Pain That Comes Thereafter!
© Jamie-Lisa Mclean
It feels like my whole world is falling apart
maybe I'm trying to hard
trying to push the feelings away
but it just wants to stay
all I want to do is die
drown in all the tears I cry
I sleep to take the pain away
even though I know it will never heal the emotions that I feel
smiles and laughter cover up the pain that comes thereafter
Cinta and kisses make new wishes
wishes that will never come true all because of you.
Source: My Cousin Raped Me, Rape Poems link
© Jamie-Lisa Mclean
It feels like my whole world is falling apart
maybe I'm trying to hard
trying to push the feelings away
but it just wants to stay
all I want to do is die
drown in all the tears I cry
I sleep to take the pain away
even though I know it will never heal the emotions that I feel
smiles and laughter cover up the pain that comes thereafter
Cinta and kisses make new wishes
wishes that will never come true all because of you.
Source: My Cousin Raped Me, Rape Poems link
![[Emo]](http://images2.fanpop.com/images/photos/8100000/-Emo-emo-8173506-336-238.jpg)
"YOU FREAK" One thorn in my heart.
"YOU DONT MEAN ANYTHING TO THE WORLD" 2 thorns in my heart.
"No one even cares about you" 3 thorns into my poor heart.
All the things people say to me, it hurts, there is a saying,
"My bruises go away easily, but words peirce my soul"
"Why are anda still alive." 4 thorns.
"Just drop dead, anda were an accident, no one wants you." There was the 5th thorn, and before I knew it, I was asleep, never to wake up again.
-Elizabeth Dillard (AKA Rock_n_Roll671)
![[Emo]](http://images2.fanpop.com/images/photos/6900000/-Emo-emo-6911331-375-500.jpg)
![[Emo]](http://images2.fanpop.com/images/photos/7000000/-Emo-emo-7033465-300-416.jpg)
