Who was that? That name...The taboo of my life. "Bella, is that really you?", the boy said. It seems to be so close but my mind was so far. I felt like I was eight years old again. I felt a soft caress on my shoulder. It was so soft maybe I imagined it but my body reacted on instinct and flinched away from it. Though my mind seems to disagree with my body. Then did I turn and come face to face with those piercing green orbs that haunt my dreams, ensare my senses and send tingles through my body.
Edward... There it was, the shock of the moment made me gasp. In less than a milli saat I was enveloped sejak his strong arms. "Oh Bella, Bella, I missed anda so much. Where have anda been?", he crooned repeatedly. sejak then tears were streaming down my cheeks. All the emotion I locked away all those years lalu came crashing down. The relief, the hurt, the Cinta and the despair. But through all that one emotion was stronger than the other. Anger.
I ripped myself away from his arm. The shock and hurt of losing the contact clearly evident on his face. "Bella, I...", he began but I silenced him with my hand. "If anda are going to utter the word sorry seterusnya anda are in grave trouble, Edward", my voice barely a whisper but all the lebih scary. He seemed utterly surprised, hurt and another emotion I couldn't quite place.
"But Bella I...", he began again. "No, Edward. Do anda have any idea what I have been through. anda berkata anda would always be there for me but anda weren't. When I got me first period anda were not there. I was so scared. When Madam gave me away to some... to some," I couldn't go on. All the things that happened he wasn't there for me and now he acts like he missed me. My mind screamed that my actions were wrong but I have come a long way without him and now having changes everything that I thought I would be and have been.
I could see he was clearly surprised and his hands twitched at his sides, a nervous habit he has when he wants to touch something. Well in this case, me. I found my arms opening upto him, inviting him and breaking down inside. Even through my anger I couldn't menanggung, bear to see him sad. The hurt I felt was reflected in his eyes.
And he openly accepted my embrace. He was clearly a foot atau lebih taller than me. His large hands cocooned me. The feeling of protection, Cinta and belonging was humming in the air. I broke out of the embrace to look at him. I still saw the boy I fell in Cinta with. What? No!! I loved as a brother back then. But now his sheek Bones were lebih defined. His mop was penny coloured hair standing out against the pale complexion. Always the most striking part of Edward. His lips... No! I am not going there. In the back of mind I knew he was handsome and he would never be mine.
The very thought broke my reverie. I shook his hands away. "Bella what's wrong sweetheart?" Sweetheart? Oh fate was really testing me. Only if that were true Edward.
"Nothing Edward. Just go. I have a lot to unpack." He looked around the room. He knew it was a lie. I had hardly anything to my name. There certainly wasn't a closet full of clothes to put away.
"Bella I don't understand why anda are Berlakon this way," he berkata in a whisper. "We have met after so long and now this. I don't know what I did wrong"
"Just go Edward. Please. I am very tired," both physically and emotionally I added in my head. Then I turned away from his glorius face. My head punding. I didn't want to look away but I knew I have to. If I let him in, he will leave me. But maybe this time it would be different. Sometimes the hati, tengah-tengah really does thing for reasons which reasons cannot understand.
The minit he left I felt the emptiness, the lack of warmth and the feeling of belonging. I broke down crying. I was sure he could hear my loud sobs but I didn't care.
The door opened again. "Edward I thought I told anda to go," i sighed.
"I am not Edward," it was Alice who berkata that. The sebelumnya friendliness all drained away. When I looked the pure look of hatred shook me. She seemed to have gained height and that scared me.
"You won't listen to Edward but anda will listen to me Isabella. anda don't know half the things he has been through. anda have no idea how he has been. He says anda are his best friend, well I don't think anda deserve him. anda are probably the worst friend anyone could ever have," she shouted in my face and with a loud bang, the door must be, there was silence.
Cruel, loud and impregnable silence. Another bout of tears broke through shaking my entire body until I felt the very familiar darkness envelope. Before I fully blacked out the creak of the door brought a voice, my Edward, "Bella, please...," suddenly stopped then a little louder "Bella! Are anda okay? Come on Bella. I can't lose anda again. Please. Alice! Alice! Get here! What did anda do?" With that I fell into the abyss of darkness.
Edward... There it was, the shock of the moment made me gasp. In less than a milli saat I was enveloped sejak his strong arms. "Oh Bella, Bella, I missed anda so much. Where have anda been?", he crooned repeatedly. sejak then tears were streaming down my cheeks. All the emotion I locked away all those years lalu came crashing down. The relief, the hurt, the Cinta and the despair. But through all that one emotion was stronger than the other. Anger.
I ripped myself away from his arm. The shock and hurt of losing the contact clearly evident on his face. "Bella, I...", he began but I silenced him with my hand. "If anda are going to utter the word sorry seterusnya anda are in grave trouble, Edward", my voice barely a whisper but all the lebih scary. He seemed utterly surprised, hurt and another emotion I couldn't quite place.
"But Bella I...", he began again. "No, Edward. Do anda have any idea what I have been through. anda berkata anda would always be there for me but anda weren't. When I got me first period anda were not there. I was so scared. When Madam gave me away to some... to some," I couldn't go on. All the things that happened he wasn't there for me and now he acts like he missed me. My mind screamed that my actions were wrong but I have come a long way without him and now having changes everything that I thought I would be and have been.
I could see he was clearly surprised and his hands twitched at his sides, a nervous habit he has when he wants to touch something. Well in this case, me. I found my arms opening upto him, inviting him and breaking down inside. Even through my anger I couldn't menanggung, bear to see him sad. The hurt I felt was reflected in his eyes.
