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Confessions.
“I have to tell them.” I thought “Today’s the day.” Hesitantly I approached my family, hoping my father, Edward, wouldn’t read my thoughts. My father shifted his eyes and met mine, they turned cold and dark and after a few moments, he grimaced. He did it. “I told anda not to.” I thought angrily. My mother, Bella, noticed my expression. She looked at us several times and finally asked, “What is it?” No one answered and my father continued to glare at me. “Edward, I demand anda tell me.” My father ignored her.
“I can’t believe you’re going to this to us, to yourself.”
“I want to.” Is all I said. My fathers face crumbled into rage.
“You’re not joining the Volturi, I won’t let you.” He scoffed
“You don’t have a choice, dad!” I scoffed the last word.
“I don’t care.”
“Shut up, Edward!”
My mothers expression flickered through several emotions.
First was surprise and as quickly as it came disappeared
into annoyance which was followed sejak disappointment, pity,
sadness (as if she were about to cry,) and then last but not least, disappointment at themselves this time.
“No, no. I won’t let anda either.” My mother gasped. “Does Jacob know about this.”
“Know, KNOW! I’ll have anda know, Jacob does know about this, in fact Jacob supports me in everything that I do, and I don’t even Cinta him.” A gasp sounded behind me and I was reluctant to turn around and face him. When I did, I saw a mask of pain on Jacob’s face. “ Jacob I – I didn’t mean it. I’m sorry.” I stuttered.
His mouth was opening and closing. He wanted to say something, but no sound came out. Finally he slammed the door behind him.
“ I can’t believe anda berkata that.” Jacob’s voice broke twice.
“ Take it easy Jake.” Edward eased.
“ NO! No I will not take it easy!” Jacob snapped and shook all over. “Jacob, I berkata I was sorry. Is it really a big deal?
“I Cinta you, I thought anda loved me too. I changed for you. And it was for nothing.”
“It wasn’t for nothing!” I cried “I do have feelings for you, what I just said, I didn’t mean it!”
From his face I could see he wasn’t buying it “SHOOT!” I thought, how could I possibly make it up to him? But before I could answer anything, Jacob just lunged at me. I immediately covered my eyes and waited for the pain to begin. But there was nothing. I allowed myself to look and I saw my father fighting Jacob, I heard shattering glass, howls and barks from Jacob, snarls from deep inside my father’s chest, gasps from my mother and my footsteps to my father’s side. I wasn’t even conscious I was even moving, then the seterusnya thing I knew, I was snarling and hissing at Jacob. It didn’t feel right fighting him like this.
“Dad, please don’t kill him!” I cried as he held Jacob sejak the throat. He let go of him. Jacob stumbled back and turned back into human form.
“Jacob… leave. Now!” Edward ordered poisonously and nodded toward the door and Jacob stormed out dramatically. I was about to cry but held the tears back. For I would not cry in front of my parents over a boyfriend. I raced to my room, pushing the door open, hearing the creek it as I slammed it. I locked it and collapsed on my bed. I brought my knees up to my face and wrapped my arms around them, then started sobbing. When I was out of tears and my eyes were sore and my trousers were soaked, I sat up and walked over to the mirror. I was a mess; my hair was frizzy and matted, a ball of urban chaos, my Chocolate brown eyes were red-rimmed and sore-looking and my cheeks were red and tear stained. I picked up my comb, but put it down again, I didn’t feel like combing my hair today.
I couldn’t remember what hari it was, I hadn’t slept a wink for what it seemed like a decade. I turned my face to my home-made calendar with pictures of Jacob, my family, the Cullens and me. I swiped for it and tore it off the wall, I felt like shredding it to pieces, so I did. After I had finished, I stuffed the remains in the bin. A quiet knock on the oak door interrupted me in my process.
“Renesmee?” It was Carlisle, his soft voice coaxing. “Oh no! Not Carlisle, he’s innocent!” I thought worriedly. But suddenly I remembered I was safe, the door was locked and I just ignored him.
“Renesmee? Please open the door.” Something in his soothing voice had the strangest effect on me, which made me listen and obey “Thanks, Renesmee.” Carlisle paused, wavering. “I heard what happened with Jacob and the Volturi… I just want to let anda know, I support you.” I went to sit down, happily surprised.
