A poem of a sad man

Night.
Long and silent.
Your thoughts
are intense
and unquiet
like a heavy sea.


Sometimes
anda need someone
to talk to,
sometimes
anda need someone
to be there for you,
so anda could feel
safe,
so anda could know
that you're still
there.


anda don't want
to disappear,
anda don't want
to be the shadow,
the pale picture
of what anda used to be.


Sometimes
anda need someone
to be there for you,
sometimes
anda need someone
just to see you.


Thoughts,
those will remain
in you,
all those disturbing
thoughts
that make anda feel
exhausted
anda cannot share.
You're too scared
of how disturbance
may sound,
you're frightened
of yourself.


Sometimes
anda need someone
to tunjuk you
the way.
The path
filled with
light,
the path
anda call a hope.


anda need someone
who cares,
although
anda feel like nobody
understands.
Nobody sees
your soul,
nobody feels
your toss,
all alone with
your fears,
lonesome and lost,
anda need someone
who cares.

As for u It is easy
just say the words and forget
But Not for me

Words that Hurt Not As the winds
Blows and Gone...
Words that HURT it's Knife...
As it walkin' through......... teared ,destroyed,,,PAin

Have u ever felt it?
Not just Lies upon ur Big smile,,
But this is Me,,,
Who Taste The pisau that walkin' through ur words

And the feeling left after It,,,
even the time can't erased It..
please stop shouting to me...
yesterday u say "shorty,,,,lovely,,,Miss me ..."

but now u say "damn,,,Im changed ,,,I never understands U'
How Come..
the same souls says the opposite in a minutes????
where've u been?


Im Just a girl with a fragile hearth ,,Im just a girl that searching for a mate...

Just a masochist that Hope,,,time will erased all my pain..


Don't do this to me...
Once I can't stand off,,,
I'll Lost
And u'll never found me..
I never wish hurt,,,
Just Understands Me

Diamond studded tears and broken cries
hati, tengah-tengah full of troubles, head of lies
One passing moment and everyone dies
Scared as anda look out and anda watch the skies
Don't be afraid, it's just a game
One anda don't play to take the blame
Without anda here, nothing's the same
So we set api, kebakaran and watched the flame
Because of you, I let it die
All our hope put in a lie
Dry your tears and hold your cry
We keep anda safe, so hard we try
The bombs are gone, it's all been done
Then we hear them say we've won
Come out now and see the sun
Trust me, no lebih bombs, there's none
In this place you'll feel selamat, peti deposit keselamatan here
When the war of the worlds dropped its final tear

My steps crunch on the gravel track
Why did anda leave me? why did anda go?
A sudden sadness begins to attack
All I want is an answer all I want is to know.

I begin to cari the fog and dark trees
For the spot I'm longing for
As soon as I find it I fall to my knees
And I don't care whose watching me anymore.

I stare at the gray slab of stone
That is all I have left of you
I begin to sob felling so alone
It doesn't seem fair it just can't be true

I can't bring myself to leave this place
And soon all that's left is the winter winds cry
I run away at a ghostly pace
Good-bye.

I am outside.

outside of your sight outside of your thoughts.
peering in in desperation.

I am away.

where anda pushed where anda shoved me.

away from where I long to be sejak your side.

I am outside. And away.

I loved anda so hard that anda were scared. scared of loving me back. So anda threw me away.

Now I stand shivering and wallowing outside of where I long to be.

anda won't bring me back. I know anda won't. anda pushed me away.

I would find my way back to anda if I thought it would make a difference.

but, I think I know, that it won't.

So here I will stay.

Outside and Away...

When somebody hits me,
a crowd always cheers.

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I don't understand it,
but it brings me to tears.


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It thrills people silly
to throw me around
and make me go bouncing
across the hard ground.


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What have I done
to deserve this cruel fate?
I've gone from just mad
to completely irate!


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I'm battered sejak bats
just to make the crowd shout.

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I am sick of this game-
it's not safe, I want out!

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WHO AM I?

pahit World

As time passes sejak and the world ages Haiwan live on through their peace but man stays in strife...

Never do they see past their faults but see only their pride and hate...
Knowledge is a blessing yet they turn it into a vile curse...determined to possess all minds with one belief and rule all souls..

I am on the outside seeing what anda have all become...bitter, angry, and wretched beings feeding off others misery and as one weak soul falls anda quickly devour it...

I am haunted sejak your world...it darkens my mind and soul...as I come to see anda all have betrayed my gifts as if they were toys to be thrown away!

I shall give only one message to all new life that comes into this world...do not be naive to believe anda cannot be infected sejak this disease atau else the transformation has already begun...

A girl from nowhere I met,
She looked a real friend,
That is why our friendship will never end,
She bought lots of Warna and laugh,
With me she was never tough,
She bought lots of Bunga with scents,
Which are priceless that emas cents,
As long as we are friends,
We don't need enemies, no lovers,
This beautiful relation that God created,
She has got beauty and grace,
And a very successful place,
She understands me fully,
I trust her truly,
Because she she is not a bully,
She makes my dreams look real,
And feel every emotion I feel,
We have a great bound,
Like we are tied together,
We never fought and that's true,
She came as a ray of light,
And made my days and nights very bright,
That's why we will never ever fight,
Cause God is holding us tight,
She is a true friend,
That is the reason why this relation will never end......

anda knew it when anda started this.
anda knew that it would have no bliss.
anda fought against the living hell.
That somebody is why anda fell.
That single somebody is why
anda sometimes have to stop and cry.
That somebody is why anda hate.
That somebody had planned your fate.
What is the joy without the sorrow?
What will your life be like tomorrow?
They took away your will to live,
And yet anda somehow still forgive.
So take the time to stop and think
Before that someone makes anda sink.
Just look beyond your void and see
That somebody was me.

The world is turning, and always will be.
But will you?
atau are anda tiptoeing between the thin line of reality and the dark abyss that awaits.
Just beyond the barrier of sanity.
Feeling is hard to grasp.
No harder than expressing it.
But when anda feel the slight sting and the warm bubble of contentment, anda have no idea what it actually does to you.
Your mind feels extacy.
But your body cry's out.
anda slip into the dark, trying to surface.
But the weight of your life is pushing anda down.
You're drowning in your own tears.
But you're not man enough to face your fears.
Not even the faces of your peers trying to help.
atau the the ones that pretend they Cinta you.
Keeping to yourself and only releasing your body of the pressure when anda get the chance.
anda where a mask, fake as the people around you.
But finally reaching your sanctuary,
anda don't try to surface.

fall
fall into me
Ciuman me
tell me I am yours
come to me
be mine
follow me
save me from danger
save me from me
ill protect anda
ill keep anda selamat, peti deposit keselamatan
ill be your guide
ill kill anything that harms anda
I will lead anda through the darkness
through the pain
be your confort
your protection
just be mine
I'll guard anda from the flames
the harsh cold
anda amaze me
be my girl
ill save anda
from anyone who'll hurt anda
i'll be your Cinta
If you'll be my baby
So sing with me
lyrics from all the songs
be with me forever
and when the horror comes
I will take anda from this world
I will stand sejak youSo stand sejak me to
tell me I mean as much to anda
as anda mean to me
fall
deeply in Cinta with me
fall far
fall into my arms
fall forevermore