One LONG one for today! ^_^
I stared at Bella with surprise as the dominant feature on my face. I didn't expect theory like this. When I didn't answer, Bella spoke again, she explained.
"Jacob told me that your family being here set things in motion. I thought anda would already know...." she trailed off when my eyes narrowed.
Is she blaming us for the existence of werewolves.
"Is that what they think?" I asked.
"Edward, look at the facts. Seventy years ago, anda came here, and the Serigala Jadian showed up. anda come back now, and the Serigala Jadian showed up again. Do anda think that's a coincidence?"
she reasoned.
I blinked. I thought about it. So the if we are here, the Serigala Jadian are always going to be here. I suppressed a groan. I should tell this to Carlisle this might interest him.
"Carlisle will be interested in that theory." I said, reflecting my thoughts.
"Theory." Bella repeated.
We were silent for a moment, while I looked out the window. Like I thought about before, if Bella's theory is correct, then we are the cause of the Serigala Jadian around here. They may be protectors, but they aren't selamat, peti deposit keselamatan to be around. This is the exact reason why I can't let Bella be around them.
"Interesting, but not exactly relevant. The situation remains the same." I concluded.
I looked at Bella. In her deep Chocolate colored eyes, I see desperation, peading, and agony. It broke my silent hati, tengah-tengah to see her this way, especially if it's about someone like Jacob Black. I couldn't take any chances. But, I have to admit, I still owe Jacob my graditude for saving the reason of my existence... when I didn't. I also owe him for helping Bella heal while I was absent. I sighed, too low for Bella to hear. I can see a little reason to why Bella have to go and see Jacob. But her safety is clearly a priority.
Bella frowned. She stood up, and she walked around the meja, jadual towards me. I opened my arms, inviting her to sit. She sat on my lap, as expected.
She stared into my eyes with the same pleading expression.
"Please just listen for a minute. This is so much lebih important than some whim to drop in on an old friend. Jacob is in pain. I can't not try to help him - I can't give up on him now, when he needs me. Just because he's not human all the time.... well, he was there for me when I was... not so human myself. anda don't know what it was like..." she trailed off.
My arms were tighter now, yes, she was right, I didn't know the pain I caused her when I left her, and I already have a feeling of how it might have been for her. I can't ever find out... unless I read the minds of the witnesses of her and my torture, of loss. My eyes closed, and my hands were in fists, at how much I must I have hurted Bella like this.
I felt Bella take a deep breath, and she continued.
"If Jacob hadn't helped me... I'm not sure what anda would have come utama to. I owe him better than this, Edward."
She was right, again. If Bella didn't jump off the cliff, and if Alice didn't see her come out of the water, and if I didn't think Bella was dead... I might have problably still be suffering, looking for Victoria. Thinking about her name caused me to growl, but I suppressed it. Then I felt Bella's head turning to look at me. My eyes were still closed.
"I'll never forgive myself for leaving you. Not if I live a hundred thousand years." I whispered, though, I could still feel the agony in my voice, and in my eyes. I was glad that they were closed. Then Bella put one of her hands on my face. I sighed, and opened my eyes slowly, looking at her beautiful face. I still regretted leaving this beautiful face behind. I was cruel and caused my love's suffering for months.
"You were trying to do the right thing. And I'm sure it would have worked with someone less mental than me. Besides, you're here now. That's the part that matters."
Bella does have a very unique personallity. This is just one of the many million reasons why I Cinta her so much. I sighed.
"If I'd never left, anda wouldn't feel the need to go risk your life to comfort a dog."
She flinched, as if I insulter her. But it wasn't true. I would never bring harm to Bella, ever again, as long as I live. That's an oath I'm willing to give.... to keep her safe.
"I don't know how to praise this properly. It's going to sound cruel, I suppose. But I've gone too close in losing anda in the past. I know what it feels like to think I have. I am not going to tolerate anything dangerous." I argued. I stared at Bella. If I could never see this image ever again, I don't know what else to do, except to kill myself and to see her again.
"You have to trust me on this. I'll be fine." she pleaded.
I couldn't take any chances... from losing her.
"Please, Bella." I whispered.
"Please what?
"Please, for me. Please make a conscious effort to keep yourself safe. I'll do everything I can, but I would appreciate a little help." I pleaded, but still whispering.