“You what? anda support me?” I flung my arms around him. “Thank anda so much, Carlisle!”
“But before anda get into hysterics and start partying, I want to know why.” He asked and I shrugged.
“I don’t know… I just… well… um…” Carlisle broke me off.
“You don’t have a reason, do you, Nessie?” As fond as I was of Carlisle, I hated the nickname ‘Nessie’. I glared at him coldly.
“Don’t call me that!” I snapped, a pint of venom in my sentence.
“Oh, sorry Nes- Renesmee , I didn’t mean to upset you. I just want to know why…”
“Well… I just do! anda were with them, anda could tell me what it was like, I might change my mind.” Then I added under my breath: “but I know I won’t.” But of course Carlisle heard.
“The Volturi are the closest thing our world we have to-” I interrupted.
“Yes, yes I know that! ‘The Volturi are like the Queen, who kill Vampires who break rules atau don’t agree with them. What else?” I asked with impatience.
“Well the Volturi, don’t drink animal blood but human.”
That was new information. “But I still want go.” I wavered, not sounding convincing. All of a sudden, Alice ran in, waving her fists in the air. “You still want to go, after they nearly killed your parents, us and Jacob.” My blood was boiling in my veins. They had been spying on me and Carlisle’s conversation. That was the last straw. I exploded into anger. “I don’t care about Jacob! atau my parents. I hate anda all, GET OUT!” I pushed Carlisle and Alice out of the room. “You can’t stay in here forever!” Alice snarled. I had never seen Alice like that before. It only made me angrier. “ I’m eighteen, I can do what I like!” I replied.
“No anda can’t Nessie!” That was Jacob, how did he get here?
“Just watch me!” and with that I slammed the door in their faces.
A trip to Volterra.
I stuffed the things at hand into my backpack, I wasn’t planning on saying goodbyes, I just plan to jump out the window and make a run for it, and yes I did know that’s ridiculous, though with the help of Emmett and Carlisle, I might just get through.
“Thank anda Carlisle, Emmett, will anda tell the others?” I asked
“No need, they’ll find out on their own, with Ed’s mind-reading skills.” Emmett concluded. Carlisle gave me the ticket and wished me luck, I knew I’d see them again, with what Edward and Bella get up to I’d see them in no time.
The journey was long, too long. Every moment felt as if Edward atau Bella might catch me and take me back, lock me up in a cell, never to see daylight again. Though I was very far from home, I still felt like I wasn’t far enough. I flew over the North Atlantic Ocean to Spain and caught a ferry to Italy. Then it was a two jam tube ride to Volterra. The journey took over two days. I bought a map of Volterra and soon recognized the Vulturi building. I had enough money to stay in a hotel for a week atau two. “Hopefully the Vulturi will have accepted me sejak then. I also have a gift which could get me in, and besides Aro knows me from babyhood, which will give me a good chance of getting on his good side. Eventhough I know Caius wouldn’t like me even if Aro accepts me, but I will still try. It will take a lot to get on Caius’ good side, would it will be even harder to keep herself there, but Marcus is so easy to please, anda could just flatter him.” I thought, as I was planning my way into the Volturi. As I was practicing flirting and flattering my phone rang it’s annoying ring tone and berkata the incoming call was from Emmett. I picked up the phone, brought it up to my ear. “Hiya Renesmee.”
“Hi Emmett.” I replied. There was a pause and then a whisper as if Emmett were arguing with someone quietly. “No. She doesn’t want t-, All right fine.” Then someone else was on the other end of the phone. “Hello, Nessie.” Jacob berkata eerily. I immediately snapped the phone shut. “How dare he call me! How dare he! After all he’s done! I should have let Edward kill him. I should have killed him myself! I should go back and kill him right now.” I thought angrily, wanting to hit something very, very hard. “That’s a bit of an over reaction, don’t anda think?” Something very cold was touching my shoulder lightly. I gasped violently and turned to face the figure in the shadows of an old house. The figure was average height and had shiny, straight hair down to their shoulders. They shifted their head from left to right, and then took a step ke hadapan into the sunlight. The figure of the shadows morphed into a familiar person. Someone she had been looking for. “I mean he is your boyfriend.” Aro berkata softly. His skin was now sparkling in the sunlight. It wasn’t like a sparkle that her family had, it was fainter and in patches there was just pale white skin. I found myself staring at him, mesmerized. I had to close my eyes to stop.
