I swore up and down that I wasn't going to write any stories tonight. I thought I should take a night off...and well, here I am...sad huh? :)
Just kidding, thanks for the support!!!
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"Mr. and Mrs. Brandon I would like to speek with anda in private. Susan, could anda please take the girls out to the pond, atau the maze while I speak to their parents." He asked the receptionist.
"Yes Dr. G." Susan berkata
She reached her hands out so that we could take her hands, I wasn't sure I wanted to this but Cynthia grabbed on right away and I knew I had to go to protect her if nothing else.
Oh no, it's time for katil checks again. Please be patient, this is my best therapy and the way that G talks I will make it out of here soon...one way atau another. Whatever that means."
That was the end of the entry, I put the book down on the rock seterusnya to me and looked out over the mountains that surrounded me.
I was enjoying the scnene when I heard someone running in my direction. I closed my eyes to see who it would be and was shocked to see that it was everyone.
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I took the book and put it inside my jacket. I closed my eyes and began to stare out at the scenery again.
I knew it would be just a saat before my family came around the corner, but I thought it would be fun to play dumb.
I sat on the bluff swinging my feet when everyone came running around the corner. I turned my head and looked back at everyone, suprise menunjukkan on my face.
"What's going on?" I asked inocently.
"You disappeared, we thought anda went hunting, but it was hours ago." Esme berkata coming over and wrapping her arms around me.
"Oh Esme, I'm sorry. I Lost track of the time." I berkata as I hugged her back.
Carlisle came over and bent down so that he was on my eye level.
"You know the rules, anda have to tell someone." He berkata sternly, but winked at me at the end.
I smiled up at him and looked around at everyone else. Rosalie was glaring at me, I wasn't sure what that was all about but I'm sure I would find out. Emmett was looking around bored, no big shock with that one. Edward was smirking at me, I knew that he knew what I just read. He knew what I was doing up here, and that I had just read another entry. He wasn't going to give me a hard time, he was very understanding. Jasper was the last that I saw, he walked over and sat seterusnya to me. I smiled up at him and put my head on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry everyone, I know that I made anda worry. I didn't mean to, I just wanted to be alone for a while, and I found this place and it's so beautiful." I said.
There was a moment of silence, when I had a thought.
"I need to talk to Edward and Jasper please. I have something private...that they will understand. I mean no offense, please be understanding of my needs." I berkata pleedingly.
Carlisle smiled at me and stood up looking at the rest of the family. He motioned for everyone to leave, took Esme's hand and turned back to look over his shoulder.
"Don't be too long, we need to have a campfire still." He berkata smiling.
We all nodded and I giggled as I heard Rose grumble about having to actually stay the night in the tent.
When everyone was gone I turned to Edward and Jasper. I explained to them how I came up here to get away and also to read this. I took the journal out and put it on the rock infront of me.
"Alice, anda should have berkata something, I would have come with you." Jasper berkata as he put his head on mine.
"I know Jazz, I just needed to do this one alone. I wanted to know, I didn't think I could go too long without Membaca it. I'm finally getting everything back, I am filling in the area where nothing was before.
Edward walked over and sat down infront of me, he took the book and found the spot where I left off.
"Do anda want to do another chapter? We have a while before Calisle will come back for us." He said.
"I would Cinta it if anda and Jasper would stay, I know that the end is near....or somehow I know." I berkata as I shrugged my shoulders.
"Could anda please Edward?" I asked quietly.
"Anything for you." He thought and I smiled back at him.
"Ok this one is dated April 28th." He berkata as he cleared his throat unnecessarily.
"I am getting lebih freedom, they let me go outside today. That was the first time since...well since...well. Ok I don't remember really, but it was a lot of fun and very overdue. Now where was I?
Cynthia and I walked out the doors, each holding a hand of the receptionist Susan.
We walked down a stone path across a small field and towards a small pond where a family of ducks were swimming happily.
"Ohhhh look Mary!!" Cynthia berkata as she took off running down the bukit to the pond.
I smiled and took off after her, I grabbed her hand as she got to the edge. She was so excited that I think she would have ran into the water if I wouldn't have stopped her.
