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Winter vacation is finally over and anda guys all go back to school...

Shawn: hei Taylor. anda think we can talk?
Randy: Uh sure.

Shawn and Randy go to the back of the school and they just stand there...

Shawn: Ok. I wanna be truthful and I wanna be as simple as possible too. anda should let go of Jamie.
Randy: ...*kinda laughs* What?
Shawn: anda should let go of Jamie. I mean anda haven't even broke it with Lauren.
Randy: Oh...I totally forgot about her.
Shawn: See. Your just playing them.
Randy: Shawn, buddy, I know anda like Jamie a lot but she's mine. I like her and she likes me. Lauren is just...unrequited love. Your doing that too Shawn.
Shawn: So if someone didn't like anda back, would they Ciuman you?
Randy: What?
Shawn: Yah. Jamie kissed me.
Randy: ...
Shawn: She let me Ciuman her. Ask her. She can't lie...ask her.
Randy: This is ridiculous. I don't need to deal with this.
Shawn: Just ask her man. Maybe I can change her mind again, you'll never know. I WAS her first love.

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Randy: hei Jamie.
Jamie: Hm?
Randy: Can I ask anda something?
Jamie: Just lemme finish this one problem.
Randy: ...

anda quickly finish your last math problem and anda close the book.

Jamie: There. Done. Now what is it?
Randy: Did...did anda Ciuman Shawn?
Jamie: ...what?
Randy: Did anda Ciuman him? atau did anda let him?
Jamie: ...well...he did Ciuman me.
Randy: And anda didn't resist?
Jamie: I was too weak Randy. I just fainted and right when I woke up, he just kissed me.
Randy: Oh...
Jamie: Randy don't think that. I like YOU, not HIM. I just couldn't push him back because I was too tired and weak.
Randy: But it's kinda unfair for me. I don't Ciuman other girls while I'm still together with you. But anda do it to me.
Jamie: Randy...
Randy: I don't know it's just...kinda been bothering me.
Jamie: ...
Randy: I mean he WAS your first love.
Jamie: First love? Who berkata that?
Randy: I can tell.
Jamie: Well anda should never become a psychic then. He is not my first love.
Randy: ...
Jamie: Randy if you're thinking of leaving me...please don't. It's too late. I'm too into anda Randy. anda can't just leave me now. I'm in a state of vulnerability. If anda leave me, I'll...I won't survive too long.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I...*sigh* nevermind.

Randy: ...

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After Randy leaves, anda tuck in Angie to sleep and anda go in your room. anda lie on your bed, thinking about Randy. What were anda gonna say? "I won't survive too long." What did that mean? Was he your motivation for living longer? If it weren't for him, would anda have just telah diberi up on life and become a screw up until the hari anda died? Would anda purposely ask the doctor to kill anda because there is no purpose in life for you? Was it...no it can't be! What the hell. Love? What a gay word. No it's not...psh.