“H-he was.” I stuttered, angry again.
“It has been a long time young Renesmee. What brings anda here to Volterra?” Aro spoke almost as if he already knew. “Well he does stupid. He just read your thoughts! ” My brain told me.
“You already know.” I spoke coolly.
“I know. I just Cinta the way your voice sounds. It’s like summer in the middle of winter, like the breeze on a hot, sunny day.” He sang cheerily, putting his hands together. “I just Cinta it.”
Feeling the blush appearing on my cheeks, I just looked at him.
“Come with me young one. anda must share with me how the Cullens are doing." He then took my hand, asked "may I?" And when I nodded, he kissed it gracefully.
Confessions.
“I have to tell them.” I thought “Today’s the day.” Hesitantly I approached my family, hoping my father, Edward, wouldn’t read my thoughts. My father shifted his eyes and met mine, they turned cold and dark and after a few moments, he grimaced. He did it. “I told anda not to.” I thought angrily. My mother, Bella, noticed my expression. She looked at us several times and finally asked, “What is it?” No one answered and my father continued to glare at me. “Edward, I demand anda tell me.” My father ignored her.
“I can’t believe you’re going to this to us, to yourself.”
“I want to.” Is all I said. My fathers face crumbled into rage.
“You’re not joining the Volturi, I won’t let you.” He scoffed
“You don’t have a choice, dad!” I scoffed the last word.
“I don’t care.”
“Shut up, Edward!”
My mothers expression flickered through several emotions.
First was surprise and as quickly as it came disappeared
into annoyance which was followed sejak disappointment, pity,
sadness (as if she were about to cry,) and then last but not least, disappointment at themselves this time.
“No, no. I won’t let anda either.” My mother gasped. “Does Jacob know about this.”
“Know, KNOW! I’ll have anda know, Jacob does know about this, in fact Jacob supports me in everything that I do, and I don’t even Cinta him.” A gasp sounded behind me and I was reluctant to turn around and face him. When I did, I saw a mask of pain on Jacob’s face. “ Jacob I – I didn’t mean it. I’m sorry.” I stuttered.
His mouth was opening and closing. He wanted to say something, but no sound came out. Finally he slammed the door behind him.
“ I can’t believe anda berkata that.” Jacob’s voice broke twice.
“ Take it easy Jake.” Edward eased.
“ NO! No I will not take it easy!” Jacob snapped and shook all over. “Jacob, I berkata I was sorry. Is it really a big deal?
“I Cinta you, I thought anda loved me too. I changed for you. And it was for nothing.”
“It wasn’t for nothing!” I cried “I do have feelings for you, what I just said, I didn’t mean it!”
From his face I could see he wasn’t buying it “SHOOT!” I thought, how could I possibly make it up to him? But before I could answer anything, Jacob just lunged at me. I immediately covered my eyes and waited for the pain to begin. But there was nothing. I allowed myself to look and I saw my father fighting Jacob, I heard shattering glass, howls and barks from Jacob, snarls from deep inside my father’s chest, gasps from my mother and my footsteps to my father’s side. I wasn’t even conscious I was even moving, then the seterusnya thing I knew, I was snarling and hissing at Jacob. It didn’t feel right fighting him like this.
“Dad, please don’t kill him!” I cried as he held Jacob sejak the throat. He let go of him. Jacob stumbled back and turned back into human form.
“Jacob… leave. Now!” Edward ordered poisonously and nodded toward the door and Jacob stormed out dramatically. I was about to cry but held the tears back. For I would not cry in front of my parents over a boyfriend. I raced to my room, pushing the door open, hearing the creek it as I slammed it. I locked it and collapsed on my bed. I brought my knees up to my face and wrapped my arms around them, then started sobbing. When I was out of tears and my eyes were sore and my trousers were soaked, I sat up and walked over to the mirror. I was a mess; my hair was frizzy and matted, a ball of urban chaos, my Chocolate brown eyes were red-rimmed and sore-looking and my cheeks were red and tear stained. I picked up my comb, but put it down again, I didn’t feel like combing my hair today.
