Fearless hati, tengah-tengah beats
in my chest,
strong and proud,
sensitive and fragile.
Collecting all these words
anda gave as if
those are significant,
but your hati, tengah-tengah has never
spoken to me.
Empty words anda gave,
the depth that lies in them
anda treaded,
though I still remember that
glow in your eyes,
I still remember,
though your false love
is spreading its wings
only in dreams of my own
world.
It was me who left,
and yet
I'm still trying to forget,
still trying to erase every
moment of happiness
we lived.
And my hati, tengah-tengah is not weak,
even though it's lonely,
loneliness itself doesn't fear me,
for it loves me,
loneliness chose me.
Loneliness is jealous,
won't leave me be,
loneliness is in Cinta
with me,
filled within my heart,
it has chosen me.
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Slowly they creep up
They're hungry
Teir mom did it to their dad
That cold-blooded murderer
The baby black widows attack
slowly devouring their mom
They, too, became like her
Heaetless, an emotionless killer
An analogy to life
To humanity
Everyone MUST have revenge
Never letting things die
untill we die!
Why must we live like spiders
Devouring people when we're done with them?
Why must we be so uick to attack?
Why do we live life like this?
Because we're human,
But we still live like spiders
Killing, and dying and hating
When we should Live and Cinta and Laugh
Is this really life?
They're hungry
Teir mom did it to their dad
That cold-blooded murderer
The baby black widows attack
slowly devouring their mom
They, too, became like her
Heaetless, an emotionless killer
An analogy to life
To humanity
Everyone MUST have revenge
Never letting things die
untill we die!
Why must we live like spiders
Devouring people when we're done with them?
Why must we be so uick to attack?
Why do we live life like this?
Because we're human,
But we still live like spiders
Killing, and dying and hating
When we should Live and Cinta and Laugh
Is this really life?
\\What makes us human?//
【War】
War is a sadistic
Laughing in the background
Laughing as we cry for mercy
We know it is futile
But we beg
War is the scientist
Experimenting with our very being
Driving some to madness
And others to the realm of Satan
War is the hell
That crushes our souls
To the breaking point
And takes sick pleasure in doing so
War is the broken spirit
That is cursed upon sejak all man-kind
To be forever hated
And forever a scourge in our world
~ Written sejak a Poet for the Wandering Souls
【War】
War is a sadistic
Laughing in the background
Laughing as we cry for mercy
We know it is futile
But we beg
War is the scientist
Experimenting with our very being
Driving some to madness
And others to the realm of Satan
War is the hell
That crushes our souls
To the breaking point
And takes sick pleasure in doing so
War is the broken spirit
That is cursed upon sejak all man-kind
To be forever hated
And forever a scourge in our world
~ Written sejak a Poet for the Wandering Souls
How I Really Feel About You
I hate putting up with this act.
I can't stand it anymore.
I have to tell anda how I really feel.
I don't know if anda will like it
but here it goes:
I HATE you, I don't EVER want to see anda again.
I hate that anda think I will do anything for you
because anda still think I like you.
I like someone new and I know that they
will treat me better than anda ever did.
That is how I really feel about you, and I
knew that anda wouldn't like it, but anda know what
I DON'T CARE!
I hate putting up with this act.
I can't stand it anymore.
I have to tell anda how I really feel.
I don't know if anda will like it
but here it goes:
I HATE you, I don't EVER want to see anda again.
I hate that anda think I will do anything for you
because anda still think I like you.
I like someone new and I know that they
will treat me better than anda ever did.
That is how I really feel about you, and I
knew that anda wouldn't like it, but anda know what
I DON'T CARE!
Now now. Don't be offended. Don't take this seriouslly. If anda don't like this poem just alih on. :) Enjoy.
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Stupid girls
I don’t understand you.
Why do anda constantly check the mirror?
Why do anda constantly flaunt your body?
Why do anda constantly throw your future away?
I don’t understand you.
Stuffing your bra, smacking your lips, bending down
Is that appealing?
Stuffing, smacking, bending.
What a life.
anda live for attention. anda live to view. anda live to be viewed.
Now I know why the guys go for you.
You’re easy.
You’re trashy.
anda can be thrown away.
Sorry, if I don’t understand, but really…
I don’t understand…
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Stupid girls
I don’t understand you.
Why do anda constantly check the mirror?
Why do anda constantly flaunt your body?
Why do anda constantly throw your future away?
I don’t understand you.
Stuffing your bra, smacking your lips, bending down
Is that appealing?
Stuffing, smacking, bending.
What a life.
anda live for attention. anda live to view. anda live to be viewed.
Now I know why the guys go for you.
You’re easy.
You’re trashy.
anda can be thrown away.
Sorry, if I don’t understand, but really…
I don’t understand…
Disturbed, warped, some would say insane
Rotting fading some would say dying
Where is humanity? People killing friends
Suicide, homicide, murder: First digree, saat digree, Third digree
What does it all mean?
Painfull death: Shooting Stabbing hanging
Where has all the Cinta gone
Living to be killed: Hitmen, dealers, thieves
Your roommate's a killer? anda went camping on Friday the 13th?
These meaningless lies & rumors pass sejak undetected, Yet have the most profound affect on our lives
We live in a human world filled with savage beast
Violent beatings, drunken fights as we struggle with humanity gone astray
Being sucked into the endlesss black abyse
Screaming into deaf ears
Begging for jawapan from the silent
Slowly fading dying losing all humanity
Now I stand here asking, pleading for answers, what happened?