" I would like to Run away from You, But If anda din't come and Stop Me, I would Die..!! "
Life may be was Unfair to Me but Alteast it was Slow. As Slow as I'd rather say It was standing Still. Life brought the thing called Cinta to Me.. I was in Cinta and this was the Cinta at first Site, a Feeling Unknown, Unhoped for, Unexpected in so far as it could be a matter of concious awareness. Cinta took the entire possesion of Mine & He understood that this was for life.
I turned back to face utama while My Eyes were still digged in the Note. No One knew where I was. I entered My Room. James was Cuddled in the Couch. He might've fallen asleep while watching TV. I was glad that No One's going to Shoot a Question, but before I could make my way to My Room, Alice Grabbed Me sejak Hand.
"Hey Sweetie, You're Back, How was the Day?" Alice seem delighted with NO reason.
"Oh, things were Tiring" I Yawned.
"Can anda please get Me a Cup of Coffee,I'll wait for anda on the Terrace" I requested.
"Ehem Ehem" Alice coughed in Sarcasm but accpeted the Request.
I went straight to the bahagian, atas Floor. World was Quiet & Beautiful. I admired the Beauty of Night & Sighed Heavily. atau may be Huffed as I took stairs over the Lift.
"So, once in a while right in the Middle of My Ordinary life, Cinta finally decided to Give Me a Fairytale" I smiled at the thought.
"You need a Doctor Psycho, Why do anda keep talking to yourself" Alice grimaced
I raised an Eyebrow in Sarcasm.
"So would anda like to share.. Uhh.. I wonder what made anda so reserved to Yourself ?" Alice streched herself ke hadapan to Hug Me.
"Alice, Well.. Me.. I'm.. I guess I'm Scared" I answered with a Grin though I can't hide My Wet Eyes.
"Did anda meet someone today ??" Alice asked Impatiently
"Oh.. No.. Not Really" I lied.
"... atau May Be.. But I don't wanna talk about that.. Will tell anda later" I added.
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Days were Passing with the Wind. He never returned to Me. That was the First & the Last hari I saw that Heavenly Creature. I could'nt breathe with the thought when He Pressed his Lips against My Hairs & whispered at my ears.
"I Cinta You"
A Teardrop rolled on My cheek and I stiffened like a Statue. I didn't know what to Say.. I could'nt make any Excuse to myself that might help Me to Live in Peace.
"What could be the Reason that He never ... " I whispered to Myself.
I Held my cell Phone within the Fist. sejak Now, I had his number memorised but could'nt manage to Dial. I'd never seen this coming to Me. Is that All I Deserve? To be Loved, Only for a While.
Jake was all I needed now to fall into. All I wish from a Wishing Star.
I shuddered with the Flash of My Memories Before Valentine's hari when I was all Alone on the Roads.
Paul, My So-Called friend who declared himself to be in Cinta with Me, decided not to talk to me any more. Me too decided to let him Go 'cause I never wanted to make this Hard for Him. I knew It will break his hati, tengah-tengah one Day.
I locked my Phone in the Drawer and handed the keys to Alice. I lingered and slipped stealthily in katil before giving her a chance to catch My May-be-she-is-crazy-after-all Expressions.
Its been ages I have'nt checked My Mails. So In order to divert my Mind, I powered the Computer ON. I flickered My eyes on the eMails once.
"Where are anda Honey. Please Call Me" My Eyes Turned Wide as I saw that Message. I Adjusted Myself Close to the Monitor & tried to concentrate on the eMail while I managed to Breathe. My heartbeats ran so Fast that I had to read it thrice to make a sense out of it.
I ran to Alice.
"Alice, Get Me My Phone Please" I screeched. I felt a lump in my throat while I still stared at the Computer.
"What's Going on ??" Alice said.
"I will tell anda later" I snapped.
A part of Me didn't want to alih a Muscle, Not because I din't want to listen to that Melodious Voice but I was afraid that I may faint.
I leaned back in the katil and Dialed his Number.
"Oh My God.. anda finally Called.. Don't do this to Me ever.. " Jake answered. His words ran so fast out of his mouth that I actually din't get what he said.