I couldn’t remember what hari it was, I hadn’t slept a wink for what it seemed like a decade. I turned my face to my home-made calendar with pictures of Jacob, my family, the Cullens and me. I swiped for it and tore it off the wall, I felt like shredding it to pieces, so I did. After I had finished, I stuffed the remains in the bin. A quiet knock on the oak door interrupted me in my process.
“Renesmee?” It was Carlisle, his soft voice coaxing. “Oh no! Not Carlisle, he’s innocent!” I thought worriedly. But suddenly I remembered I was safe, the door was locked and I just ignored him.
“Renesmee? Please open the door.” Something in his soothing voice had the strangest effect on me, which made me listen and obey “Thanks, Renesmee.” Carlisle paused, wavering. “I heard what happened with Jacob and the Volturi… I just want to let anda know, I support you.” I went to sit down, happily surprised.
“You what? anda support me?” I flung my arms around him. “Thank anda so much, Carlisle!”
“But before anda get into hysterics and start partying, I want to know why.” He asked and I shrugged.
“I don’t know… I just… well… um…” Carlisle broke me off.
“You don’t have a reason, do you, Nessie?” As fond as I was of Carlisle, I hated the nickname ‘Nessie’. I glared at him coldly.
“Don’t call me that!” I snapped, a pint of venom in my sentence.
“Oh, sorry Nes- Renesmee , I didn’t mean to upset you. I just want to know why…”
“Well… I just do! anda were with them, anda could tell me what it was like, I might change my mind.” Then I added under my breath: “but I know I won’t.” But of course Carlisle heard.
“The Volturi are the closest thing our world we have to-” I interrupted.
“Yes, yes I know that! ‘The Volturi are like the Queen, who kill Vampires who break rules atau don’t agree with them. What else?” I asked with impatience.
“Well the Volturi, don’t drink animal blood but human.”
That was new information. “But I still want go.” I wavered, not sounding convincing. All of a sudden, Alice ran in, waving her fists in the air. “You still want to go, after they nearly killed your parents, us and Jacob.” My blood was boiling in my veins. They had been spying on me and Carlisle’s conversation. That was the last straw. I exploded into anger. “I don’t care about Jacob! atau my parents. I hate anda all, GET OUT!” I pushed Carlisle and Alice out of the room. “You can’t stay in here forever!” Alice snarled. I had never seen Alice like that before. It only made me angrier. “ I’m eighteen, I can do what I like!” I replied.
“No anda can’t Nessie!” That was Jacob, how did he get here?
“Just watch me!” and with that I slammed the door in their faces.
A trip to Volterra.
I stuffed the things at hand into my backpack, I wasn’t planning on saying goodbyes, I just plan to jump out the window and make a run for it, and yes I did know that’s ridiculous, though with the help of Emmett and Carlisle, I might just get through.
“Thank anda Carlisle, Emmett, will anda tell the others?” I asked
“No need, they’ll find out on their own, with Ed’s mind-reading skills.” Emmett concluded. Carlisle gave me the ticket and wished me luck, I knew I’d see them again, with what Edward and Bella get up to I’d see them in no time.
The journey was long, too long. Every moment felt as if Edward atau Bella might catch me and take me back, lock me up in a cell, never to see daylight again. Though I was very far from home, I still felt like I wasn’t far enough. I flew over the North Atlantic Ocean to Spain and caught a ferry to Italy. Then it was a two jam tube ride to Volterra. The journey took over two days. I bought a map of Volterra and soon recognized the Vulturi building. I had enough money to stay in a hotel for a week atau two. “Hopefully the Vulturi will have accepted me sejak then. I also have a gift which could get me in, and besides Aro knows me from babyhood, which will give me a good chance of getting on his good side. Eventhough I know Caius wouldn’t like me even if Aro accepts me, but I will still try. It will take a lot to get on Caius’ good side, would it will be even harder to keep herself there, but Marcus is so easy to please, anda could just flatter him.” I thought, as I was planning my way into the Volturi. As I was practicing flirting and flattering my phone rang it’s annoying ring tone and berkata the incoming call was from Emmett. I picked up the phone, brought it up to my ear. “Hiya Renesmee.”
