Chapter 1: BPOV
“Isabella Mary Swan, get your keldai down here right now!” he yelled. I hurried out of katil and ran downstairs to face the impending danger of my so called “father” Charlie Swan. My dad is the police officer for Forks, Washington. I know what you’re thinking that because he’s a cope he should be the good guy well guess again. Charlie has two different kinds of hobbies that make him different from about 75 % of the fathers of the United States of America. His first is to drink and when he wasn’t drinking he was doing his saat hobby which was beating his daughter known as me. Charlie, has been beating and sexually abusing me ever seen my mother, Renee died. My mother died when I was only 5 years old though I don’t know how she died but all I do know is that Charlie blames me which explains why I get the daily beatings from hell.
“Coming char- dad” I yelled. I really wish I didn’t need to go downstairs. I was trying to walk downstairs calmly and slowly because I am a HUGE cults but before I was even down the first steps I was pushed down. When I got up finally I had a splitting headache and I couldn’t get that far because when I did I was slammed up against the dinding and held there with his hand around my neck holding with a death grip.
“Where’s my food, Bitch? It’s supposed to be on the meja, jadual before I get home. I thought that was our deal Isabella. Don’t forget EVER forget that is the ONLY reason why you’re still living in this house and not on the streets.” He said. I wasn’t trying to tunjuk him emotion atau pain because he lives off the pain of others, and I do not want to be that person.
“I’m sorry Char-dad. I fell asleep and I didn’t mean too. It won’t happen again I promise. I can make makan malam, majlis makan malam right now if anda want me to” I said. Hiding all fear and sacredness in my voice and covering it with a confident and strong voice which is not how I feel at all.
“Just cook my Makanan then get out of my face. Isabella anda are a selfish whore and seterusnya time this happens I won’t be as nice about your punishment and consequent as I was this time.” He said. Then his foot came in contact with my ribs one last time before he walked away muttering words I didn’t bother figuring out.
After a few saat I got up off the ground and started getting anything and everything out of the cupboards. All I found was eggs, mike, and pancake mix. I guess that what were having and if he has a problem then well I’m just going to get yet again a another beating atau something a lot worse.
I was about half way down when I noticed someone was watching me. When I turned around a bir bottle was being thrown at my head but I ducted. I’m getting so sick of his crap. I was about to grab something and throw it at him when I felt hands go up and down my waist and Ciuman my neck up and down. I started to panic. How many drinks have he had? I didn’t know what to do so I took the hot pan full of hot grease and smacked him with it and ran.
I’ve never undermined Charlie before. Where do I go? Where am I supposed to live? Why the hell did I just do that to my own father? What the hell was I thinking? I don’t know but I had this strange feeling in the pit of my stomach and I’ve never felt this way before. I felt like the 19 years of guilt, stress, sacredness, and lastly the loss of hope was gone from my mind, hati, tengah-tengah and every once emotion that has passed scene my mother has passed was off my shoulders. I can feel the freedom of my father’s way of loving me and the way he makes utama feel like I already live on the streets.
“Isabella Sawn, get anda scrawny butt in this house this instant. If anda don’t get in here I will personally bring anda in this house and anda will not enjoy what anda have waiting for you. So if I were anda I would think twice before anda make your decision.” Charlie said. Great there goes my freedom. Should I go back? Should I get in my car and leave?
“Charlie, go to hell.” With that I ran to my car and I got in as fast as I could. I saw Charlie running out of the house with pure rage and looking ready to about anything to get me back in that house died atau alive. I pulled out of the drive way and sped as fast as I could out of sight with my new Maclaren F1 GT that I spent all my saved money from my 6 jobs on. The only thing I could hear was Charlie yelling and screaming for me to come back which I’m not.
I don’t know where I’m going to go and I don’t know where life is going to take me but I know deep down that if I had the courage to leave Charlie and stand up to my abusive physically and mentally father then I can accomplish anything that if I put my hati, tengah-tengah and mind together.
“By the way, Isabella Swan, Happy 20th Birthday to you.” I berkata to myself and with that I put myself on highway 101 and headed for my new life as an independent woman.
“Isabella Mary Swan, get your keldai down here right now!” he yelled. I hurried out of katil and ran downstairs to face the impending danger of my so called “father” Charlie Swan. My dad is the police officer for Forks, Washington. I know what you’re thinking that because he’s a cope he should be the good guy well guess again. Charlie has two different kinds of hobbies that make him different from about 75 % of the fathers of the United States of America. His first is to drink and when he wasn’t drinking he was doing his saat hobby which was beating his daughter known as me. Charlie, has been beating and sexually abusing me ever seen my mother, Renee died. My mother died when I was only 5 years old though I don’t know how she died but all I do know is that Charlie blames me which explains why I get the daily beatings from hell.
“Coming char- dad” I yelled. I really wish I didn’t need to go downstairs. I was trying to walk downstairs calmly and slowly because I am a HUGE cults but before I was even down the first steps I was pushed down. When I got up finally I had a splitting headache and I couldn’t get that far because when I did I was slammed up against the dinding and held there with his hand around my neck holding with a death grip.