And he openly accepted my embrace. He was clearly a foot atau lebih taller than me. His large hands cocooned me. The feeling of protection, Cinta and belonging was humming in the air. I broke out of the embrace to look at him. I still saw the boy I fell in Cinta with. What? No!! I loved as a brother back then. But now his sheek Bones were lebih defined. His mop was penny coloured hair standing out against the pale complexion. Always the most striking part of Edward. His lips... No! I am not going there. In the back of mind I knew he was handsome and he would never be mine.
The very thought broke my reverie. I shook his hands away. "Bella what's wrong sweetheart?" Sweetheart? Oh fate was really testing me. Only if that were true Edward.
"Nothing Edward. Just go. I have a lot to unpack." He looked around the room. He knew it was a lie. I had hardly anything to my name. There certainly wasn't a closet full of clothes to put away.
"Bella I don't understand why anda are Berlakon this way," he berkata in a whisper. "We have met after so long and now this. I don't know what I did wrong"
"Just go Edward. Please. I am very tired," both physically and emotionally I added in my head. Then I turned away from his glorius face. My head punding. I didn't want to look away but I knew I have to. If I let him in, he will leave me. But maybe this time it would be different. Sometimes the hati, tengah-tengah really does thing for reasons which reasons cannot understand.
The minit he left I felt the emptiness, the lack of warmth and the feeling of belonging. I broke down crying. I was sure he could hear my loud sobs but I didn't care.
The door opened again. "Edward I thought I told anda to go," i sighed.
"I am not Edward," it was Alice who berkata that. The sebelumnya friendliness all drained away. When I looked the pure look of hatred shook me. She seemed to have gained height and that scared me.
"You won't listen to Edward but anda will listen to me Isabella. anda don't know half the things he has been through. anda have no idea how he has been. He says anda are his best friend, well I don't think anda deserve him. anda are probably the worst friend anyone could ever have," she shouted in my face and with a loud bang, the door must be, there was silence.
Cruel, loud and impregnable silence. Another bout of tears broke through shaking my entire body until I felt the very familiar darkness envelope. Before I fully blacked out the creak of the door brought a voice, my Edward, "Bella, please...," suddenly stopped then a little louder "Bella! Are anda okay? Come on Bella. I can't lose anda again. Please. Alice! Alice! Get here! What did anda do?" With that I fell into the abyss of darkness.
I was searching
anda were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like
A neutron bintang collision
I have nothing left to lose
anda took your time to choose
Then we told each other
With no trace of fear that
Our Cinta would be forever
And if we die
We die together
And lie, I berkata never
'Cause our Cinta would be forever
The world is broken
And halo's fail to glisten
anda try to make a difference
But no one wants to listen
Hail
The preachers, fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud
Then they'll dissipate
Like snowflakes in an ocean
Cinta is forever
And we'll die, we'll die together
And lie, I berkata never
'Cause our Cinta could be forever
Now I've got nothing left to lose
anda take your time to choose
I can tell anda now without a trace of fear
That my Cinta will be forever
And we'll die
We'll die together
And lie, I will never
'Cause our Cinta will be forever
Whoa
Ohhhhhh
anda were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like
A neutron bintang collision
I have nothing left to lose
anda took your time to choose
Then we told each other
With no trace of fear that
Our Cinta would be forever
And if we die
We die together
And lie, I berkata never
'Cause our Cinta would be forever
The world is broken
And halo's fail to glisten
anda try to make a difference
But no one wants to listen
Hail
The preachers, fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud
Then they'll dissipate
Like snowflakes in an ocean
Cinta is forever
And we'll die, we'll die together
And lie, I berkata never
'Cause our Cinta could be forever
Now I've got nothing left to lose
anda take your time to choose
I can tell anda now without a trace of fear
That my Cinta will be forever
And we'll die
We'll die together
And lie, I will never
'Cause our Cinta will be forever
Whoa
Ohhhhhh
The hari was December 13,1929.I was walking utama from school late at night,and 2 of my Friends Jessica and Lauren came up to me.
"Hey guys what are anda doing out here late at night?"I said
"Well we were waiting for you."Jessica said
"Really,why?"I said.They never waited for me this long before.I don't know why I feel uneven around them.
"Oh just to do this,Lauren now!"But before i had a time to react i suddenly felt a sharp pain in my back then later my arm.When i looked down blood drip on the hard,cold sidewalk.Then i was on the ground as Jessica and Lauren ran away leaving me to bleed to death.Darkness was around me,but then another sharp pain came to me.Not like a stab but like biting.When I woke up I felt a lot lebih different.Free,bu when i looked on one of the store's windows I saw not only was my skin much lebih paler,but my eyes were bloody red.
"Hey guys what are anda doing out here late at night?"I said
"Well we were waiting for you."Jessica said
"Really,why?"I said.They never waited for me this long before.I don't know why I feel uneven around them.
"Oh just to do this,Lauren now!"But before i had a time to react i suddenly felt a sharp pain in my back then later my arm.When i looked down blood drip on the hard,cold sidewalk.Then i was on the ground as Jessica and Lauren ran away leaving me to bleed to death.Darkness was around me,but then another sharp pain came to me.Not like a stab but like biting.When I woke up I felt a lot lebih different.Free,bu when i looked on one of the store's windows I saw not only was my skin much lebih paler,but my eyes were bloody red.