“Hi Emmett.” I replied. There was a pause and then a whisper as if Emmett were arguing with someone quietly. “No. She doesn’t want t-, All right fine.” Then someone else was on the other end of the phone. “Hello, Nessie.” Jacob berkata eerily. I immediately snapped the phone shut. “How dare he call me! How dare he! After all he’s done! I should have let Edward kill him. I should have killed him myself! I should go back and kill him right now.” I thought angrily, wanting to hit something very, very hard. “That’s a bit of an over reaction, don’t anda think?” Something very cold was touching my shoulder lightly. I gasped violently and turned to face the figure in the shadows of an old house. The figure was average height and had shiny, straight hair down to their shoulders. They shifted their head from left to right, and then took a step ke hadapan into the sunlight. The figure of the shadows morphed into a familiar person. Someone she had been looking for. “I mean he is your boyfriend.” Aro berkata softly. His skin was now sparkling in the sunlight. It wasn’t like a sparkle that her family had, it was fainter and in patches there was just pale white skin. I found myself staring at him, mesmerized. I had to close my eyes to stop.
“H-he was.” I stuttered, angry again.
“It has been a long time young Renesmee. What brings anda here to Volterra?” Aro spoke almost as if he already knew. “Well he does stupid. He just read your thoughts! ” My brain told me.
“You already know.” I spoke coolly.
“I know. I just Cinta the way your voice sounds. It’s like summer in the middle of winter, like the breeze on a hot, sunny day.” He sang cheerily, putting his hands together. “I just Cinta it.”
Feeling the blush appearing on my cheeks, I just looked at him.
“Come with me young one. anda must share with me how the Cullens are doing." He then took my hand, asked "may I?" And when I nodded, he kissed it gracefully.
I am sorry that i hvae not been on in almost a tahun i discovered FanFiction.net and fell in Cinta with it.
I'm also sorry to say that i may not finish this story. I will either change to where it is Bella and either Jasper, Sam atau Paul. I am leaning lebih to Jasper. The reason for this is because I have fallen in Cinta with Jasper, Sam and Paul being with Bella. Along with a little bit Jared.
atau I will allow someone to take over this story. I already have someone in mind to cintinue it if that person still wants to write it.
I have yet to decided which one it will take me a while to choose which one with school softball and explorers.
Please commett cause I will look at those and they will also help me decide which one
I'm also sorry to say that i may not finish this story. I will either change to where it is Bella and either Jasper, Sam atau Paul. I am leaning lebih to Jasper. The reason for this is because I have fallen in Cinta with Jasper, Sam and Paul being with Bella. Along with a little bit Jared.
atau I will allow someone to take over this story. I already have someone in mind to cintinue it if that person still wants to write it.
I have yet to decided which one it will take me a while to choose which one with school softball and explorers.
Please commett cause I will look at those and they will also help me decide which one
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Renesme's POV
I laughed, Jacob was a great guy and very funny. I loved him, I mean who wouldnt?! He's cute smart, Buff, and Funny. I think even mom has a crush on him! "Ness!"Jacob shouted/laughed. "Huh? Oh I'm sorry jacob what were anda saying?" I dumbfoundly asked. "I berkata do anda want to go to makan malam, majlis makan malam with me on friday?" He smiled. "I would Cinta to! But I have to ask my mom and dad... My dad will probably say no.. He dosnt like you" "I know, call me ok?" He ask's. "Okay!" I say cheerfully.
1 jam later.
"Mom, Can I ask anda something?" I dubiously said. "Sure hunny" Then mom put down the paper and gave me a warm smile. "Well anda see jacob kinda asked me out on a date." "Really? Well I would say yes but the final desicion is up to your dad" She berkata seriously. I sighed, I then sent mom a mind message saying, "I know".
I laughed, Jacob was a great guy and very funny. I loved him, I mean who wouldnt?! He's cute smart, Buff, and Funny. I think even mom has a crush on him! "Ness!"Jacob shouted/laughed. "Huh? Oh I'm sorry jacob what were anda saying?" I dumbfoundly asked. "I berkata do anda want to go to makan malam, majlis makan malam with me on friday?" He smiled. "I would Cinta to! But I have to ask my mom and dad... My dad will probably say no.. He dosnt like you" "I know, call me ok?" He ask's. "Okay!" I say cheerfully.
