Have anda ever wake up one hari and wonder
why bother to wake up and start my hari ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the dapur probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been Friends atau had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never utama because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he berkata one hari that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i Cinta my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was hati, tengah-tengah broken but i learn that if anda don't let anyone in yoour hati, tengah-tengah anda will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person atau at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank bahagian, atas this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working atau drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i Cinta to run i fell free and i Cinta to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school hari pass really quick i wasn't miss popular but i like it that way i had 2 years lalu a best friend Samantha Weller but she alih to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive utama and went to sleep my mom wasn't utama yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another hari pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for anda mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to sertai the club" i berkata smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon berkata quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give anda the news i thought anda would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she berkata
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and anda can stay with me" monica berkata
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster utama type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but anda twist it pretty badly anda can't run" i voice berkata i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker anda are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate berkata i had 1 lebih tahun
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster utama in just 1 tahun
"you are luck anda are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man berkata mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
why bother to wake up and start my hari ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the dapur probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been Friends atau had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never utama because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he berkata one hari that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i Cinta my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was hati, tengah-tengah broken but i learn that if anda don't let anyone in yoour hati, tengah-tengah anda will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person atau at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank bahagian, atas this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working atau drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i Cinta to run i fell free and i Cinta to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school hari pass really quick i wasn't miss popular but i like it that way i had 2 years lalu a best friend Samantha Weller but she alih to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive utama and went to sleep my mom wasn't utama yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another hari pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for anda mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to sertai the club" i berkata smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon berkata quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give anda the news i thought anda would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she berkata
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and anda can stay with me" monica berkata
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster utama type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but anda twist it pretty badly anda can't run" i voice berkata i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker anda are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate berkata i had 1 lebih tahun
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster utama in just 1 tahun
"you are luck anda are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man berkata mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what anda think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what anda think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when anda say one of the komen-komen -and you've probably berkata one of the komen-komen lebih then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure anda can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my Friends just don't understand lol). How many do anda think anda can fill, komen below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what anda think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure anda can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my Friends just don't understand lol). How many do anda think anda can fill, komen below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what anda think please.
So these are, sejak far, my kegemaran Petikan from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I Cinta you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I Cinta you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD