be expected."
"You promised, In Phoenix, anda promised that anda would stay-"
"As long as that was best for you," I corrected.
"No! This is about my soul isn't it?"
Of course this was about her soul. I remembered seeing my Bella in Alice's head cold, hard as stone standing there with hard red eyes. Taking away a future a family it wasn't right. If anda truly loved someone wouldn't anda want them to be happy, have everything including a soul?
"Carlisle told me about that, and I don't care, Edward. I don't care! anda can have my soul. I don't want it without you- it's yours already!"
I looked down at the cold forest floor and tried to make my face look hard and cold to.
I finitely looked up and berkata the words I had been dreading. For I knew that when I berkata them she would never forgive me even if one hari I did come back and pleaded her forgiveness. Never.
"Bella, I don't want anda to come with me."
I stared at her face, knowing that what I saw there would cause me the most pain.
She paused an I knew I had broken her.
"You...don't...want me?"
I wanted to shout out at her, it's a lie Bella, honey a total lie never could I live without anda but instead I answered.
"No!"
She stared into my eyes trying to look for any glitch in my expression, but there was none to look for, none that she could see anyway.
"Well, that changes things."
I looked away into the trees.
"I'll always Cinta you... in a way. But what happened the other night made me realize that it's time for a change. Because I'm tired of pretending to be something I'm not, Bella. I am not human and I'm sorry for that."
"Don't," she whispered.
"Don't do this."
I just stared at her.
"You're no good for me Bella."
It would never be true no matter how many times I berkata it.
She looked as if she were having a hard time picking the right words to speak.
"If... that's what anda want."
I thought I had successfully mastered lying. But for some reason I couldn't open my mouth to speak so I nodded once.
There was a short pause and she appeared as if she were going to fall over.
"I would like to ask one favor, though, if that's not too much."
I saw the pain and sorrow and the true promise that I knew she would do anything for me and some of my expression slipped through. I composed my face quickly. I didn't want her thinking to much about me. I probably could just go curl up in a corner for the seterusnya decade.
"Anything," she promised.
"Don't do anything reckless atau stupid, do anda understand what I'm saying?" She nodded.
"I'm thinking of Charlie of course. He needs you, take care of yourself- for him."
But it wasn't all for Charlies sake if Bella died while I wasn't there to protect her I have only one idea of what I would do.
Die to.
I knew it was a idiotic plan but what other choice did I have?
She nodded and whispered.
"I will."
"And I'll make anda a promise in return. I promise that this will be the last time you'll see me. I won't come back. I won't put anda through anything like this again. anda can go on with anda life without any lebih interference from me. It will be as if I'd never existed."
Her hati, tengah-tengah thumped faster and I gently smiled down at her.
"Don't worry, you're human- your memory is no lebih than a sieve. Time heals all wounds for anda kind.
"And your memories?"
"Well- I won't forget. But my kind we're easily distracted."
I gently smiled again.
I forced my foot to step back and there was no greater pain then doing so.
"We won't bother anda again," I said.
She looked confused and then I remembered she hadn't known that Alice left.
"Alice isn't coming back," she whispered.
I shook my head while still watching her face.
"No, they're all gone. I stayed behind to tell anda goodbye."
"Alice is gone?" she asked in disbelief.
"She wanted to say goodbye, but I convinced her that a clean break would be better for you."
I hoped are efforts amounted to something I wouldn't want her to ever have to think about this again.
"Goodbye, Bella."
"Wait!"
She reached for me and I locked my hands around her warm wrists and pinned them to her sides. I pressed my lips lightly to her forehead and she closed her eyes.
"Take care of yourself."
She never reopened her eyes and I left running.
15 minit later
I was in Canada before I even began thinking again so I stopped in a field and gazed at the sky. As I lie on the damp grass. All of a sudden a shooting bintang shoots through the sky and when it was gone I closed my eyes and saw Bella behind my lids.
I pulled into Charlies spot not wanting to look at the empty house so I spent the few minit it took for Bella's truck to come billowing around the corner, with my love.
Holding her warm hand, I was so attuned to her that I could even hear her hati, tengah-tengah thump around unevenly at my very touch. I imagined the blood rush to her soft cheek and I even tasted her scent a deep freesia on my tongue.
I stepped out to meet her and saw her wary expression watching me. So I took her book bag and lightly threw it in the small cab.
She looked at me with the strangest expression on her face now like she knew what was to come but also a confused look. I saw soalan in her eyes but ignored them.
"Come for a walk with me."
