My strenghthen will be for-
ever transparent into the
elegant ambitions that isn't
pretending to describe.
But i live inside a deeper
atmosphere that gives
me the patience that i need
to be this person that the world
wants me to be,
My transparent experience
will soon release the chaos
that seems to be standing
right in front of me as we
speak.
I've tried to acknowledge
every-captured moment
that makes my trans-
parent experince what it
is today.
Please let this claiming
innocence be the thing
that will guide me away
from every-thing that
isn't what it needs to
be,
Please let me face my
chronicles of hope with
the admiration to let my
transparent experiences
die away from me and
who i want to be for anda
and for every-one who is
around anda now.
(c)
2012
erie morgan
ever transparent into the
elegant ambitions that isn't
pretending to describe.
But i live inside a deeper
atmosphere that gives
me the patience that i need
to be this person that the world
wants me to be,
My transparent experience
will soon release the chaos
that seems to be standing
right in front of me as we
speak.
I've tried to acknowledge
every-captured moment
that makes my trans-
parent experince what it
is today.
Please let this claiming
innocence be the thing
that will guide me away
from every-thing that
isn't what it needs to
be,
Please let me face my
chronicles of hope with
the admiration to let my
transparent experiences
die away from me and
who i want to be for anda
and for every-one who is
around anda now.
(c)
2012
erie morgan
my best-est one,
You're my bestie,
someone who makes school fun.
You're my bestie
no matter how far apart,
You're my bestie,
and always in my heart.
You're my bestie,
the best I've ever had,
You're my bestie,
the only one who cheers me up when I'm sad.
You're my bestie,
and only one who knows what to do,
You're my bestie,
and I Cinta you,...........
because...............
You're my bestie,
the only one who made me see
that you're my bestie,
the best that can be!
and I see all my memories,
everything I've done,
all the things I tried to forget,
All my world faults,
everything I did wrong,
all those I hurt,
all the dreams I destroyed,
and all the terrible things I said,
My world fades away,
and all that's left,
is my terrible life,
the forest of everything I did wrong,
the dark, dark forest,
Wake up!
The devil shows anda the bad things,
but the Lord shows anda all the good things,
He forgives the bad,
forgets it,
and never mentions it,
He shows anda the good thing,
the beautiful field,
full of flowers,
bright and perfect,
My world fade away,
and all that is left,
is the beauty of the Lord.
The girls screams but all their is is silence.
She sheds tears but her face is not moist.
She speaks but there are no words to be heard.
This girl, only in her mind she ever screamed for this, there was no sound. Only in her mind did she cry for this, tears did not moisten her face. And for this words where never herd. She is scared of exspression. She is scared to stand out and is scared of judgment. Becuase of this her world will be of muteness there will be no sun no moon only a gray, a gray nothingness in a line of other people all have no faces for they to are scared of being diffrent and they all to live in gray nothingness.
The girl who is scared will live in the world of gray until her scream is herd and her face feels tears.
She sheds tears but her face is not moist.
She speaks but there are no words to be heard.
This girl, only in her mind she ever screamed for this, there was no sound. Only in her mind did she cry for this, tears did not moisten her face. And for this words where never herd. She is scared of exspression. She is scared to stand out and is scared of judgment. Becuase of this her world will be of muteness there will be no sun no moon only a gray, a gray nothingness in a line of other people all have no faces for they to are scared of being diffrent and they all to live in gray nothingness.
The girl who is scared will live in the world of gray until her scream is herd and her face feels tears.
Inside the darkness of my tortured mind
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living sejak the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my pahit existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living sejak the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my pahit existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
if the Cinta of your life died,
what would anda do if they died a terrible death,
would anda get revenge,
would anda hate everyone,
would anda become a murderer in return,
would anda cry your life away,
atau would anda take your life away?
What would anda do,
if your best friend committed suicide,
what would anda do if they died terribly,
would anda laugh because no tears will come,
would anda cry until it is all over,
would anda do the same,
would anda run away,
atau would anda just throw it all away?
What would anda do,
if anda were hit sejak a car,
what would anda do if anda were dying,
would anda feel sorry for yourself,
would anda cry until the end,
would anda remember everything anda have ever done,
would anda call your mom,
atau would anda hate the person until your life has gone away?
What would anda do,
when everything ends for anda atau a friend?
What would anda do?