I know how anda feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness what so ever. anda dont want to laugh, because anda know it's not going to help, but anda dont want to cry, because it will just make anda feel worse.

anda feel like your hati, tengah-tengah is falling appart, but not only that, but anda know soon your life is going to feel like its falling appart too. anda don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feel's impossible to stop loving them.

And everyone wonders why if they have hurt anda so much, then why do anda still Cinta them. That's the confusing part, anda don't know why, anda just do, and the people who hurt anda the most, and normally the ones that anda Cinta the most. People tell anda 'It's going to be ok....' but deep, deep inside anda know it will never be ok. It leaves deep scars in your hati, tengah-tengah that will stay there foever. And no one understands how anda feel, and how deep anda have been hurt, no matter who they are atau what they have been through, every broken hati, tengah-tengah is different. They don't know the true pain anda feel and carry each and everyday, so anda learn that your basically alone in all of this.

Then the feelings start to overwhelm you, and suddenly anda just break down right there, because anda know anda have had enough, the tears just start to instantly fall across your face and anda get to the point where anda dont care who sees.
After a few weeks anda look back at all of this, anda laugh to yourself and realise people are horrible. You're still hurt but anda learn to hide it so people think your okay and try to alih on.
So everytime anda see this person, anda know anda still Cinta them, and anda feel a slight tingle in your hati, tengah-tengah for them to just Cinta anda back, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it.
And anda sit back and wonder how one stupid person could have caused all this ...