anda berkata anda needed me...then why don't anda want me?
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. anda feel like anda have lebih energy and anda actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! anda kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes anda smile, laugh, and he always gives anda a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. anda sing for the choir all the time and after services, anda two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
anda guys see Lauren walking to anda guys calmly.
All 3: hei Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to anda real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
anda and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: hei look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
anda and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. anda comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I Cinta Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
anda and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, anda two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have anda ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like anda NEED them...as if anda were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do anda ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met anda I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need anda and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are anda leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be Friends it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think anda and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs anda lebih than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me anda believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs anda Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so anda want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, anda turn around and anda run away. anda leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: anda wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are anda and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and anda just tucked in Angie to sleep. anda quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when anda hear a car pull up in your driveway. anda look out the window to see Randy's car! anda sigh and anda go out to see Randy walking up to anda with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are anda doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs anda the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: anda berkata anda needed me too. Why are anda putting other people in front of what anda want? anda berkata anda needed me...then why don't anda want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and alih on. It'll be better for anda and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at anda and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
anda start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. anda can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get anda to change your mind. But anda don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and anda cry with your head on your knees. anda feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping anda warm and safe. anda hug him back and anda just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, anda manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. anda feel like anda have lebih energy and anda actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! anda kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes anda smile, laugh, and he always gives anda a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. anda sing for the choir all the time and after services, anda two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
anda guys see Lauren walking to anda guys calmly.
All 3: hei Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to anda real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
anda and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: hei look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
anda and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. anda comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I Cinta Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
anda and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, anda two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have anda ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like anda NEED them...as if anda were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do anda ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met anda I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need anda and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are anda leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be Friends it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think anda and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs anda lebih than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me anda believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs anda Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so anda want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, anda turn around and anda run away. anda leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: anda wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are anda and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and anda just tucked in Angie to sleep. anda quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when anda hear a car pull up in your driveway. anda look out the window to see Randy's car! anda sigh and anda go out to see Randy walking up to anda with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are anda doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs anda the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: anda berkata anda needed me too. Why are anda putting other people in front of what anda want? anda berkata anda needed me...then why don't anda want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and alih on. It'll be better for anda and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at anda and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
anda start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. anda can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get anda to change your mind. But anda don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and anda cry with your head on your knees. anda feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping anda warm and safe. anda hug him back and anda just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, anda manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
Chapter 10: Do anda realize?
Landon couldn't believe that his father was gone.
Landon went outside and called his mom.
Cynthia took it hard and then Cynthia came up and she saw Landon upset.
Cynthia pattered his shoulder.
"I never berkata I Cinta him" berkata Landon
"He knows anda loved him," berkata Cynthia
"I wished I never argued with him," berkata Landon
"I know," berkata Cynthia
Time froze, Landon felt the shake and lightening happened and a strong wind, then Crystal came down.
"Landon" berkata Crystal
"Can I make a wish?" berkata Landon
"You can't make your father a live again," berkata Crystal
"Why?" asked Landon
"Because anda can't make two people come back from the dead" berkata Crystal "we can't rewind time"
"We did it for Jamie" berkata Landon
"No we didn't" berkata Crystal
"What?" asked Landon
"We never did" berkata Crystal
"But then is Jamie's grave still there?" asked Landon
"No" berkata Crystal "Now that's were your father is layed"
End of Ch10
Landon couldn't believe that his father was gone.
Landon went outside and called his mom.
Cynthia took it hard and then Cynthia came up and she saw Landon upset.
Cynthia pattered his shoulder.
"I never berkata I Cinta him" berkata Landon
"He knows anda loved him," berkata Cynthia
"I wished I never argued with him," berkata Landon
"I know," berkata Cynthia
Time froze, Landon felt the shake and lightening happened and a strong wind, then Crystal came down.
"Landon" berkata Crystal
"Can I make a wish?" berkata Landon
"You can't make your father a live again," berkata Crystal
"Why?" asked Landon
"Because anda can't make two people come back from the dead" berkata Crystal "we can't rewind time"
"We did it for Jamie" berkata Landon
"No we didn't" berkata Crystal
"What?" asked Landon
"We never did" berkata Crystal
"But then is Jamie's grave still there?" asked Landon
"No" berkata Crystal "Now that's were your father is layed"
End of Ch10