We sat on the edge and watched the ducks swim around and the Bayi follow. It was so cute, it was such a happy moment that I forgot that my parents were meeting with the doctor.
When we got bored watching the ducks Susan took our hands again and lead us back around the field to a hedge that was perpecahan, berpecah and had a metal arch between two places.
"Ok girls, here is the maze. What anda want to do is go in here, and try to find your way out the other side. I will be waiting on the other side when anda finish. If anda get Lost atau need help just yell and I will come help." She berkata with a big smile.
Cynthia and I ran into the maze as fast as we could, we couldn't see anything but green all around us and the sky above. We ran and tried diffrent directions, running into dead ends a few times. It seemed like we were in there forever when we heard Susan humming and knew the direction that we had to go.
We ran out of the maze and fell on the ground out of breath and laughing at eachother.
We lay there for a while not moving until we heard voices heading in our direction. I rolled over onto my stomach and looked to see Dr. Gordon, Mother and Father heading down the bukit towards us. They all looked happy, and I thought that was a good sign.
"Mary, I have had a long conversation with your parents." Dr. Gordon said.
"Yes, we think we know how to help anda with you...*ahem*....problem" My Father said.
I suddenly loss all joy and happy things that I had found today. I took a deep breath and blew it out rather loudly.
"Mary, would anda like to stay here?" Dr. G asked as he sat on the ground across from me.
"No sir. I would not like to stay thank you, I would like to go utama please." I said.
"Mary, I think anda misunderstood. anda WILL be staying here. They have treatments that the doctor thinks could help you." My father berkata as he stood seterusnya to my mother.
I suddenly started crying, I knew that my vision was coming true. I was going to be left here, I was going to get whatever these "treatments" were that this doctor had convinced my parents were necessary.
I wanted to get up and run, but I knew that I wouldn't be able to get away. I crawled over to my parents and knelt at their feet.
"I promise to be good, please please please don't leave me." I sobbed.
I buried my head into their knees and I felt my mother begin to reach for me. For some reason her hand never made it to my head, I looked up and saw that father had grabed her hand and stopped her from comforting me.
**I'm sorry I have to stop here, it's too much. I can't keep Penulisan this is bring back too many memories.***"
"Oh Alice, I'm sorry that was all there is. The end just stopped, the page is smudged and there isn't anymore written." Edward berkata as he gently placed the book back into my lap.
We sat there for a while, none of us saying anything. I don't think there were words that would help what we just read.
I was so hurt, that was my father. Why wouldn't he comfort me? Why would he stop my mother from helping me? I couldn't make it make sense.
"Alice? Alice??" Jasper berkata as he shook my shoulders.
"Yes, we should go now. We have to camp." I berkata shutting myself down.
I knew this wasn't the best response but it was the only response I could handle at this point. My hati, tengah-tengah was broken and I wanted to be alone, I knew that these two weren't going to let me be alone for a while and deep down I was greatfull for that.
Just kidding, thanks for the support!!!
Remember when:
"Mr. and Mrs. Brandon I would like to speek with anda in private. Susan, could anda please take the girls out to the pond, atau the maze while I speak to their parents." He asked the receptionist.
"Yes Dr. G." Susan berkata
She reached her hands out so that we could take her hands, I wasn't sure I wanted to this but Cynthia grabbed on right away and I knew I had to go to protect her if nothing else.
Oh no, it's time for katil checks again. Please be patient, this is my best therapy and the way that G talks I will make it out of here soon...one way atau another. Whatever that means."
That was the end of the entry, I put the book down on the rock seterusnya to me and looked out over the mountains that surrounded me.
I was enjoying the scnene when I heard someone running in my direction. I closed my eyes to see who it would be and was shocked to see that it was everyone.
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I took the book and put it inside my jacket. I closed my eyes and began to stare out at the scenery again.
I knew it would be just a saat before my family came around the corner, but I thought it would be fun to play dumb.
I sat on the bluff swinging my feet when everyone came running around the corner. I turned my head and looked back at everyone, suprise menunjukkan on my face.
