Black moon
Edward left me. edward left me. I couldn’t cope with it how could he leave me? he loved me didn’t he? I was subbing so hard that I couldn’t breath I was picturing his hard emotionless face when he told me he never loved me atau wanted me every time I thought about him I subbed harder, my hole body was shaking, it was raining and my hole body was wet I was freezing but I didn’t care I rather die than live without him.im crazy the guy left me and I don’t want to live without him!
My body was freezing and my head was about to explode when I heard someone calling my name
-Bella,Bella,Bella…..
I didn’t recognize the voice but I got up to go to the voice my legs gave out they hurt pretty bad I tried to answer but my voice didn’t came out the voice got closer
-Bella,Bella
I saw a tall man running toward me he looked me in the eye
-are anda alright?
I wanted to laugh at what he berkata “yeah my bf left me and I'm great” I kept it to myself cause he would think I'm crazy I just shook my head .he helped me to get up but it was like I didn’t have control of my feet it was disconnected! So he picked me up and put me on his shoulders I wanted to object but I still couldn’t talk all i could think of was edward and every moment we had together so I broke into subs again
-its ok Bella don’t think about him its ok
How did he know? Was he spying on me? Is he…………………………………
-I found her but she doesn’t stop crying
-oh Bella honey are anda ok? Lets take anda utama ok?
I still couldn’t talk Charlie took me home, dr. snow checked me and berkata I had a cold so I went upstairs to change.
10 days later
I was so depressed i wouldn’t talk to anyone I, wouldn’t eat I couldn’t even sleep! I wasn’t who I was before, I was a different person I tried to pretend in front of Charlie that I'm ok but I think I failed . every hari after school I went sejak the Cullen's house to check if their back ,but nothing. in school everyone tried to be nice to me and invite me over but I just ignored them, I Lost 13 kg in 10 days ,under my eyes were black and Charlie doesn't talk to me he thinks it only make things worse dr. snow visited me twice and wants me to see a shrink! And if I visit a shrink they would probably chain me up if I tell them the truth: “did anda know my bf is a vampire and his vampire brother attacked me cause I got a paper cut and he wanted to drink my blood so my bf left me because 1. He thinks he's dangerous 2.the most imp reason he doesn't Cinta me”
Charlie tried to protect me from dr. snow and told him that I’ll snap out of it in a few days at least Charlie was hoping, he didn’t give up on me.
2 days passed and I was still crying I felt my other half was missing atau my hati, tengah-tengah isn’t beating.
I woke up and got ready for school when I heard Renées voice I went to see what's going on
-oh Bella honey are anda ok look at you! Your so skinny…………….. she broke into subes I hugged her to calm her down then Charlie came with a bag in his hands
-Bella your going back with your mother anda cant be here anymore your not anda anymore I don’t want to be the one……….. I cut him off
-I don’t want to go! Dad why are anda doing this to me? i screamed at him then I grabbed the bag out of his hand and threw my clothes every where then I went in my room and started crying why does Charlie wants me to leave? Thousand soalan ran into my mind then I heard a knock on my door Charlie opened the door and came in
-Bella anda know I don’t want anda to leave anda know he's not coming back he's not calling he's not sending letters Bella he's not coming back anda have to accept that!
-well I cant Bella your moping around your lifeless is he worth this?
Moping around that stung I
-I want to get ready for school.
I told Charlie and closed the door in his face I got ready and went to school in school no one talked to me not that I mind I liked it atau at least Angela asked how I feel and stuff ….
Today school was boring like always and in biology I would just stare at Edwards empty kerusi, tempat duduk and imagined what would it be like if he was still here saat passed like hours when school ended I drove to la push. I parked my car and walked on the pantai when I got to the cliff I went and stood on the edge of the cliff trying to imagine what would it be like when I jump I was standing there fore 30 min atau lebih when someone touched my shoulder I turned around to see who it was
-Bella? What are anda doing here?