1 jam later.
"Mom, Can I ask anda something?" I dubiously said. "Sure hunny" Then mom put down the paper and gave me a warm smile. "Well anda see jacob kinda asked me out on a date." "Really? Well I would say yes but the final desicion is up to your dad" She berkata seriously. I sighed, I then sent mom a mind message saying, "I know".
5 years later
Bella's POV
I held her hand, Nessie and I had gone out to the medow to pick flowers, It was a warm spring hari and I thought it would be nice to let nessie go out of the boundries we had set (me and Edward) But i did not want her going alone so I went with her. On the way we ran into a a old friend Jacob. "Bella! Is that you?" He called laughing. "My gosh Jacob!" I squeled happily, I ran up to him and gave him a big hug. "Momma? who's that?" Nessie curiously asked. "Huh? Oh Nessie this is jacob! Say hello to him" I replied motioning for her to come forward. Nessie curiously stepped ke hadapan and shook hands with jacob. "Hey lil Vamp, your pretty cute" Jacob berkata to her. "th-thanks jacob!" Nessie sayed blushing. All in all i think Jacob and Nessie will become great friends.
Bella's POV
I held her hand, Nessie and I had gone out to the medow to pick flowers, It was a warm spring hari and I thought it would be nice to let nessie go out of the boundries we had set (me and Edward) But i did not want her going alone so I went with her. On the way we ran into a a old friend Jacob. "Bella! Is that you?" He called laughing. "My gosh Jacob!" I squeled happily, I ran up to him and gave him a big hug. "Momma? who's that?" Nessie curiously asked. "Huh? Oh Nessie this is jacob! Say hello to him" I replied motioning for her to come forward. Nessie curiously stepped ke hadapan and shook hands with jacob. "Hey lil Vamp, your pretty cute" Jacob berkata to her. "th-thanks jacob!" Nessie sayed blushing. All in all i think Jacob and Nessie will become great friends.
Nessie's POV
I looked around curiously, I starred at the strange objects moving around my head. What were they? I looked around lebih and lebih and became scared of my surroundings, I let out a small cry and started to kick and wiggle about. A moment later and tall dark haired man appered-My father Edward Cullen. He scooped me up and gently started rocking me back and forth. "Shhh Ness, its ok" He rocked and kissed me for a few lebih minit then set me down into my katil agian. Soon I fell asleep.
I looked around curiously, I starred at the strange objects moving around my head. What were they? I looked around lebih and lebih and became scared of my surroundings, I let out a small cry and started to kick and wiggle about. A moment later and tall dark haired man appered-My father Edward Cullen. He scooped me up and gently started rocking me back and forth. "Shhh Ness, its ok" He rocked and kissed me for a few lebih minit then set me down into my katil agian. Soon I fell asleep.
don't anda ever wonder what your life would be like if your boyfriend was a vampire? i do every hari there are a few things that i know for sure:
1. they will never get old.
even when anda are thirty they will still look young.
2. they will never cheat on you.
It is to risky for them to cheat on anda because anda know there big secrete that they are vampires!
3. they will be able to defend anda and protect anda for ever.
no one could ever touch anda atau hurt anda again he could defend anda from all danger.
reads seterusnya months for the downsides of having a vampire boyfriend.
1. they will never get old.
even when anda are thirty they will still look young.
2. they will never cheat on you.
It is to risky for them to cheat on anda because anda know there big secrete that they are vampires!
3. they will be able to defend anda and protect anda for ever.
no one could ever touch anda atau hurt anda again he could defend anda from all danger.
reads seterusnya months for the downsides of having a vampire boyfriend.
People wonder how I feel about being able to predict the future. Is it fun? Is it a curse?
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, bungkus, balut it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, bungkus, balut it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
emily's dress
nessie
With three films coming out in 2011, Rob Pattinson is set to have a very busy year. Water for Elephants is scheduled to be in theatres on April 15. Breaking Dawn Part 1 will be out on Nov. 18. Bel Ami’s release tarikh is currently set for sometime in August. Each role is very different and should tunjuk some diversity from the actor most famous for being Edward Cullen. So head over to MTV and let them know which film anda are most excited about. Leave a komen below telling us which film anda think will push Rob the furthest as an actor.
