I've heard people say that letting go is hard to do. And it's true. But the lebih I wandered, the lebih I felt like I had to close something back there. Damn. There was always something. Oh well. Time to end it. I headed back, passing her grave again. I'll see anda later sis. And I'll bring some decoration for you. I went back. Damn it all. I had never wanted to come back when I left. anda just have to close one door to open another I guess. When I got there, it was broad daylight. So I hung around until it was well into the seterusnya morning. 3:00 a.m. No one would be up. I entered, heading down the hall.
I passed my old room, kicking the door open. It was empty. Good. I walked to her room, opened the door, and closed it once I was inside. I eased onto the bed, sitting there. My eyes changed from their natural blue to a faint gold. Nightmares wake people up. And I was looking ke hadapan to this. Why? She was dreaming of him. Again. I often slipped into her dreams, chasing the sweet things away. Call me a creeper, but it was lebih habit than payback. Except for tonight. This was intentional. And, just I expected, she woke up with fear in her eyes.
“Stay still Blade.”
“Terror?!”
“Hush. You'll only make the fear worse. Now be quiet. Give it a minit to wear off.”
She stayed still for a minit and I turned the meja light on. I stared at her, nodding when my little spell had worn off.
“You did that to me?!”
“I had to talk to you.”
“How long have anda been here?”
“In Happy Harbor? All day. Here in your room? Five minutes.”
“Well...what do anda want?”
“Did anda really have to play me like that?”
“What?”
“Were anda on some sort of high that someone liked you? Did anda just play around with me because it was easy to do?”
“Terror, you're not making any sense!”
“Really? Well let me put it this way! anda played with me. I loved anda Blade and anda played with me. What I want to know is why?”
“Terror, I....I never played you.”
“So telling me anda loved me was a game? Were anda trying to make him jealous atau something? Was I just some toy anda could dispose of when anda got what anda wanted?”
“No! Terror-”
“Save it Blade. The way I see it, anda used me. anda used me to get to him. But the worst part is...I let you. Because I wanted anda happy. Because I thought it would go away.”
We sat there, staring at each other. I know my words sounded harsh. But I wasn't angry. I was broken and there's a difference.
“Terror...I'm sorry...”
“No matter what Blade, I will Cinta you. Just don't expect me to be here when anda two fall apart. Cause I know it will happen. Going with someone like him, it's just like anda going with Gage. Look what happened to Gage. That same thing will repeat itself. But just so anda know, it won't be your fault. Can't help who anda fall in Cinta with. So thanks. For everything. And about this entire thing, don't go accusing yourself. It's my fault. I let anda down. Night kid.”
I go off the katil and shut off the light. I walked out of the mountain. I felt lebih at ease now that it was over. I leaned against the rocks, looking down at the city. I wasn't expecting her to come and run after me. I didn't want her to. I was done waiting for that to happen. I took the bunga out of my pocket. A blue rose. The stem was a dark green and thorn-less, the petals a soft electric blue. I held it and the bunga opened. The center of the rose was bathed in soft light. api, kebakaran was on the inside of each petal, but it didn't burn the bunga atau smell like fire. The whole bunga smelled like an ocean breeze, crisp and clean. I remember Sylver talking about these flowers.
She had told me that they are some sort of magic. She was right. This little bunga helps to clear your hati, tengah-tengah and see whats inside. I found it in the one place it grows. But if I told you, you'd want it. So the place where it blooms is my secret. I had wanted to give it to Blade. Now I just wanted it gone. I dropped it over the edge and watched it fall. Sorry blossom. All that for nothing. I stuffed my hands in my pocket, walking away. No one would care for it. Only someone who has a broken hati, tengah-tengah can open it anyways. But if anda want to know, I looked in the flower. And it showed what was in my heart; something I kept telling everyone. The reason I had to stay away from others. Why I couldn't let my walls down any more. What exactly did I see in my heart? A monster.
I passed my old room, kicking the door open. It was empty. Good. I walked to her room, opened the door, and closed it once I was inside. I eased onto the bed, sitting there. My eyes changed from their natural blue to a faint gold. Nightmares wake people up. And I was looking ke hadapan to this. Why? She was dreaming of him. Again. I often slipped into her dreams, chasing the sweet things away. Call me a creeper, but it was lebih habit than payback. Except for tonight. This was intentional. And, just I expected, she woke up with fear in her eyes.
“Stay still Blade.”