My voice was hard as stone with no emotion whatsoever, but what I was about to do was not exactly cause for celebration. I tried to hide my emotions as best as possible so as not to worry her more. But it was difficult and I hoped she didn't see what slipped through.
I pulled her along through the yard and onto the trail when we stopped the house was still in view.
I stared at her trying to memorize her face. It took all my self control not to stretch my hand out and stroke her warm cheek but this was going to be hard enough.
"Okay lets talk," she said.
I took a deep, long breath to prepare myself for what was to come.
"Bella, we're leaving."
She appeared as if she were preparing for a war, a long war. But in the end I would win. But instead of getting a emas medal I get my destiny taken away from me.
"Why now? Another year-
"Bella, it's time, how much longer could we stay in Forks, after all? Carlisle can barely pass for thirty-three now. We'd have to start over soon regardless."
She stared at me her expression confused, then it became understanding.
"When anda say we-" she whispered.
"I mean my family and myself."
I would never forgive myself for this, not even if I lived for a million years, I would never forget leaving my Bella and I realized she might not either.
"Okay I'll come with you."
"You can't Bella. Where we're going...It's not the right place for you.
"Where anda are is the right place for me."
"I'm no good for you, Bella."
"Don't be ridiculous, you're the very best part of my life."
"My world is not for you."
I saw Jasper snarling at Bella in my head and mentally cringed at the thought. Bella so fragile, so warm, so human. I could picture it now one lone deer standing in a clearing with seven hungry, angry lions circling it closing in for the kill.
I also remembered the hari she almost got squished in between a truck and van. I whole point of this was to keep her selamat, peti deposit keselamatan but what if I had never come into her life. What if it was her deathbed right then and there. What if she needed me just as much as I needed her.
"What happened with Jasper- that was nothing, Edward, Noting!"
Her cry of pain brought me out of my reverie.
"You're right," I agreed.
"It was exactly what was to be expected."
"You promised, In Phoenix, anda promised that anda would stay-"
"As long as that was best for you," I corrected.
"No! This is about my soul isn't it?"
Of course this was about her soul. I remembered seeing my Bella in Alice's head cold, hard as stone standing there with hard red eyes. Taking away a future a family it wasn't right. If anda truly loved someone wouldn't anda want them to be happy, have everything including a soul?
"Carlisle told me about that, and I don't care, Edward. I don't care! anda can have my soul. I don't want it without you- it's yours already!"
I looked down at the cold forest floor and tried to make my face look hard and cold to.
I finitely looked up and berkata the words I had been dreading. For I knew that when I berkata them she would never forgive me even if one hari I did come back and pleaded her forgiveness. Never.
"Bella, I don't want anda to come with me."
I stared at her face, knowing that what I saw there would cause me the most pain.
She paused an I knew I had broken her.
"You...don't...want me?"
I wanted to shout out at her, it's a lie Bella, honey a total lie never could I live without anda but instead I answered.
"No!"
She stared into my eyes trying to look for any glitch in my expression, but there was none to look for, none that she could see anyway.
"Well, that changes things."
I looked away into the trees.
"I'll always Cinta you... in a way. But what happened the other night made me realize that it's time for a change. Because I'm tired of pretending to be something I'm not, Bella. I am not human and I'm sorry for that."
"Don't," she whispered.
"Don't do this."
I just stared at her.
"You're no good for me Bella."
It would never be true no matter how many times I berkata it.
She looked as if she were having a hard time picking the right words to speak.
"If... that's what anda want."
I thought I had successfully mastered lying. But for some reason I couldn't open my mouth to speak so I nodded once.
There was a short pause and she appeared as if she were going to fall over.
"I would like to ask one favor, though, if that's not too much."
I saw the pain and sorrow and the true promise that I knew she would do anything for me and some of my expression slipped through. I composed my face quickly. I didn't want her thinking to much about me. I probably could just go curl up in a corner for the seterusnya decade.
"Anything," she promised.
"Don't do anything reckless atau stupid, do anda understand what I'm saying?" She nodded.
"I'm thinking of Charlie of course. He needs you, take care of yourself- for him."
But it wasn't all for Charlies sake if Bella died while I wasn't there to protect her I have only one idea of what I would do.
Die to.
I knew it was a idiotic plan but what other choice did I have?
She nodded and whispered.
"I will."
"And I'll make anda a promise in return. I promise that this will be the last time you'll see me. I won't come back. I won't put anda through anything like this again. anda can go on with anda life without any lebih interference from me. It will be as if I'd never existed."
Her hati, tengah-tengah thumped faster and I gently smiled down at her.
"Don't worry, you're human- your memory is no lebih than a sieve. Time heals all wounds for anda kind.