-hi jake I was just watching the sunset . and imagining how would it be like if I jumped
-How are anda Charlie is worried about anda , Billy is bugging me to come and see anda and I just thought anda need some angkasa to figure this out
-figure what out. I asked suspicious
-um_um anda know edward I mean I know he left anda but its not worth it Bella look at anda your not that happy fun person that I knew your lifeless
-why does everyone tells me that, there is nothing wrong with me and I'm fun and happy. My voice broke at the last word
-Bella wake up he is not here your destroying yourself . he whisperd
I crossed my hands trying to hold my self then I glanced at the cliff again maybe I should wait when he's gone then I’ll jump and rest in peace he followed my gaze and frowned
-what where anda doing at the edge of the cliff he asked still frowning oh god he's on to me then he's going to stick around here and I cant rest in peace
-nothing j-just watching the sunset and feeling the cool breeze on my face
- ok he berkata –are anda sure? Do anda need to talk to anyone anda know I will always be there fore you, don’t you?
-yeah thanks jake he hugged me it was kind of weird and he's skin was hot like he had a fever
-are anda alright? I thing anda have a fever ,your skin is so hot
-um yeah yeah um sure I should go bye
-bye. That was weird what's wrong with him I went to my car and forgot about the rest in peace thing
When I went utama Renée was still here talking with Charlie I ignored them and went up stairs to do my utama work
Edward left me. edward left me. I couldn’t cope with it how could he leave me? he loved me didn’t he? I was subbing so hard that I couldn’t breath I was picturing his hard emotionless face when he told me he never loved me atau wanted me every time I thought about him I subbed harder, my hole body was shaking, it was raining and my hole body was wet I was freezing but I didn’t care I rather die than live without him.im crazy the guy left me and I don’t want to live without him!
My body was freezing and my head was about to explode when I heard someone calling my name
-Bella,Bella,Bella…..
I didn’t recognize the voice but I got up to go to the voice my legs gave out they hurt pretty bad I tried to answer but my voice didn’t came out the voice got closer
-Bella,Bella
I saw a tall man running toward me he looked me in the eye
-are anda alright?
I wanted to laugh at what he berkata “yeah my bf left me and I'm great” I kept it to myself cause he would think I'm crazy I just shook my head .he helped me to get up but it was like I didn’t have control of my feet it was disconnected! So he picked me up and put me on his shoulders I wanted to object but I still couldn’t talk all i could think of was edward and every moment we had together so I broke into subs again
-its ok Bella don’t think about him its ok
How did he know? Was he spying on me? Is he…………………………………
-I found her but she doesn’t stop crying
-oh Bella honey are anda ok? Lets take anda utama ok?
I still couldn’t talk Charlie took me home, dr. snow checked me and berkata I had a cold so I went upstairs to change.
10 days later
I was so depressed i wouldn’t talk to anyone I, wouldn’t eat I couldn’t even sleep! I wasn’t who I was before, I was a different person I tried to pretend in front of Charlie that I'm ok but I think I failed . every hari after school I went sejak the Cullen's house to check if their back ,but nothing. in school everyone tried to be nice to me and invite me over but I just ignored them, I Lost 13 kg in 10 days ,under my eyes were black and Charlie doesn't talk to me he thinks it only make things worse dr. snow visited me twice and wants me to see a shrink! And if I visit a shrink they would probably chain me up if I tell them the truth: “did anda know my bf is a vampire and his vampire brother attacked me cause I got a paper cut and he wanted to drink my blood so my bf left me because 1. He thinks he's dangerous 2.the most imp reason he doesn't Cinta me”
Charlie tried to protect me from dr. snow and told him that I’ll snap out of it in a few days at least Charlie was hoping, he didn’t give up on me.
2 days passed and I was still crying I felt my other half was missing atau my hati, tengah-tengah isn’t beating.