"What's going on?" I asked inocently.
"You disappeared, we thought anda went hunting, but it was hours ago." Esme berkata coming over and wrapping her arms around me.
"Oh Esme, I'm sorry. I Lost track of the time." I berkata as I hugged her back.
Carlisle came over and bent down so that he was on my eye level.
"You know the rules, anda have to tell someone." He berkata sternly, but winked at me at the end.
I smiled up at him and looked around at everyone else. Rosalie was glaring at me, I wasn't sure what that was all about but I'm sure I would find out. Emmett was looking around bored, no big shock with that one. Edward was smirking at me, I knew that he knew what I just read. He knew what I was doing up here, and that I had just read another entry. He wasn't going to give me a hard time, he was very understanding. Jasper was the last that I saw, he walked over and sat seterusnya to me. I smiled up at him and put my head on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry everyone, I know that I made anda worry. I didn't mean to, I just wanted to be alone for a while, and I found this place and it's so beautiful." I said.
There was a moment of silence, when I had a thought.
"I need to talk to Edward and Jasper please. I have something private...that they will understand. I mean no offense, please be understanding of my needs." I berkata pleedingly.
Carlisle smiled at me and stood up looking at the rest of the family. He motioned for everyone to leave, took Esme's hand and turned back to look over his shoulder.
"Don't be too long, we need to have a campfire still." He berkata smiling.
We all nodded and I giggled as I heard Rose grumble about having to actually stay the night in the tent.
When everyone was gone I turned to Edward and Jasper. I explained to them how I came up here to get away and also to read this. I took the journal out and put it on the rock infront of me.
"Alice, anda should have berkata something, I would have come with you." Jasper berkata as he put his head on mine.
"I know Jazz, I just needed to do this one alone. I wanted to know, I didn't think I could go too long without Membaca it. I'm finally getting everything back, I am filling in the area where nothing was before.
Edward walked over and sat down infront of me, he took the book and found the spot where I left off.
"Do anda want to do another chapter? We have a while before Calisle will come back for us." He said.
"I would Cinta it if anda and Jasper would stay, I know that the end is near....or somehow I know." I berkata as I shrugged my shoulders.
"Could anda please Edward?" I asked quietly.
"Anything for you." He thought and I smiled back at him.
"Ok this one is dated April 28th." He berkata as he cleared his throat unnecessarily.
"I am getting lebih freedom, they let me go outside today. That was the first time since...well since...well. Ok I don't remember really, but it was a lot of fun and very overdue. Now where was I?
Cynthia and I walked out the doors, each holding a hand of the receptionist Susan.
We walked down a stone path across a small field and towards a small pond where a family of ducks were swimming happily.
"Ohhhh look Mary!!" Cynthia berkata as she took off running down the bukit to the pond.
I smiled and took off after her, I grabbed her hand as she got to the edge. She was so excited that I think she would have ran into the water if I wouldn't have stopped her.
We sat on the edge and watched the ducks swim around and the Bayi follow. It was so cute, it was such a happy moment that I forgot that my parents were meeting with the doctor.
When we got bored watching the ducks Susan took our hands again and lead us back around the field to a hedge that was perpecahan, berpecah and had a metal arch between two places.
"Ok girls, here is the maze. What anda want to do is go in here, and try to find your way out the other side. I will be waiting on the other side when anda finish. If anda get Lost atau need help just yell and I will come help." She berkata with a big smile.
Cynthia and I ran into the maze as fast as we could, we couldn't see anything but green all around us and the sky above. We ran and tried diffrent directions, running into dead ends a few times. It seemed like we were in there forever when we heard Susan humming and knew the direction that we had to go.
We ran out of the maze and fell on the ground out of breath and laughing at eachother.
We lay there for a while not moving until we heard voices heading in our direction. I rolled over onto my stomach and looked to see Dr. Gordon, Mother and Father heading down the bukit towards us. They all looked happy, and I thought that was a good sign.
"Mary, I have had a long conversation with your parents." Dr. Gordon said.