"And your memories?"
"Well- I won't forget. But my kind we're easily distracted."
I gently smiled again.
I forced my foot to step back and there was no greater pain then doing so.
"We won't bother anda again," I said.
She looked confused and then I remembered she hadn't known that Alice left.
"Alice isn't coming back," she whispered.
I shook my head while still watching her face.
"No, they're all gone. I stayed behind to tell anda goodbye."
"Alice is gone?" she asked in disbelief.
"She wanted to say goodbye, but I convinced her that a clean break would be better for you."
I hoped are efforts amounted to something I wouldn't want her to ever have to think about this again.
"Goodbye, Bella."
"Wait!"
She reached for me and I locked my hands around her warm wrists and pinned them to her sides. I pressed my lips lightly to her forehead and she closed her eyes.
"Take care of yourself."
She never reopened her eyes and I left running.
15 minit later
I was in Canada before I even began thinking again so I stopped in a field and gazed at the sky. As I lie on the damp grass. All of a sudden a shooting bintang shoots through the sky and when it was gone I closed my eyes and saw Bella behind my lids.
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Ouch! And ouch again!
Method acting? Vampire-playing Robert Pattinson admits he sometimes slips into character when he's out with the ladies.
"I've been known for a little nibble," he told reporters at the London premiere of his film Twilight.
Mr. Pattinson's co-star, meanwhile, shared one of his less-successful efforts to impress the opposite sex. "He tried to pick me up ... and he pulled his groin," berkata Kristen Stewart, 18. "It was hilarious! He was hurt, but he was laughing."
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Summit Entertainment seizes up the seterusnya three books
LOCATION: Forks, cont.
THE SKINNY: Despite TWILIGHT not even being out in theaters yet, Summit Entertainment knows they have something major on their hands.
The studio has scooped up the rights to the seterusnya three novels in Stephenie Meyer's teen vampire series. Not only that, but TWILIGHT screenwriter Melissa Rosenberg is already planning to write scripts based on the saat and third books, NEW MOON and ECLIPSE. A writer has not yet been attached to the fourth book, BREAKING DAWN.
TWILIGHT, which introduces audiences to the relationship between regular teenage girl, Bella, and a vampire, Edward, will be out in theaters this Friday.
OK EVERYONE IS LIKE TOTALLY HEAD OVER HEALS FOR EDWARD AND WHEN ALL COMES DOWN TO THE FACTS EDWARD JUST LEFT HER WITHOUTH THE APPROPRATE GOODBYE. JACOB WHOS WAS THERE FOR HER ALL THOSES MONTHS EDWARD WAS GONE. THE PROTECTED HER AND LET HER IN ON HIS WEREWOLF SECRET WHILE MAINTAINIGN A REALATIONSHIP WITH HER EVEN THOUGH HIS serigala, wolf PACHK berkata NO. THATS TELLS ALOT ABOUT WHAT KIND OF FRIEND JACOB IS AND THEN OUT OF NOWHERE EDWARD COMES BACK INTO HER LIFE.WAT A LOOSER. AND THEN BECAUSE OF THE TREATY ITS LIEK EDWARD EXPECTS BELLA TO JUST STOP BEING JACOBS FRIEND. EDWARD JUST NEEDS TO TRUST BELLA I MEAN WATS CHANGES NOW SHES KNOWN HIS SECRET SINCE BEFORE EDWARD CAME BACK AND THEN SOME.
Bella: How old have anda been 17?
Edward: A while.
Bella: How long is a while?
Yesterday when I started re-reading twilight i noticed that Bella asks Edward that questiion when she goes out to makan malam, majlis makan malam with him...
But in the first trailer she says it to him in the woods.
Right now i am worried that the movie isn't going to be as good as the book. If anda compare the trailer to the book i bet anda will find much lebih of messed up scenes.
Please leave me acomment on what anda think about this.... because I am kind of pissed that Stephanie would allow the director to change everything...
Well anda know maybe im speaking to soon with out seeing the movie....but thats what I think.
Edward: A while.
Bella: How long is a while?
Yesterday when I started re-reading twilight i noticed that Bella asks Edward that questiion when she goes out to makan malam, majlis makan malam with him...
But in the first trailer she says it to him in the woods.
Right now i am worried that the movie isn't going to be as good as the book. If anda compare the trailer to the book i bet anda will find much lebih of messed up scenes.
Please leave me acomment on what anda think about this.... because I am kind of pissed that Stephanie would allow the director to change everything...
Well anda know maybe im speaking to soon with out seeing the movie....but thats what I think.