“Where’s my food, Bitch? It’s supposed to be on the meja, jadual before I get home. I thought that was our deal Isabella. Don’t forget EVER forget that is the ONLY reason why you’re still living in this house and not on the streets.” He said. I wasn’t trying to tunjuk him emotion atau pain because he lives off the pain of others, and I do not want to be that person.
“I’m sorry Char-dad. I fell asleep and I didn’t mean too. It won’t happen again I promise. I can make makan malam, majlis makan malam right now if anda want me to” I said. Hiding all fear and sacredness in my voice and covering it with a confident and strong voice which is not how I feel at all.
“Just cook my Makanan then get out of my face. Isabella anda are a selfish whore and seterusnya time this happens I won’t be as nice about your punishment and consequent as I was this time.” He said. Then his foot came in contact with my ribs one last time before he walked away muttering words I didn’t bother figuring out.
After a few saat I got up off the ground and started getting anything and everything out of the cupboards. All I found was eggs, mike, and pancake mix. I guess that what were having and if he has a problem then well I’m just going to get yet again a another beating atau something a lot worse.
I was about half way down when I noticed someone was watching me. When I turned around a bir bottle was being thrown at my head but I ducted. I’m getting so sick of his crap. I was about to grab something and throw it at him when I felt hands go up and down my waist and Ciuman my neck up and down. I started to panic. How many drinks have he had? I didn’t know what to do so I took the hot pan full of hot grease and smacked him with it and ran.
I’ve never undermined Charlie before. Where do I go? Where am I supposed to live? Why the hell did I just do that to my own father? What the hell was I thinking? I don’t know but I had this strange feeling in the pit of my stomach and I’ve never felt this way before. I felt like the 19 years of guilt, stress, sacredness, and lastly the loss of hope was gone from my mind, hati, tengah-tengah and every once emotion that has passed scene my mother has passed was off my shoulders. I can feel the freedom of my father’s way of loving me and the way he makes utama feel like I already live on the streets.
“Isabella Sawn, get anda scrawny butt in this house this instant. If anda don’t get in here I will personally bring anda in this house and anda will not enjoy what anda have waiting for you. So if I were anda I would think twice before anda make your decision.” Charlie said. Great there goes my freedom. Should I go back? Should I get in my car and leave?
“Charlie, go to hell.” With that I ran to my car and I got in as fast as I could. I saw Charlie running out of the house with pure rage and looking ready to about anything to get me back in that house died atau alive. I pulled out of the drive way and sped as fast as I could out of sight with my new Maclaren F1 GT that I spent all my saved money from my 6 jobs on. The only thing I could hear was Charlie yelling and screaming for me to come back which I’m not.
I don’t know where I’m going to go and I don’t know where life is going to take me but I know deep down that if I had the courage to leave Charlie and stand up to my abusive physically and mentally father then I can accomplish anything that if I put my hati, tengah-tengah and mind together.
“By the way, Isabella Swan, Happy 20th Birthday to you.” I berkata to myself and with that I put myself on highway 101 and headed for my new life as an independent woman.
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1) I have created my own spot for Sunrise, and kemaskini will now be telah diposkan there.
2) See my profil "spots Bella_Swan3 has joined" for lebih information. Sunrise is the spot with the red rose.
3) All sebelumnya Sunrise chapters have been reposted there as well.
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-Renesmee-
I terminate the call, and scream at the bahagian, atas of my lungs. It takes Carlisle and Rosalie thirty two saat to reach me. The other Cullens are out hunting.
I find I can only speak in short bursts, so I focus only on Carlisle's voice, asking me what happened. I try to answer, but then, oh joy, lebih pain.
* * *
I've been in labour for the past eight hours now. Imagine, just for a moment, that Rosalie is capable of PMS. And that simultaneously, someone's hidden her hair products, her iPod, her BMW, and her laptop. I was currently in a mood that would make that look like a kitten having a tantrum.
I broke Jacob's wrist sejak accident.
I terminate the call, and scream at the bahagian, atas of my lungs. It takes Carlisle and Rosalie thirty two saat to reach me. The other Cullens are out hunting.
I find I can only speak in short bursts, so I focus only on Carlisle's voice, asking me what happened. I try to answer, but then, oh joy, lebih pain.
* * *
I've been in labour for the past eight hours now. Imagine, just for a moment, that Rosalie is capable of PMS. And that simultaneously, someone's hidden her hair products, her iPod, her BMW, and her laptop. I was currently in a mood that would make that look like a kitten having a tantrum.
I broke Jacob's wrist sejak accident.
Materials:
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon atau skewer)
Eyeshadow atau body shimmer atau pigment (the color anda want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum jelly, jeli in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum lebih lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes atau until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum jelly, jeli (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until anda reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon atau skewer)
Eyeshadow atau body shimmer atau pigment (the color anda want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum jelly, jeli in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum lebih lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes atau until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum jelly, jeli (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until anda reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I berkata while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run atau race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank anda guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward berkata very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a tahun atau so okay and anda guys can leave if anda want to . But I am Going to start sejak asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when anda come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are anda leaving atau staying" i berkata " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I berkata while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run atau race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank anda guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward berkata very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a tahun atau so okay and anda guys can leave if anda want to . But I am Going to start sejak asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when anda come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are anda leaving atau staying" i berkata " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
hei ... This is my first fanfiction :D so if its not good just give me some constructive critism to make it better. Thanks (:
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.