It seemed that once i admitted my feeling i was fine, i just looked like an everyday girl. I Let Out a sigh. I Walked over To The pancuran, pancuran mandian And Turned it on Extra hot, but in stead of getting in i sat on the tolit.

I crossed my legs and held my head in my hand. The tapping of my foot made it look as if i was sad.

Well i was.

How wired is that, anda know anda like/love someone, but anda dont want to. funny, i'v always been that kind of girl, i could never help it, i just fell in love.

Yeah, it sucks, falling head over heels fo a guy anda dont wanna love.

I Let out yet anther sigh, but then a nock came on the door.

"Heather, its Gwen, I Broght cloths for you." She called thrugh the door.

"Come in.." I berkata

When Gwen walked in i could tell that she was shocked to see me not in the shower. but she closed to door and set my cloths on the counter.

"Look, i know that this might not work, but, whats up? are anda ok?" She asked as she leaned on the counter.

I Smerked, she was dressed in her everyday goth get up, but she had no make up on so she looked funny.

I Sighed,

"No." I berkata flatly

Gwen blinked in shock that i told her the truth.

"W-wow, that work..." She muttered to her self. "well whats up? did someone hurt you?"

I Blinked at her, but my blink was an 'Here we go' Blink

"No." I berkata again, 'Not yet' I added to myself

I knew that Duncan would never tarikh me, now that really sucks right.

"Well, what happened?" She asked.

I Glared at her.

"You got two answers, lets not push it." I told her.

She simple nodded.

I stod up and crosed my arms.

"Now, unless anda wanna see me nacked, i suguest anda go." I told her.

Again she noded and left. Once she left i went on with the shower.

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After the showr i got dressed, i smerked at the choice Gwen got me.

Sure, i know what she wears everyday, but she dosnt know what i wear.

She had gotten me a blue jean minie, her light green shirt, and her small dark green jaket and blet.

Once i was dressed I went down stairs. oddly Only Courtney and Duncan where in the house.

"But Duncan this will be my future!" Courtney whined.

"Princess i would rather die than wear a sute." Duncan said.

Courtney stomped her foot.

"Duncan!" She Yelled

Duncan did as she did

"Princess!" He Shriked in a girlie voice.

Courtney stomped her foot again and grunted.

"Forget it jerk" Then she stormed off.

I almost ran into the kitchen.

"What was that about?" I found myself asking.

Duncan shruged

"Shes wants me to go to a ball atau something." Duncan said.

He then went on with some other things, but i found my self stairing at his but lebih then his mouth and the words comming out.

"Dumb right?" He asked at last.

"Oh yeah." I winded it Hop i didnt say anything dumb.

"See at least anda get it, she's all crazy and what not about it." He berkata about her.

My hart thumbed, he was trashing Courtney, did this mean i had a chance. I then felt like slaping myself, i had to get real.

"Yeah.." I muttered

"But thats what makes her so damn HOT!" Duncan berkata

I felt my hart stop.

"What." I planely asked.

Duncan looked at me.

"Yeah, I gotta go see her and say yeah baby yeah." He then ran off.

I crossed my arms and sat on the couch.

I just sat there and did nothing for god knows how long.

Finaly Gwen came up to me.

"Yo Heather." She said.

I Raised my eye brow to her, why was she being so nice.

"What." I berkata blankly

"Where going out tonight." She said.

"Who do anda mean sejak we?" I asked.

"The campers and Chris, we're going out to eat, anda wanna come?"

"No thanks." I said.

"Oh ok, anda wouldn't have a tarikh anyway, Chris is bringing his wife, and Noah asked some girl out last week, well anyway later." She then walked away.

I Glared at her.

I Then Saw Duncan walk be, with Courtney in his arms.

"You'll be the only one for me, no one will ever replace you.." I heard him tell her.

I felt my hart shatter some more, i looked away, i could feel the tears some up.