“Terror?!”
“Hush. You'll only make the fear worse. Now be quiet. Give it a minit to wear off.”
She stayed still for a minit and I turned the meja light on. I stared at her, nodding when my little spell had worn off.
“You did that to me?!”
“I had to talk to you.”
“How long have anda been here?”
“In Happy Harbor? All day. Here in your room? Five minutes.”
“Well...what do anda want?”
“Did anda really have to play me like that?”
“What?”
“Were anda on some sort of high that someone liked you? Did anda just play around with me because it was easy to do?”
“Terror, you're not making any sense!”
“Really? Well let me put it this way! anda played with me. I loved anda Blade and anda played with me. What I want to know is why?”
“Terror, I....I never played you.”
“So telling me anda loved me was a game? Were anda trying to make him jealous atau something? Was I just some toy anda could dispose of when anda got what anda wanted?”
“No! Terror-”
“Save it Blade. The way I see it, anda used me. anda used me to get to him. But the worst part is...I let you. Because I wanted anda happy. Because I thought it would go away.”
We sat there, staring at each other. I know my words sounded harsh. But I wasn't angry. I was broken and there's a difference.
“Terror...I'm sorry...”
“No matter what Blade, I will Cinta you. Just don't expect me to be here when anda two fall apart. Cause I know it will happen. Going with someone like him, it's just like anda going with Gage. Look what happened to Gage. That same thing will repeat itself. But just so anda know, it won't be your fault. Can't help who anda fall in Cinta with. So thanks. For everything. And about this entire thing, don't go accusing yourself. It's my fault. I let anda down. Night kid.”
I go off the katil and shut off the light. I walked out of the mountain. I felt lebih at ease now that it was over. I leaned against the rocks, looking down at the city. I wasn't expecting her to come and run after me. I didn't want her to. I was done waiting for that to happen. I took the bunga out of my pocket. A blue rose. The stem was a dark green and thorn-less, the petals a soft electric blue. I held it and the bunga opened. The center of the rose was bathed in soft light. api, kebakaran was on the inside of each petal, but it didn't burn the bunga atau smell like fire. The whole bunga smelled like an ocean breeze, crisp and clean. I remember Sylver talking about these flowers.
She had told me that they are some sort of magic. She was right. This little bunga helps to clear your hati, tengah-tengah and see whats inside. I found it in the one place it grows. But if I told you, you'd want it. So the place where it blooms is my secret. I had wanted to give it to Blade. Now I just wanted it gone. I dropped it over the edge and watched it fall. Sorry blossom. All that for nothing. I stuffed my hands in my pocket, walking away. No one would care for it. Only someone who has a broken hati, tengah-tengah can open it anyways. But if anda want to know, I looked in the flower. And it showed what was in my heart; something I kept telling everyone. The reason I had to stay away from others. Why I couldn't let my walls down any more. What exactly did I see in my heart? A monster.
Yes I did I will send out this E-mail to cartoonetwork to tunjuk how upset we are with young Justice not airing. It also talks about the other cartoon that are not on.
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Hello. I'm contacting anda on when new episodes of Young Justice will air. I would like to know.I also ask when all the original Friday Kartun like ben10,batman,thunder cat etc. Will be back on. We peminat-peminat are very upset about the airing times.Lots of Young Justice peminat-peminat are mad that anda put level up on instead of Young Justice.It come on four times this week. We hope anda can come to a compromise with the fan's of Young justice. Thank anda for your time on Membaca this if anda need proof that we are upset I would be lebih than happy to set up a online petition on Fanpop.com. I am just a peminat who is REALY upset with what anda have done with the airing time. If anda would like me to keep the information anda give me inclosed just tell me and i will. Thanks again for your time.
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Hello. I'm contacting anda on when new episodes of Young Justice will air. I would like to know.I also ask when all the original Friday Kartun like ben10,batman,thunder cat etc. Will be back on. We peminat-peminat are very upset about the airing times.Lots of Young Justice peminat-peminat are mad that anda put level up on instead of Young Justice.It come on four times this week. We hope anda can come to a compromise with the fan's of Young justice. Thank anda for your time on Membaca this if anda need proof that we are upset I would be lebih than happy to set up a online petition on Fanpop.com. I am just a peminat who is REALY upset with what anda have done with the airing time. If anda would like me to keep the information anda give me inclosed just tell me and i will. Thanks again for your time.
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