"Yes, we think we know how to help anda with you...*ahem*....problem" My Father said.
I suddenly loss all joy and happy things that I had found today. I took a deep breath and blew it out rather loudly.
"Mary, would anda like to stay here?" Dr. G asked as he sat on the ground across from me.
"No sir. I would not like to stay thank you, I would like to go utama please." I said.
"Mary, I think anda misunderstood. anda WILL be staying here. They have treatments that the doctor thinks could help you." My father berkata as he stood seterusnya to my mother.
I suddenly started crying, I knew that my vision was coming true. I was going to be left here, I was going to get whatever these "treatments" were that this doctor had convinced my parents were necessary.
I wanted to get up and run, but I knew that I wouldn't be able to get away. I crawled over to my parents and knelt at their feet.
"I promise to be good, please please please don't leave me." I sobbed.
I buried my head into their knees and I felt my mother begin to reach for me. For some reason her hand never made it to my head, I looked up and saw that father had grabed her hand and stopped her from comforting me.
**I'm sorry I have to stop here, it's too much. I can't keep Penulisan this is bring back too many memories.***"
"Oh Alice, I'm sorry that was all there is. The end just stopped, the page is smudged and there isn't anymore written." Edward berkata as he gently placed the book back into my lap.
We sat there for a while, none of us saying anything. I don't think there were words that would help what we just read.
I was so hurt, that was my father. Why wouldn't he comfort me? Why would he stop my mother from helping me? I couldn't make it make sense.
"Alice? Alice??" Jasper berkata as he shook my shoulders.
"Yes, we should go now. We have to camp." I berkata shutting myself down.
I knew this wasn't the best response but it was the only response I could handle at this point. My hati, tengah-tengah was broken and I wanted to be alone, I knew that these two weren't going to let me be alone for a while and deep down I was greatfull for that.
EDWARD'S kacang, pea COAT
''Everybody wants to know where his kacang, pea kot came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture atau color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final Rekaan on a combination of other styles of kacang, pea coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
''Everybody wants to know where his kacang, pea kot came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture atau color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final Rekaan on a combination of other styles of kacang, pea coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I berkata while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run atau race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank anda guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward berkata very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a tahun atau so okay and anda guys can leave if anda want to . But I am Going to start sejak asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when anda come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are anda leaving atau staying" i berkata " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I berkata while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run atau race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank anda guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward berkata very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a tahun atau so okay and anda guys can leave if anda want to . But I am Going to start sejak asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when anda come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are anda leaving atau staying" i berkata " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
hei ... This is my first fanfiction :D so if its not good just give me some constructive critism to make it better. Thanks (:
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
When she walked into the dull room i did not notice at first. But suddenly a gush of wind blew her sweet and beutiful scent tingling down my throat. Never had i felt such pain and anguish yet the thrill of a new adventure. She clumsily walked over to the kerusi, tempat duduk opposite me and offered a big smile. This was when i could have killed her, this innocent girl looking at me through the locks of her deep brown hair. Her eyes looked deeply and yet shallowly into mine. This was the moment when i knew i could not ravish her. This was the moment i started to fall in love. The mystery of Love.
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im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my hati, tengah-tengah conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what anda have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have Lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as anda did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could anda leave did anda not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always Cinta you
i will not mourn anymore. my hati, tengah-tengah conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what anda have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have Lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as anda did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could anda leave did anda not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always Cinta you
My kegemaran scene in new moon is the breakup. Now, before anda say I'm not a TRUE twilight fan, think about it. If Edward didn't leave, Jacob would cease to exist(metaphorically speaking, of course). Then, Bella would be staying human. No Renesmee, no wedding, and no Jacob Black. anda might be thinking,well, Edward would change her sooner atau later, right? Wrong. I hope I'm not spoiling anything, but remember in eclipse when Edward berkata he got over his taste for her blood? Do anda remember why? If he didn't leave, he would be too afraid to try. New moon is all about the breakup, and Jacob edging his way into Bella's life. Yep, I'm talking to you, Team Jacob. If anda really like Jacob, anda see things like me.