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Riku114 berkata tentang Rawak
im sick and dying ;-; telah diposkan ·2 hari lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
F, my dudette !!!! ·2 hari lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
I wish anda a good recovery as well !!!! ·2 hari lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Thanks I appreciate the respects. F for myself ·2 hari lalu
Riku114 berkata tentang Riku114
Media depiction of DID

Alter: We gotta kidnap and kill them. I want to kill everyone. Stab them - Imma take over and kill them

Reality

Me: Maybe I should have a bit of soda with this popcorn

Lucille: I want tea.

Me: I am not walking out in the rain again to get tea. anda can come out and make teh if anda really want it telah diposkan ·5 hari lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Admittedly, this is like XD There is a lot of work and shit that goes into it, but like XD Its just a meme I had like three saat lalu :v ·5 hari lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
FYI Lucille is a teh addict ·5 hari lalu
Riku114 berkata tentang Riku114
Randomly being able to hear your suicidal alter having some sort of an episode is hard shit. Like, its not emotions and feelings and thoughts that I myself feel like are my own and it is fine, but just constantly hearing "I am so tired of being alive. I am so tired of this existence." and so on and so forth is just... its not easy.

I'd get like "Oh I think shes done and I managed to relax" and then another line will whisper out of no where and itd be square one again. telah diposkan ·9 hari lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I'm just kind of waiting for it to pass and for her to go back to being silent. It kind of sucks because I really can't communicate back so I'm just kind of sitting here listening to it randomly appear ·9 hari lalu