"I'll work on it." she murmured.
She didn't sound like she meant it. I took a deep breath, and tried to convince her further.
"Do anda really have any idea how important anda are to me? Any concept at all how much I Cinta you?" I asked, pulling her closer to my chest. I breathe in her human scent. I Cinta her so much, and I can't risk anything. It's so hard... it seemed to be a mystery now how I could even stand to leave her for one day. I realized now that it won't do any good to leave her again, it would just cause us lebih pain to be apart. I want us to be together forever...
Bella kissed me on the throat.
"I know how much I Cinta you." she whispered.
I had to smile.
"You compare one small pokok to the entire forest."
"Impossible."
I kissed the bahagian, atas of her head.
"No werewolves."
I could sense that she would argue again.
"I'm not going along with that. I have to see Jacob."
"Then I'll have to stop you." I berkata confidently. Beyond doubt, I could cage her right now.
"We'll see about that. He's still my friend."
I sighed. I knew that this wasn't the end of this conversation. I might as well prepare myself.
I stared at Bella with surprise as the dominant feature on my face. I didn't expect theory like this. When I didn't answer, Bella spoke again, she explained.
"Jacob told me that your family being here set things in motion. I thought anda would already know...." she trailed off when my eyes narrowed.
Is she blaming us for the existence of werewolves.
"Is that what they think?" I asked.
"Edward, look at the facts. Seventy years ago, anda came here, and the Serigala Jadian showed up. anda come back now, and the Serigala Jadian showed up again. Do anda think that's a coincidence?"
she reasoned.
I blinked. I thought about it. So the if we are here, the Serigala Jadian are always going to be here. I suppressed a groan. I should tell this to Carlisle this might interest him.
"Carlisle will be interested in that theory." I said, reflecting my thoughts.
"Theory." Bella repeated.
We were silent for a moment, while I looked out the window. Like I thought about before, if Bella's theory is correct, then we are the cause of the Serigala Jadian around here. They may be protectors, but they aren't selamat, peti deposit keselamatan to be around. This is the exact reason why I can't let Bella be around them.
"Interesting, but not exactly relevant. The situation remains the same." I concluded.
I looked at Bella. In her deep Chocolate colored eyes, I see desperation, peading, and agony. It broke my silent hati, tengah-tengah to see her this way, especially if it's about someone like Jacob Black. I couldn't take any chances. But, I have to admit, I still owe Jacob my graditude for saving the reason of my existence... when I didn't. I also owe him for helping Bella heal while I was absent. I sighed, too low for Bella to hear. I can see a little reason to why Bella have to go and see Jacob. But her safety is clearly a priority.
Bella frowned. She stood up, and she walked around the meja, jadual towards me. I opened my arms, inviting her to sit. She sat on my lap, as expected.
She stared into my eyes with the same pleading expression.
"Please just listen for a minute. This is so much lebih important than some whim to drop in on an old friend. Jacob is in pain. I can't not try to help him - I can't give up on him now, when he needs me. Just because he's not human all the time.... well, he was there for me when I was... not so human myself. anda don't know what it was like..." she trailed off.
My arms were tighter now, yes, she was right, I didn't know the pain I caused her when I left her, and I already have a feeling of how it might have been for her. I can't ever find out... unless I read the minds of the witnesses of her and my torture, of loss. My eyes closed, and my hands were in fists, at how much I must I have hurted Bella like this.
I felt Bella take a deep breath, and she continued.
"If Jacob hadn't helped me... I'm not sure what anda would have come utama to. I owe him better than this, Edward."
She was right, again. If Bella didn't jump off the cliff, and if Alice didn't see her come out of the water, and if I didn't think Bella was dead... I might have problably still be suffering, looking for Victoria. Thinking about her name caused me to growl, but I suppressed it. Then I felt Bella's head turning to look at me. My eyes were still closed.
"I'll never forgive myself for leaving you. Not if I live a hundred thousand years." I whispered, though, I could still feel the agony in my voice, and in my eyes. I was glad that they were closed. Then Bella put one of her hands on my face. I sighed, and opened my eyes slowly, looking at her beautiful face. I still regretted leaving this beautiful face behind. I was cruel and caused my love's suffering for months.