I heard his Heavy Sigh.. and I sighed in Relief too...
Life may be was Unfair to Me but Alteast it was Slow. As Slow as I'd rather say It was standing Still. Life brought the thing called Cinta to Me.. I was in Cinta and this was the Cinta at first Site, a Feeling Unknown, Unhoped for, Unexpected in so far as it could be a matter of concious awareness. Cinta took the entire possesion of Mine & He understood that this was for life.
I turned back to face utama while My Eyes were still digged in the Note. No One knew where I was. I entered My Room. James was Cuddled in the Couch. He might've fallen asleep while watching TV. I was glad that No One's going to Shoot a Question, but before I could make my way to My Room, Alice Grabbed Me sejak Hand.
"Hey Sweetie, You're Back, How was the Day?" Alice seem delighted with NO reason.
"Oh, things were Tiring" I Yawned.
"Can anda please get Me a Cup of Coffee,I'll wait for anda on the Terrace" I requested.
"Ehem Ehem" Alice coughed in Sarcasm but accpeted the Request.
I went straight to the bahagian, atas Floor. World was Quiet & Beautiful. I admired the Beauty of Night & Sighed Heavily. atau may be Huffed as I took stairs over the Lift.
"So, once in a while right in the Middle of My Ordinary life, Cinta finally decided to Give Me a Fairytale" I smiled at the thought.
"You need a Doctor Psycho, Why do anda keep talking to yourself" Alice grimaced
I raised an Eyebrow in Sarcasm.
"So would anda like to share.. Uhh.. I wonder what made anda so reserved to Yourself ?" Alice streched herself ke hadapan to Hug Me.
"Alice, Well.. Me.. I'm.. I guess I'm Scared" I answered with a Grin though I can't hide My Wet Eyes.
"Did anda meet someone today ??" Alice asked Impatiently
"Oh.. No.. Not Really" I lied.
"... atau May Be.. But I don't wanna talk about that.. Will tell anda later" I added.
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Days were Passing with the Wind. He never returned to Me. That was the First & the Last hari I saw that Heavenly Creature. I could'nt breathe with the thought when He Pressed his Lips against My Hairs & whispered at my ears.
"I Cinta You"
A Teardrop rolled on My cheek and I stiffened like a Statue. I didn't know what to Say.. I could'nt make any Excuse to myself that might help Me to Live in Peace.
"What could be the Reason that He never ... " I whispered to Myself.
I Held my cell Phone within the Fist. sejak Now, I had his number memorised but could'nt manage to Dial. I'd never seen this coming to Me. Is that All I Deserve? To be Loved, Only for a While.
Jake was all I needed now to fall into. All I wish from a Wishing Star.
I shuddered with the Flash of My Memories Before Valentine's hari when I was all Alone on the Roads.
Paul, My So-Called friend who declared himself to be in Cinta with Me, decided not to talk to me any more. Me too decided to let him Go 'cause I never wanted to make this Hard for Him. I knew It will break his hati, tengah-tengah one Day.
I locked my Phone in the Drawer and handed the keys to Alice. I lingered and slipped stealthily in katil before giving her a chance to catch My May-be-she-is-crazy-after-all Expressions.
Its been ages I have'nt checked My Mails. So In order to divert my Mind, I powered the Computer ON. I flickered My eyes on the eMails once.
"Where are anda Honey. Please Call Me" My Eyes Turned Wide as I saw that Message. I Adjusted Myself Close to the Monitor & tried to concentrate on the eMail while I managed to Breathe. My heartbeats ran so Fast that I had to read it thrice to make a sense out of it.
I ran to Alice.
"Alice, Get Me My Phone Please" I screeched. I felt a lump in my throat while I still stared at the Computer.
"What's Going on ??" Alice said.
"I will tell anda later" I snapped.
A part of Me didn't want to alih a Muscle, Not because I din't want to listen to that Melodious Voice but I was afraid that I may faint.
I leaned back in the katil and Dialed his Number.
"Oh My God.. anda finally Called.. Don't do this to Me ever.. " Jake answered. His words ran so fast out of his mouth that I actually din't get what he said.
I heard his Heavy Sigh.. and I sighed in Relief too...