~~Chapter 1~~
I just walked into my house to see my dad lying on the couch, drunk!! I was used to it. I didn’t really care, all of this has been going on since I was 13. I got used to it in the 2 years. This was the daily routine. I got into my house to find dad lying on the couch. No doubt he was drunk. I just ignored him. Two years and it was so easy to think him dead. Think that my father never lived. I went into the dapur and took something to eat out of the fridge. Mom not utama again. I don’t blame her, I don’t like coming utama either. School...I loved school so much. Maybe because it was the only escape from this chaos at home. I loved spending time with my friends. They some how distracted me from “THIS”. Today is Friday, so no school tomorrow.Guess we’re going to the Mall again.Any place would be better than this.I just warmed up whatever was there to eat. Atleast my mom took care of what I ate. I ate it. Then i ran up to my room. The only place that didn’t seem so alien to me. I stayed here all hari on holidays, if I wasn’t going out with my friends. I took out my home-work and started doing it. It was 6:00 pm when I finished doing my home-work. One lebih jam till Mom got home. I just sat on my katil and took out my foto album. It had a foto of me, Mom and Dad. They were so good...Those times. I never thought that it would all end up in “THIS”. Tear drops started rolling down silently down my cheeks. I put the album back. I felt my cell-phone vibrate in my pocket. It was a text from my friend, Annabelle.
Anna: Hey!! Wassup?? Me: Nothing. Caught in this Hell-hole again. Anna: Awww...so you’re going?? To the Mall..tomorrow... Me: Hell yeah. Anywhere to get away from this. Anna: I know. It’ll be OK, Meckie. Soon... Me: Nothing’s gonna be OK. I just can’t take it anymore. Hey...I gtg..Mom’s home. berkata she has something imp. 2 tell me. Wonder what it is.... Anna: Ok..bye.
Mom was utama early today. The thing she wanted to tell me must have been important. “Meckie!!! Can anda please come down-stairs? I need to tell yu some thing ”,my Mom shouted. “Coming!!”, I shouted back.
So, I’m packing. My mom decided to ship me off to Forks, Washington to live with my Aunt. I can’t..leave my friends...They are the only suppot system I have. They stand beside me, when I need. The thought of being away from them, made me cry. I Cinta them so much. I just couldn’t...couldn’t let go off them. But..this is what I wanted. To be away from my parents. I really want to escape this house and the people in it. But...to the other end of the country??? That’s really..unbelievable. We live in..West Point, Georgia. Washington??? Thats..very very very far away. It isn’t Forks “The Town”!! Its somewhere near La Push, my Mom says. Now..Where the hell is THAT??? I have no choice. Mom won’t listen to my protest. Says she’s my mother and knows what’s right for me. Yeah.......right............That is why..she’s been menunjukkan all her aggression towards me. Because she can’t tunjuk it to my Dad. I’ve had enough. Its better that I go away..I will lose my greatest support system..but they’re gonna be with me. I can’t imagine a life without them. My friends. All the times we’ve had..the moments we shared..will always be in my heart..I don’t know how they will react to this decision that has been taken. I have to tell them. I sat on my bed..while I listened to “Rescue Me sejak Tokio Hotel”..More tears started rolling down my cheeks..As I started texing my friends, telling them that I was leaving. I didn’t have the strength to talk..Without waiting for their replies..I cried myself to sleep.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~End Of Chapter 1~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hope U like It!!!
I just walked into my house to see my dad lying on the couch, drunk!! I was used to it. I didn’t really care, all of this has been going on since I was 13. I got used to it in the 2 years. This was the daily routine. I got into my house to find dad lying on the couch. No doubt he was drunk. I just ignored him. Two years and it was so easy to think him dead. Think that my father never lived. I went into the dapur and took something to eat out of the fridge. Mom not utama again. I don’t blame her, I don’t like coming utama either. School...I loved school so much. Maybe because it was the only escape from this chaos at home. I loved spending time with my friends. They some how distracted me from “THIS”. Today is Friday, so no school tomorrow.Guess we’re going to the Mall again.Any place would be better than this.I just warmed up whatever was there to eat. Atleast my mom took care of what I ate. I ate it. Then i ran up to my room. The only place that didn’t seem so alien to me. I stayed here all hari on holidays, if I wasn’t going out with my friends. I took out my home-work and started doing it. It was 6:00 pm when I finished doing my home-work. One lebih jam till Mom got home. I just sat on my katil and took out my foto album. It had a foto of me, Mom and Dad. They were so good...Those times. I never thought that it would all end up in “THIS”. Tear drops started rolling down silently down my cheeks. I put the album back. I felt my cell-phone vibrate in my pocket. It was a text from my friend, Annabelle.
Anna: Hey!! Wassup?? Me: Nothing. Caught in this Hell-hole again. Anna: Awww...so you’re going?? To the Mall..tomorrow... Me: Hell yeah. Anywhere to get away from this. Anna: I know. It’ll be OK, Meckie. Soon... Me: Nothing’s gonna be OK. I just can’t take it anymore. Hey...I gtg..Mom’s home. berkata she has something imp. 2 tell me. Wonder what it is.... Anna: Ok..bye.
Mom was utama early today. The thing she wanted to tell me must have been important. “Meckie!!! Can anda please come down-stairs? I need to tell yu some thing ”,my Mom shouted. “Coming!!”, I shouted back.
So, I’m packing. My mom decided to ship me off to Forks, Washington to live with my Aunt. I can’t..leave my friends...They are the only suppot system I have. They stand beside me, when I need. The thought of being away from them, made me cry. I Cinta them so much. I just couldn’t...couldn’t let go off them. But..this is what I wanted. To be away from my parents. I really want to escape this house and the people in it. But...to the other end of the country??? That’s really..unbelievable. We live in..West Point, Georgia. Washington??? Thats..very very very far away. It isn’t Forks “The Town”!! Its somewhere near La Push, my Mom says. Now..Where the hell is THAT??? I have no choice. Mom won’t listen to my protest. Says she’s my mother and knows what’s right for me. Yeah.......right............That is why..she’s been menunjukkan all her aggression towards me. Because she can’t tunjuk it to my Dad. I’ve had enough. Its better that I go away..I will lose my greatest support system..but they’re gonna be with me. I can’t imagine a life without them. My friends. All the times we’ve had..the moments we shared..will always be in my heart..I don’t know how they will react to this decision that has been taken. I have to tell them. I sat on my bed..while I listened to “Rescue Me sejak Tokio Hotel”..More tears started rolling down my cheeks..As I started texing my friends, telling them that I was leaving. I didn’t have the strength to talk..Without waiting for their replies..I cried myself to sleep.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~End Of Chapter 1~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hope U like It!!!