"You were trying to do the right thing. And I'm sure it would have worked with someone less mental than me. Besides, you're here now. That's the part that matters."
Bella does have a very unique personallity. This is just one of the many million reasons why I Cinta her so much. I sighed.
"If I'd never left, anda wouldn't feel the need to go risk your life to comfort a dog."
She flinched, as if I insulter her. But it wasn't true. I would never bring harm to Bella, ever again, as long as I live. That's an oath I'm willing to give.... to keep her safe.
"I don't know how to praise this properly. It's going to sound cruel, I suppose. But I've gone too close in losing anda in the past. I know what it feels like to think I have. I am not going to tolerate anything dangerous." I argued. I stared at Bella. If I could never see this image ever again, I don't know what else to do, except to kill myself and to see her again.
"You have to trust me on this. I'll be fine." she pleaded.
I couldn't take any chances... from losing her.
"Please, Bella." I whispered.
"Please what?
"Please, for me. Please make a conscious effort to keep yourself safe. I'll do everything I can, but I would appreciate a little help." I pleaded, but still whispering.
"I'll work on it." she murmured.
She didn't sound like she meant it. I took a deep breath, and tried to convince her further.
"Do anda really have any idea how important anda are to me? Any concept at all how much I Cinta you?" I asked, pulling her closer to my chest. I breathe in her human scent. I Cinta her so much, and I can't risk anything. It's so hard... it seemed to be a mystery now how I could even stand to leave her for one day. I realized now that it won't do any good to leave her again, it would just cause us lebih pain to be apart. I want us to be together forever...
Bella kissed me on the throat.
"I know how much I Cinta you." she whispered.
I had to smile.
"You compare one small pokok to the entire forest."
"Impossible."
I kissed the bahagian, atas of her head.
"No werewolves."
I could sense that she would argue again.
"I'm not going along with that. I have to see Jacob."
"Then I'll have to stop you." I berkata confidently. Beyond doubt, I could cage her right now.
"We'll see about that. He's still my friend."
I sighed. I knew that this wasn't the end of this conversation. I might as well prepare myself.
"It shocked me.I was not sure if she meant to attack.That's the only interpretation of her behavior that my past had to offer.But she was smiling.And the emotions that were emanating from her were like nothing I'd ever felt before.
"'You've kept me waiting a long time,'she said."
I didn't realize Alice had come to stand behind me again.
"And anda ducked your head like a good Southern gentleman,and said,'I'm sorry ma'am.'"Alice laughed at the memory.
Jasper smiled down at her."You held out your hand,and I took it without stopping to make sense of what I was doing.For the first time in almost a century,I felt hope."
Jasper took Alice's hand as he spoke.
Alice grinned."I was just relieved.I thought anda were never going to tunjuk up."
it is just MY opinion...
i think it was very well done thinking of it just as a movie anda know it wont ever be exactly like the book ... atau with such many detailz
things i loved:
*the humor they use (for example bella: if things end bad like i would become the meal) haha
*alice ! the character is very well portrayed
*the end ( victoria watching)
*the baseball game!
*men cast haha =P
*stephenie meyer appearing wooow!
things that dissapointed me:
* the clearing ! i dont liked the sparkling effect ...
*it was really fast everything
*alice's story was missing ...
things that were wrong: (i didnt noticed until the third time i saw it)
*billy was driving !
*when edward is playing th e Piano for bella he didnt sparkle
*victoria appears in the prom in the crowd (edward would read her thoughtz)
but i like it anyway ! it ir TWILIGHT !
i think it was very well done thinking of it just as a movie anda know it wont ever be exactly like the book ... atau with such many detailz
things i loved:
*the humor they use (for example bella: if things end bad like i would become the meal) haha
*alice ! the character is very well portrayed
*the end ( victoria watching)
*the baseball game!
*men cast haha =P
*stephenie meyer appearing wooow!
things that dissapointed me:
* the clearing ! i dont liked the sparkling effect ...
*it was really fast everything
*alice's story was missing ...
things that were wrong: (i didnt noticed until the third time i saw it)
*billy was driving !
*when edward is playing th e Piano for bella he didnt sparkle
*victoria appears in the prom in the crowd (edward would read her thoughtz)
but i like it anyway ! it ir TWILIGHT !