I woke up and got ready for school when I heard Renées voice I went to see what's going on
-oh Bella honey are anda ok look at you! Your so skinny…………….. she broke into subes I hugged her to calm her down then Charlie came with a bag in his hands
-Bella your going back with your mother anda cant be here anymore your not anda anymore I don’t want to be the one……….. I cut him off
-I don’t want to go! Dad why are anda doing this to me? i screamed at him then I grabbed the bag out of his hand and threw my clothes every where then I went in my room and started crying why does Charlie wants me to leave? Thousand soalan ran into my mind then I heard a knock on my door Charlie opened the door and came in
-Bella anda know I don’t want anda to leave anda know he's not coming back he's not calling he's not sending letters Bella he's not coming back anda have to accept that!
-well I cant Bella your moping around your lifeless is he worth this?
Moping around that stung I
-I want to get ready for school.
I told Charlie and closed the door in his face I got ready and went to school in school no one talked to me not that I mind I liked it atau at least Angela asked how I feel and stuff ….
Today school was boring like always and in biology I would just stare at Edwards empty kerusi, tempat duduk and imagined what would it be like if he was still here saat passed like hours when school ended I drove to la push. I parked my car and walked on the pantai when I got to the cliff I went and stood on the edge of the cliff trying to imagine what would it be like when I jump I was standing there fore 30 min atau lebih when someone touched my shoulder I turned around to see who it was
-Bella? What are anda doing here?
-hi jake I was just watching the sunset . and imagining how would it be like if I jumped
-How are anda Charlie is worried about anda , Billy is bugging me to come and see anda and I just thought anda need some angkasa to figure this out
-figure what out. I asked suspicious
-um_um anda know edward I mean I know he left anda but its not worth it Bella look at anda your not that happy fun person that I knew your lifeless
-why does everyone tells me that, there is nothing wrong with me and I'm fun and happy. My voice broke at the last word
-Bella wake up he is not here your destroying yourself . he whisperd
I crossed my hands trying to hold my self then I glanced at the cliff again maybe I should wait when he's gone then I’ll jump and rest in peace he followed my gaze and frowned
-what where anda doing at the edge of the cliff he asked still frowning oh god he's on to me then he's going to stick around here and I cant rest in peace
-nothing j-just watching the sunset and feeling the cool breeze on my face
- ok he berkata –are anda sure? Do anda need to talk to anyone anda know I will always be there fore you, don’t you?
-yeah thanks jake he hugged me it was kind of weird and he's skin was hot like he had a fever
-are anda alright? I thing anda have a fever ,your skin is so hot
-um yeah yeah um sure I should go bye
-bye. That was weird what's wrong with him I went to my car and forgot about the rest in peace thing
When I went utama Renée was still here talking with Charlie I ignored them and went up stairs to do my utama work
Jane's POV
Me and the others quickly approched Forks hospital, I looked around. Then i spun around a nodded. The others took off going around back. I walked to the front, I held a single gun. But i knew I didnt need it! *giggle*
Renesme lay in pain on the rock hard hospital. She moaned in pain. "It's ok" Jacob berkata softly. *Screaming in distince* "What...was that?" Bella inqiured.Edward shook his head. For he didnt know. *gunshots* Bella and Edward stood up, frightened. "Edward go check whats happining,I'll call Alice and the others ok?" Edward agreed and ran out the room. Bella quickly dialed her other family member's. On the other line, Alice and the whole family listened. "Well be there in 5 miniutes!" Shouted Alice into the phone. 5 minit later, the rest of the cullens arrived, rushing to a certain room, with a certain girl crying out in pain.
Me and the others quickly approched Forks hospital, I looked around. Then i spun around a nodded. The others took off going around back. I walked to the front, I held a single gun. But i knew I didnt need it! *giggle*
Renesme lay in pain on the rock hard hospital. She moaned in pain. "It's ok" Jacob berkata softly. *Screaming in distince* "What...was that?" Bella inqiured.Edward shook his head. For he didnt know. *gunshots* Bella and Edward stood up, frightened. "Edward go check whats happining,I'll call Alice and the others ok?" Edward agreed and ran out the room. Bella quickly dialed her other family member's. On the other line, Alice and the whole family listened. "Well be there in 5 miniutes!" Shouted Alice into the phone. 5 minit later, the rest of the cullens arrived, rushing to a certain room, with a certain girl crying out in pain.
nessies outfit
