MY room was the way i left it, katil unmade, blinds wound down, even the plate at my meja still remained in its place, I was 5 years old when i left, and things were identical at age 17. The air dihidu, smelt of dust, it was aslo foggy, i had to fight the dust to make it through my way to the blinds. Opening the blinds, Light began flitering throught, at this moment all the memories floated in.

Flash back.

Knock knock!
"Come in, if anda dare"i giggled a innocent laugh, a child, i was 4 years old.
"Hello my darling, anda getting up your silly games again, thats very naughty of you, anda know good little girls dont play games,"i even remember his smirk.
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"Bella do anda know what people do, when they Cinta someone?"
"No, love's stupid"
"You shouldn't say such things, You're lucky a man like me loves you."
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"no"
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"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
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"Mummy,if Cinta hurts, then why do anda Cinta him"



For years i forgot all about those times, and began on life from my fathers side, jacobs side. It was like i was seeing them for the first time, like i was innocent like that little girl. I diddn't even recongised her. Falling to my knees, the blood rushing down from my face, laying down on the ground, i saw a passing shawdow, and a distinct snort of disgust from outside the door, followed sejak a "Click" only from the outside..
My hati, tengah-tengah fell. In a growing panic i flicked my head to all angles, stopping once while looking under the bed.Under my katil was a gray object facing down. snatching it, and from the first touch i was pulled throught again;

Flashback

i lay under the bed, watching the feet rave around my room, i dare not release a sound, for if they knew i was listening, i would be dead.
"SHUT UP RENAE, YOU'RE AS F**KING USLESS AS THAT LITTLE W***E OUT THERE!"
"HOW DARE anda CALL HER THAT, SHES 5 YEARS OLD FOR CHRISTS SAKES, anda HURT OUR DAUGHTER, I HATE anda I HATE anda I HATE YOUUHOHO." *slap*
"I berkata SHUT UP, DONT anda DARE INSULT ME BITCH, anda DONT THINK I DONT KNOW ABOUT YOUR LITTLE PLAY DATES WITH CHARLIE, I KNOW SHES NOT MINE RENAE!I KNEW AS SOON I ENTERED HER" i hear him club something into his fists from the desk. SHe wimpered.
"Please phil,"
"I berkata SHUT UP!" he threw whatever he had in this grasp at her, i felt the force viprate throught the carpet.
The object fell to the ground, then slid under the katil beside my arm, i held my gasp.

I flipped the gray object, and saw a photo. It showned the little girl, and the portrait-type mother.